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I am an autistic panda who plays the oboe and clarinet. I also love singing, drawing, memes, and trying to stay out of politics.
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Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
In my dream, I was in a school bus with my best friend, when this officer came into it. He started shooting all but fine of us and mutilating the bodies. My best friend was one of the killed. In my anger, I tore this man’s body in half and took my life, as I could never live without my best friend in my life.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I dreamed I was having a hysterectomy. I was in a waiting room, alone, and I could see what the surgeons were doing on a television across from me. I stood up and this fast beeping noise went off. I sat back down and the beeping slowed down. I said out loud, I wish they would be done already and wake me up. I heard a voice from across the room say, "You're not going to wake up. You didn't survive the surgery." I look up and see a black man sitting across the room. He told me to follow him. He went through a set of double doors and I followed him. There was a room full of old people and they looked almost angry, like I didn't belong there. As I looked to my left, I saw my husband sitting outside at a concrete table and he was crying to hard I could feel it in my chest (my husband doesn't cry). I hurried to follow the man into the next room. It looked like a cave but he led me to a book and told me to find my name on the book and the person next to me was the next person who would help me. The name "Jacob"was next to me (Jacob was the first name of my ex-husband's father, who was a minister). I realized what was going on at that moment. I said out loud that I needed to tell Mike (my husband-he is agnostic, like I am). I voice in my dream said I couldn't tell him; he had to find out on his own. I sank down in a chair because I realized my son would be devastated about what had happened. At that moment, an elevator was in front of me and Jacob gestured to me to follow him. At that moment I was up. I remember I could hear my husband in the shower and my heart was beating so hard. I don't know what the dream means or if, maybe I died for a moment. But I have never forgotten that dream. Was it a nightmare? Somewhat. I am still agnostic so it didn't push me to believe in the traditional Christian god but it is just something that has stuck with me. This was about 15 years ago.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
In my dream, I was in a school bus with my best friend, when this officer came into it. He started shooting all but fine of us and mutilating the bodies. My best friend was one of the killed. In my anger, I tore this man’s body in half and took my life, as I could never live without my best friend in my life.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I dreamed I was having a hysterectomy. I was in a waiting room, alone, and I could see what the surgeons were doing on a television across from me. I stood up and this fast beeping noise went off. I sat back down and the beeping slowed down. I said out loud, I wish they would be done already and wake me up. I heard a voice from across the room say, "You're not going to wake up. You didn't survive the surgery." I look up and see a black man sitting across the room. He told me to follow him. He went through a set of double doors and I followed him. There was a room full of old people and they looked almost angry, like I didn't belong there. As I looked to my left, I saw my husband sitting outside at a concrete table and he was crying to hard I could feel it in my chest (my husband doesn't cry). I hurried to follow the man into the next room. It looked like a cave but he led me to a book and told me to find my name on the book and the person next to me was the next person who would help me. The name "Jacob"was next to me (Jacob was the first name of my ex-husband's father, who was a minister). I realized what was going on at that moment. I said out loud that I needed to tell Mike (my husband-he is agnostic, like I am). I voice in my dream said I couldn't tell him; he had to find out on his own. I sank down in a chair because I realized my son would be devastated about what had happened. At that moment, an elevator was in front of me and Jacob gestured to me to follow him. At that moment I was up. I remember I could hear my husband in the shower and my heart was beating so hard. I don't know what the dream means or if, maybe I died for a moment. But I have never forgotten that dream. Was it a nightmare? Somewhat. I am still agnostic so it didn't push me to believe in the traditional Christian god but it is just something that has stuck with me. This was about 15 years ago.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
Not a really nightmare, but idc. So I usually lucid dream or don’t dream at all(if I do I dont remember) the few times I don’t lucid dream always has this cat named Simon. He is a tabby cat who annoys me with ever fiber of his being. I hate him. Please save meHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
So a little bit of backstory for this one. My dad has only two grandchildren (my kids). He loves them more then anything; I sometimes joke he would push his own children off a cliff if it benefitted his grandchildren.. He is just crazy about them. And my boys are crazy about him. So at the time of this nightmare my youngest son was not born yet. But my eldest son was my daddy’s everything and vice versa. They did everything together. In my dream I came to learn that my father had died all of a sudden. I panicked, I gagged, I cried. I was in a full blown panick state and asked myself how on earth I was going to tell my son he would never play with his granddad again, his favorite person in the whole world. That he would never get to hug him again (I’m crying just writing this). So in my dream I am bawling my eyes out just thinking about this and then I start to wake up. I feel my face is cold and wet, so I’m touching my face to see what it is. Turns out I was still crying while suddenly waking up from this utter nightmare. I’ve never cried myself awake before, or since. But the worst part of this nightmare is that someday it will become a reality and I am dreading that day…Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
After my husband had a stroke and was pronounced brain dead the hospital misplaced his body for 10 agonizing days. Each night, until he was finally released to the funeral home I had a dream in which he was trying to tell me something but due to the stroke his ability to communicate clearly was destroyed. I would try and guess what he was saying, the only thing he said that I understood was, "NO!!" while making a sweeping arm gesture. I would guess again, it would be wrong as well. This only angered him further and I would be crying, "Please, baby! I can't understand you! I'm trying!" I would keep guessing, it was always wrong, he kept angrily shouting "NO!" before spewing more garbled speech. I would awaken, hysterically crying only to feel a fleeting moment of relief that it was just a dream. This was quickly followed by the horrifying realization that I had just lost my husband. From a nightmare, straight into a nightmare I couldn't awaken from.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I was being murdered by a freaking red panda, and a capybara saved me. At first the red panda was being nice to me, but it was only to gain my trust and then murder me.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
My first ever Nightmare is the one I will never forget. I was around 4 or 5 years old. It involved a lady in a green dress. The lady had red hair (like me) and was fairly pretty. One thing though; she was evil. Her emerald amulet (cushion cut) turned things alive and would become evil. She had this ugly baby doll she made come alive to chase me. Eventually the lady got made at it for not catching me and threw it out the window. But somehow I fell out after it. I woke up before I hit the floor. I remember about a week later my parents got me and my sister a dream catcher. I still get shivers thinking about it.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
It was a long time ago, I was like 7 or 6. Basically I was running through the desert from a giant red-brown t-rex. You know, childhood fears. 😃Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I have never forgotten this nightmare I had in kindergarten. So me and my mom were picking my little brother up from preschool, and this man steals the car with me still in it. Then he laughs evilly and says "You're mine now". I woke up and cried, and slept in my parents room for the next weekHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I had this dream in college, but it was a recurring dream. I had it probably a good 15 times at least & it was very vivid, woke up exhausted and emotionally spent each time, even though it is in no way possible. In my dream, I was hanging out on the porch of a mobile home in a trailer park (home of a friend at the time) & for some reason my parents came looking for me. One of the guys that would hang out there walked around behind my parents and then suddenly reached out, grabbed my parents' spines and pulled back, removing their spines & rib cages, etc similar to de-boning a fish. They (minus a significant portion of their skeletons) just collapsed on spot, immediately dead, and the guy used his foot to just scoot them up under the porch. The rest of the dream would be me just hanging out trying to act normal & fighting in my head about how to report this & get this guy locked up for killing my parents without having the same thing happen to me. It was awful. And very strange bc all the characters in it were real people in my life. Like, I don't remember dude's name (it's been almost 25 years) but I can see him. He did hang out with us there. And he was a pretty chill dude. That dream, though...Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
Warning: discusses trauma and suicide When I was about three I began having a recurring dream that I was a bit older, and in a classroom sitting at a desk. The teacher would ask questions but I was frozen still and couldn't raise my hand. The the fire alarm went off, and everyone got up and lined up and walked out, and I was still stuck. Once they were gone, the walls started to close in, and I was still stuck, until the walls had closed past the doors. Finally I'd be free to move, but there was no way out. Then, spikes would grow out the walls, huge metal spikes, and the ceiling would fly off, and I could see the blue sky above. So I'd start climbing the spikes, get nearly to the top, walls still closing....then one of the spikes would impale me through the temple and I'd die. The end. Except, it wasn't the end. I had that dream at least once week from the the time I was three (when my life was actually pretty lovely) until the first day of fifth grade, new school, walked into the classroom and it was *identical* to the one in my dream, down to the decorations on the wall and placements of the desks. Turns out, that was by far the worst year of my childhood, from bullying at school, to escalated abuse at home, to a creepy predator that stalked me when I tried to play outside. That year was so bad I actually attempted suicide twice.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
So I’m in middle school (8th grade, you can get probably guess where this is going) my dream started with me just going to school and it was a normal day. I went to my first period class and asked to go to the bathroom. I took a hall pass and walked down the hall and I heard and alarm sound. You probably guessed it (there was a school sh00ter) I ran back to my class to find my teacher and classmates were the first victims, I then bolted to the bathroom. I took out my phone and dialed 911, I told them my situation but the sh00ter overheard me and I had to run from them. I’m unsure on how but I remember I got outside and the school was on fire. I felt alone and cold. The worst part was at the end of my dream, the thing that woke me up was that between the shootings and the fire, I was the only one who had survived which meant my brother and friends were all dead. I woke up sobbing, drenched in sweat, and didn’t want to go to school the next day. (I don’t know if it is realistic to what happens but it felt really real and scary)Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
*IF U DON'T LIKE MURDER OR ANYTHING VIOLENT DON'T READ PLEASE* wasn't exactly a nightmare because I wasn't scared but thinking about it it's a little scary: Ok so I for some reason was in my grandparents house and there were a bunch of kids (for some reason we were all like 8 idk) and I made friends with some guy. I can't remember the details but there was some dude who was gonna kill us. I was in the doorway and everyone else was in a line in the living room. For some reason my mum and brother were in the hallway and literally left casually like nothing was happening like they were going shopping or something and I said my last goodbyes tearfully to them both. After they ABANDONED ME the murderer was picking between my friend and me and I shouted that it should be my friend (I'm so sorry non existent friend) and they were stabbed *exactly* in the middle of their forehead and the last thing they said was "betrayal..." Then I felt guilty realising what I did and ran upstairs and I woke upHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
As a child living with my parents, we lived near the railway (underground line). Obviously we used it to travel as a family. I had a recurring nightmare that my entire family got on a train and left me on the station, watching as it disappeared into the distance. Fortunately I grew out of it, but it stayed with me for many years.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I had a traumatic childhood, abandoned at age 2 then adopted by grandparents. I had a recurring dream of myself in the back seat of my grandmother's Oldsmobile as it sped along the highway...with no driver. I was terrified. Now I know it was my brain expressing how helpless I felt and how I had no control over what was happening to me. No psychologist needed to figure that one out.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
When I was in middle school I personally had the most terrifying dream. This was also the first time where I was consciously aware that I was dreaming. It was also the first time I was able to manipulate some of the aspects in my sleeping state. In this night terror, I dreamt where this creature was killing my family one at a time until I was the only one left. I hid behind a bookshelf that we had in one of the rooms of our house. I could hear it breathing almost right on top of me but I was lucky some how because it didn't see me. The creature was pissed and said to me, "Where ever you are, no matter where you go, or what you do; I will find you and I WILL GET YOU". Sorry, wow, my heart is pounding and my hands are shaking with terror as I'm writing this... Anyway, I shall continue on with my most terrifying dream experience. So after it threatened with those words that scared the livin ba-jesus out of me, I woke up. I remember thinking it was only a dream and try not to think about it. So then I go downstairs to get some bfast. I had to pass by the room that I had hidden at in my dream. As I'm doing so the door slowly creaks open and out walks my cat all messed up. It was shaking and couldn't walk straight and was foaming at the mouth. My cat ended up dying later that day. I was terrified to be alone for the longest time after that. It took me a good year until it didn't feel like I was being watched. Since that dream there have been times where things have happened in real life that I deam about. Most of the time it involves death. For instance, everytime I have and do dream about my very first serious boyfriend from highschool, someone in his family dies. In fact I had a stupid dream about him last year and his Dad passed away a couple days later. I'm telling you it scares me big time. Other times when I'm aware that I'm dreaming I have these episodes where I feel like I'm passing out and can't stay awake then I'm in another dream and it happens again. All the while I know I'm only dreaming but can't wake myself up. I call it my dream of a dream within a dream. It freaks me out bitHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I’m in the woods and all around me there’s fire. I hear screaming in the trees, the ground- all around. I start sprinting towards nowhere. People start chasing me. There’s these giant wolves in front of me with blood and people in their teeth. There’s nowhere to go but up. So I start climbing. Once in the trees, I see in the sky leopards or some crazy c**p. I start getting torn to pieces and start falling. I won’t die. I just lie there bleeding, being torn to shreds, in a daze of confusion and adrenaline. I can’t fight them off. They won’t leave. Then I woke up. Still scares me 2 years later.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I’m my nightmare, I was talking to my boyfriend, and then blood started coming out of my mouth, and I was starting to feel very weak, and then I passed out, and then my boyfriend carried me to the hospital, where Ted Bundy was the doctor, and he stabbed, shot, and dismembered me.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
When I was little, I had a dream of the original Joker from the tv show, the one where they had the PUNCH, And POW, and he was chasing me and my father across the house, and me and my dad eventually hid under a couch. Scared my 6 year old self to death.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
The one where there was a plane in the side of a building, from August 2001Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I had a dream where my house was like a bunker, but this living lava stuff was continuing to get in. I then got stuck in my claustrophobic basement and died by lava. I woke up into the dream again, about 2-3 times before I actually woke up.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I was captured by terrifying aliens and brought to their huge air ship and they were going to make me and my family die in painful ways for entertainment. Brutal.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I met an unknown woman, wearing long blue skirt. I watched her stuff some sort of cottonlike material into her mouth, without uttering a word. Then she lifted a matchstick, light the cloth on fire and it catched flame, and burned her face completely away. I watched as the flesh turned into this charred, all black skull with empty eyes. All this time she was still alive, standing in front of me.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I had a dream about my uncle, who I really wasn't close with and hadn't seen for a long time, coming for a visit at my mother's house (I hadn't lived there for years). He was smiling and happy in general, but I knew in the dream that it was odd that he was there. I found out the next day that he died a few hours earlier.Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
Not really a full-on nightmare, but the only dream that I remember from when I was a kid was of me being on the school bus. However, instead of there being any other kids on board, it was filled with characters/creatures from Star Wars. When it got to the school and I tried to get off the bus, Darth Vader stood up from the driver's seat and wouldn't let me leave. 😳Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
Tw: cannibalism, pain to children, just plain terrifying So I had this dream when I was about 11 and it was the most terrifying dream of my life. I was at a birthday party and this creepy 17 year old kept following me around. He kind of scared me so I kept running away from him. Later that day a bunch of police arrived at the party and they were talking to this little boy, he was maybe 10 years old. They asked him to lift up his hoodie, and he took off his shirt and his whole torso was full of wounds. It looked as if chunks of flesh had just been like torn off of him. They asked him wtf happened. He told them that he had met the creepy 17 year old guy from before, and he told him that he was his brother. So the little kid (i don’t remember his name but lets call him Joey, the older kid will be Tom). So Joey went to go live with Tom, and Tom told Joey that Joey had a terrible disease in his skin. Tom said the only way to cure it was to cut off the infected flesh. So Joey let Tom cut off his flesh, and then this part is horrid so beware. Tom would lock himself in the bathroom and consume the flesh, and he told Joey it was so that he could share the sickness. So yeah I’m still traumatized unsurprisingly. I couldn’t figure out why I had this horrible dream, but a few years later I was playing Morrowind, and in the game they talk about this insane cult that chop off their flesh and eat it. So yeah, a single line of dialogue created a horror in my mind!Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
I don't remember much anymore, but I remember a rodent shrouded in darkness with red eyes talking to me. He was calm, his voice was raspy but I felt as though my chest was collapsing in on itself. Suddenly, there's a bright flash. A lamp has been turned on and a tiny mouse in a bed dressed up in a nightgown and cap is squealing at the top of his lungs. Two other mice are holding him down, hushing him and forcefully tucking him in once again. I was then teleported back to the red eyed rodent, who said a few things but all boiled down to this: "I welcome you with open arms, yet you fear me. They refuse to help you. What are you going to do now?" I woke up in a cold sweat. My mom came into my room to wake me up for school to find me showered, dressed and just sitting there waiting for the sun to riseHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
i have a dream where im standing on a bridge, with everyone ive ever loved, and then watching them slowly get drowned while they make me watch (its done by octopi-- this sounds so childish but theyre really fking scary) and then another one where im getting chased by two guys and im running through the desert but i cant run fast cause the sand keeps slippingHey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
ok so i am twelve but when i was 9 i had a nightmare where i was getting chased by a fem demon and i was running and running but getting nowhere come to find out i was under a pentagram where demons where grabbing me by the feet dragging me then i woke up with hand prints on my ankles but i couldn't move i was in sleep paralysis i had the same dream again last night with hand prints on my ankles and my wrists 😰Hey Pandas, What's The Nightmare You've Never Forgotten?
Not a recurring nightmare but one that kinda shook me. When I was 10(?) I had a dream where I was in bed and trying tog all asleep when I hear someone screaming outside. I see a group of people with neon bike helmets (colour I mostly remember is a light blue but I think there was pink and some other colours of helmets), and they were surrounding a girl (she looked like high school age?) and she was begging them to stop. They were all laughing at her and joking around before one of them kneeled over her and stabbed her to death. In the dream I then ask to sleep with my parents so they could protect me. I’m in between the two of them when I hear a weird beeping noise. I asked my parents about and they said just to ignore it. I think something happened shortly after, like my parents suddenly telling me to run but I can’t remember. But I do remember suddenly being outside, surrounded by the group of people in bike helmets. All smiling and laughing at me. Then one of them plunges a knife into my chest. And I wake up.Show All 31 Upvotes
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