30 Celebs That Seem To Have Completely Lost It, According To People Online
Interview With ExpertBeing a public figure isn’t easy. They’re stripped of their privacy, scrutinized for their appearance, their behavior is constantly judged, and they can no longer enjoy or do things that regular people do. Not to mention the “friends” who are only with them for the fame or the admirers who are out of control.
It’s really no surprise that this pressure can take a toll on a person’s mental wellbeing. People are noticing this more and more as celebrities begin to exhibit strange behavior.
When redditor Darvelic asked netizens who they thought had legitimately lost their mind, they received more than 8,000 comments within a week. Scroll down to find celebrities who couldn’t cope with their fame and unfortunately got out of hand.
While you're there make sure to check out a conversation with Darvelic who started this discussion in the first place and psychiatrist David Puder who kindly agreed to tell us more about the mental health challenges that public figures might face.

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Kanye. He’s def gone off the deep end.
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Strange to think we’ve been saying that for nearly 20 years and he’s still out here demonstrating we haven’t seen nothing yet
He started out off the deep end. The press needs to stop rewarding his shìtty behavior.
The press? It's not the press buying his albums or his weird clothing.
Load More Replies...As someone who is biploar, like Kanye, it's difficult for me to laugh or gawk at his instability. However, to me that doesn't explain his insane ego and it only explains some of his erratic behavior, it doesn't excuse it. I'm lucky and grateful that the people still in my life understand my struggle and have been very supportive. If I had the resources Kanye does my life would be so much better. It's his own fault that in his ludic moments he seemingly hasn't used them to help himself so, while I don't like making fun of him too much, I have very little sympathy.
Mental health issues are absolutely a struggle and come with a learning curve. That can include finding a therapist who's a good match, adjusting medication, developing strategies and health habits, etc. That said, effort and attitude can make quite a difference. Kanye West has been compared unfavorably to another Kim Kardashian ex, Pete Davidson, who does try to manage his borderline personality disorder.
Load More Replies...Kanye has always been a hate-filled, chauvinistic loser- some people just failed to notice it though because they just thought it was Kanye being quirky. They he has the gall to blame his horrible behaviour on his mental health. No Kanye, depression does not make you an emotionally abusive, misogynistic, Trump supporting, anti-Semitic, loser.
100% I can't believe he's hanging out with Trump and Andrew Tate. Kanye is literally hanging out with neo-nazis now. Dude has lost his mind.
He's fully bipolar and schizophrenic, and refuses to take medication. He was actively stalking his ex and her new man for months. But I guess conservatorships are just for women?
Didn't I read somewhere he has bipolar disorder? He needs to get treatment for it, not that that excuses his awful behaviours.
I can't stand what he's doing to his current wife. Look into her eyes. None of these ridiculous displays are her idea. The man desperately needs help. How bad will it get before he finally accepts some?
I keep seeing people bring up his mom's death, but never the major car accident that literally crushed his face. There is no way he didn't suffer any brain damage.
This isn't mental illness. This Kanye being a massive a*****e. Having depression doesn't make you an anti-semetic, homophobic, emotionally abusive loser.
Load More Replies...Has anyone recently seen what him and his Mrs were wearing the other day? He'd got two Halloween masks on and she was wearing a see through mac.
Tom Cruise and all of Scientology.
Scientologists believe a lot of silly things, but they're not the ones firebombing Planned Parenthood and shooting up Mosques. They aren't banning books and picketing drag shows. I think you know who I'm talking about.
Instead they are robbing people of all their money, enforcing hard labor, making people pay thousands upon thousands to “get clear”,and potentially kidnapping dissenting members.
Load More Replies...I had a friend in school whose family were into Scientology... I think about it now and there was some funky s**t going on in that house. I wish I had spoken up.
Remember folks that between the christofascists and Scientologists here, Netanyahu's far-right religious extremist Israeli government, and the ISIS/Hamas/Taliban monsters, ALL religions are a blight on our species
Elon.
I liked Elon for a while. He bought water filters for the people of Flint, Star Link is going to get high speed internet to the farthest reaches of Earth and Teslas were self-driving bad**s electric cars! All good ideas IMO. Then the stupid cyber truck. And ruining Twitter and blowing 44billion dollars. Nobody even calls it X. Now I hear he’s trying to get employees to sleep at work. What a dingleberry! People got families and pets and personal lives. Nobody wants to live at work!
He hasn't changed. He simply no longer needs to pretend to not be an àsshóle.
He definitely changed at least a little. Either that or he stopped pretending, and we are just seeing his actual personality. He has clearly become a far-right fanboy, whereas he used to lean/talk like a progressive.
Load More Replies...Muskrat never had a mind to begin with. He inherited an Apartheid Era diamond fortune and made a couple of good investments. Right now the board at Tesla wants him out and Space-X is looking pretty shaky.
The board of Tesla consists of his cronies who are highly invested in Tesla (and other Musk enterprises). They are bound to lose a fortune if they get rid of him - unless they sell beforehand, which I assume would be considered insider trading - because Tesla's stock value is linked to the mythos of Musk, the genius entrepreneur.
Load More Replies...He’s always been a narcissistic a*****e who’s tried to hide behind the facade of “brilliant young inventor changing the world.” No, he takes credit from other better, more intelligent people and treats his workers like c**p. He is also extremely sexist and supports anti- LGBTQIA+ rhetoric. Yeah, a real great guy…🙄
Tax the billionaires out of existence before they make us all extinct!
Load More Replies...And he's going to fund Gina Carano's "fReE sPEeCh" legal battle against Disney. Because that this idiot and Twitter needs is to blow time and money into something this f*****g stupid.
He's turned into the rich villain in every cop show!!! The guy that makes every controversial statement in the book, has parties with drugs and prostitutes and acts like a dodgy mob boss if anybody speaks about it...
I've never understood why people creamed their pants over him, he's always been unsympathetic to me. If I hadn't thought he wasn't right in the head before, I definitely did when the whole Twitter fiasco occurred. And yes, I still call it Twitter.
I have respect for the scientists, engineers and all the other people that work for him as they are the ones making awesome stuff - he just happens to run the companies that provide ressources for them. Doesn't make him a genius or anything like that
It’s convenient to believe that being a celebrity is all glitter and glamor. Sure, wealth, status, and endless opportunities may create a picture of a perfect life, but it can also mask the psychological effects that come with being a public figure.
Producer Julie Crosby from Cromono International acknowledges that mental health issues in the entertainment industry are widespread and severe. Meanwhile, various studies show that rates of suicide, suicidal thinking, depression, anxiety, and substance abuse are significantly higher in show business professionals than in the general public.
Bored Panda reached out to redditor nicknamed Darvelic who started this discussion in the first place. Naturally, we were curious to know what inspired to take such a question online.
"My initial inspiration was Nicki Minaj’s multi-day online rants against Megan Thee Stallion. Although rap beef can get out of hand, I found it bizarrely one-sided and maniacal. And when I heard Nicki’s song, “Big Foot”, I thought, ‘She’s lost it now.’
In truth, while Nicki’s behavior was ugly, it wasn’t out of the realm of her character. The whole drama is trivial. I’m no psychologist but I think someone who’s lost their mind, they’re tangibly self-destructive, alienating, and make you feel as though you’re the one taking crazy pills."
Rudy Guiliani. He was smart enough at one point. Now, his brain is just pickled. He's a good lesson in what alcohol can do to you, long term.
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Rather than going down in history as a hero, he will go down as a very confused villain
No, he just happened to be there on 9-11. That's all he's got and that's all he ever had. He got lucky by having an army of experienced bureaucrats in New York who managed that disaster for him so he could smile for the cameras.
Rudy earned praise as a prosecutor, but then 9/11 happened & people thought he was a hero? He showed his true colors from the moment he became NY's mayor & started doing favors for cronies & ignoring everything that's not Manhattan (NYC has 4 other boroughs, moron!). Being there at 9/11 was just a coincidence & he personally did NOTHING of note. And yes, I'm a New Yorker. Been bitching about this for decades. His big dip into insanity w/Trump was not a surprise, let me tell ya!
No he was always a POS. He basically let John Gotti off on one of his trials because he was trying to use it for political póints and messed it up. Then there were the bikers that he did the same thing to/for. He's always been a tool.
He is an old senile man, and you saw back as early as 2017 he seemed to be losing it, probably dementia. I dont blame him for the late 2020 and e arly 2021 stuff, he was a old man used by people who did not care for his health. It also would explain his radical shift in behavior post 2017
My sister met him around that time and she said he was nuts after meeting him, someone who had completely lost the plot.
Load More Replies...It is very hard to believe he was the mayor of New York during 9/11.
When was Rudy ever a hero? Is it bc he implemented racist policing policies w/ stop n frisk which lead to POC being disproportionately charged for crimes despite white ppl having just as many drugs n weapons on them but were either let got or the charges got dismissed or they did get charged & convicted but their sentences were incredibly mild compared to their black & brown counterparts... cause that's what I rmr about Rudy.
Most, if not all, Q-Anon followers
How people got sucked into this boggles the mind. It’s like 4chan in real life.
Some people so desperately need to feel like movie characters that they start believing in conspiracy theories that make them feel "awakened" and "on the side of good in a secret war against evil." Such people usually have pretty miserable real lives.
Load More Replies...All conspiracy theorists. People believing anything but the scientific facts, because someone said so in internet. Doing their own research without any understanding how objective research is done. Having the nerve to spend all day harassing people online with their lunatic beliefs, accusing researchers, scientists and leaders of genocide just because they ask you to wear a mask.
My FIL got sucked in by this nonsense. He's worked alongside some of the most brilliant people in the world, and now he's an anti-vax climate change denier who believes dems are out there abusing children to suck out their brain juices for eternal youth or some tripe like that. Literally watched his brain rot in real time.
My mom is conspiracy minded and I just keep hoping she'll stick with Bigfoot, you know?
Load More Replies...'Tiny Hands' followers, you know, those wearing chinese made red hats with some slogan that says "make something, something...whatever! Are right there in the same level as well as well
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Get Mitch Mcconnel out of there. dude is literally phasing out of consciouness.
Always been a fascist though. Starting to have second thoughts now that his life's work of poisoning the Supreme Court with like-minded fascists has succeeded.
He set loose the rabid dogs and is just thoroughly shocked he can't control them.
Load More Replies...I'll never have sympathy for this a*****e regardless of whatever mental and/or physical issues he's going through. He can rot.
It is him and others like him that made trump possible. Scum of the earth
Load More Replies...That won’t help anything. It’ll just make the churn from congress to lobbying firms even easier and faster. Also, shouldn’t people be allowed to choose who represents them?
Load More Replies...I think so. No idea why BP chose a picture that shows more of her than of his face (when the post is about him) 😄
Load More Replies...Biden is just as bad. Don't get me wrong. I'm as left as you can get. But omg... someone get these walking corpses out of positions of power! It makes me so mad that the largest group of voters in the US are all boomers & older... most of which will not be here long enough to even experience the fall out from the person they helped get elected.... n all of these politicians are so old that they live in a different world... they have no concept of modern day society n have never lived in poverty in this day in age... n don't know anything about growing up now... n we don't let ppl under 35 run for president... but allow literal walking corpses to remain in positions of power until they're voted out.. or In some cases forever.. it's b******t dude. We need purge everyone that can't function w/out help due to their age.
Kentucky. Bourbon. Whiskey. but in all honesty probably not the "worst" republican senator i guess, I don't vote for those fuc|<=rs
We also reached out to a physician, psychiatrist, and host of the “Psychiatry & Psychotherapy Podcast" David Puder, to find out why some celebrities may struggle with their mental health.
"There is incredible pressure on public figures, and a lot of financial vultures are trying to pull away resources from them without giving them much value. They often don't end up with a good therapist, but rather some shiny gimmick that will "seek to help them", but really just overcharge and take their money and possibly catapult their brand forward.
I have treated famous people, and no one will ever know who or for what reasons—namely because of the sacredness of confidentiality and also different laws. This might not be the case for celebrity "coaches" or even pseudo-religious movements that prey on famous people.
Darvelic has also wondered about the same thing many times. "I guess you could say it’s social media or our divided political and social opinions — which all certainly play a role. And public figures are just people. After all, they’re not immune. I don’t know, but it feels like a time of great change."
Jada Pinkett Smith
I cant stand her. Used to be a fan of Will Smith but he's lost it, too.
Yes, I really used to like his films, and grew up watching the Prince of Bel Air, and now I won’t watch any out of principle.
Load More Replies...She has always gave me the impression she is actually a very nasty person and I think she destroys will Smith and knows exactly how to do it. Manipulative and narcissistic
never like either of them and their kids have just been created to mirror their parents egos.
Madonna. Have you seen her Instagram? Do yourself a favor and DON’T go look at it. It’s sad and pathetic.
I think her Instagram looks like the collection of images when you google "worst plastic surgery results"...
She used to be a leader in looks and style. Now she looks like she copies Kim Kardashian (and that is super sad) She is a great example of "what not to do" and the importance of knowing when to quit while you're ahead. She probably hasn't crossed the point of no return yet but if she keeps it up, her legacy will be that of sad desperation.
It's sad because she was such an icon when I was a kid every girl wanted to be her she was amazing and now she is just some sad old lady who doesn't know how to grow old gracefully.
Load More Replies...Never been a big fan, but I always admired her business sense and how she took control of her career and image. Well, someone needs to take control now, 'cause Granny is losing it. There's a reason we will always remember Tina Turner as The Queen and always at the height of her powers. She retired in 2000, came back for a 50th Anniversary Tour in 2009 (when she was 70!), and then quit for good. Spent the last 14 years of her life happily married and out of the spotlight. It's time for Madge to do the same.
Too late. She's already ruined any legacy she might have left. And on her prime days she didn't have a tenth of Tina Turner's talent, to begin with. She will go down in history like a white Kanye.
Load More Replies...An inability to age gracefully. Look at Helen Mirran, she's older then Madonna but still beautiful and sexy as hell.
I'm not a fan of her's per se, but at least her Instagram filters don't hurt people on a big scale as other people on this list.
She looks like all those women now that get too much plastic surgery. Also she has to keep herself mostly covered up with clothing and panty hoes because if you look at her hands you can tell how old she is. She is trying to live as if she is still in her 20's. It's sad... there is nothing wrong with getting older!!!
Anyone who thinks Taylor Swift is a CIA asset or whatever. That's just hilariously dumb.
It's pretty hilarious how mad they get when musicians, athletes, actors, etc voice their opinion. "StICk tO [x]" but only when it's not their guy. It's crazy how they love to point out the left's "hypocrisy" but are completely blind to their own.
And it's the same people that are posting a ton of political stuff on Facebook. So it's ok for you to give your opinion, Frank, but a celebrity can't?
Load More Replies...Hi Nichole! It's 2024. People believe the world is flat and that there's microchips in vaccines. You must be new to Earth I see 😉
Load More Replies...Well, she's an independently wealthy and influential white woman, where should they start?
Load More Replies...Trump absolutely hates her; she is everything he isn't - well liked, talented, rich, sought after, generous, beautiful, and competent. He can't stand it.
The CIA had well known artists and musicians on their payroll all throughout the cold war. Some conspiracy nuts may be grasping at straws with their arguments, but there is precedent for it. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/CIA_and_the_Cultural_Cold_War
When I Heard this conspiracy theory I laughed so hard I mean really. Lizard people I can maybe see like maybe in a Twilight episode but still, flat earth I don't see but why not but this really people are crazy 🤣😧
If the redditor were asked this question themselves, they would choose Elon Musk.
"His obsession with Twitter, his engagement with often disprovable right-wing rhetoric, renaming Twitter to X and thinking it’s going to be the Everything App, his erratic use of drugs, his toxic relationships with his exes and many of his children — some born through IVF or surrogacy. I can go on and on, but this is a guy who was once equated with some of the greatest minds of the modern age. Now he’s mirroring Donald Trump. It’s disturbing."
Nick Cannon? I think this is the guy. Trying to populate the world having children with as many women as he can. Just stop. Massive insecurities or ego issues.
If you want a fool to stop reproducing with multiple women let's talk crazy Elon Musk
Idk if wanting a lot of kids falls under 'lost his mind'.. my ex wanted a "soccer team" of kids. He liked to sleep with lots of women too, which is why we didn't have any 😅
He goes on Howard Stern often bc their AGT days, it does sound like the kids are wellll taken care of and very much wanted and loved. Now the women I'm not sure about.
Are they though? Like the Duggar children are 'loved and cared for'. Having a dozen children you can not parent all of them responsibly or equally. Showing up and being disney daddy a few times a month and sending $ to baby momma isn't parenting. Parenting is the 3am getting a cup of water, holding their hand when they are scared, guiding them through life. This is an ego thing. If he were broke no one would hold him in any regard with fathering that many kids
Load More Replies...This is a thing for men in some cultures. Many of them do not have a hand in raising any of them at all. At least he does, & has money. I have met several men now who told me the key is to make sure you choose women who will manage on their own. It's a sick mind set but it's not unique to him at all.
Super shocked to see no mention of Joe Rogan.
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He has no mind to lose.
I don't know how anyone listens to his podcast. Aside from the stupidity, anti-science, conspiracies, etc. he just makes sounds and acts like an idiot who thinks he's smart. He and his MAGA chud guest making fun of something Biden said, saying they should get him out of there and whatnot and he's losing his marbles, only to find out Biden was quoting Trump? They completely changed their and mumbled about how you should double check sources. No "Trump is losing his marbles, get him out of there". Nope. When they found out it was Trump who said it, they just mumbled and moved on. F*****g hypocrites.
I've heard he just agrees with whatever his current guest says, regardless of if if contradicts something he claimed to believe before.
Load More Replies...I've just never understood his career trajectory. Doofus janitor on a sitcom? Ok. Host of a dumb show where desperate people eat things for money? Uh.... sure. And then suddenly a bunch of people start looking to him for wisdom, advice, and validation? Naw. Nope. Just because a dude has a microphone and a camera doesn't mean you have to listen.
Slap that last sentence on a t-shirt, Marno, I'd buy it!
Load More Replies...I never got it. Guy reminds me of Andrew Dice Clay, but where as Diceman was a character that he could step out of, Rogan is just like that all the time.
Pretty much, never thought of it like that, he's Rogan all the time witch isn't saying much
Load More Replies...D@mπ! Someone has really skipped out on the sunscreen...he should see a dermatologist...
The my pillow guy needs a conservatorship.
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Mike Lindell is the name you’re looking for, though a lot of people just call him the MyPillow guy. But yes, he’s insane.
Although haven't really heard anything about him lately. He's fallen off the radar.
Load More Replies...Now he's in the running to be the RNC chair. It's hysterical but I don't feel bad for republicans...they did this all to themselves because they support a piece of s**t like trump.
They created the cesspool now they have to live in it.
Load More Replies...He’s a recovered crack addict who actively try’s to hire ex convicts and recovering addicts and offers them extremely generous benefits. He also sacrifices profits by keeping manufacturing in the US because he takes great pride in creating jobs in the US. You may not agree with him politically or religiously…but he is generally a really good dude.
Puder tells us that some warning signs of this happening to public figures can be internal as well as external.
"I think there are the internal aspects, which only the celebrity would know, decreased sleep, inability to focus, anxiety, anger, depression, suicidal thoughts, things like that. Public things that might be observed are issues with addiction, leaking out irritability, isolation, or odd statements that seem to hide something underneath."
Greg Abbott. Seriously, dude?
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I don’t think he’s lost his mind, I think he knows full well exactly what he’s doing. He’s just an evil monster.
Instead of Mexico, can't we just put a big wall around Texas? Please????
I agree, however, try to imagine accommodating the hundreds of thousands who came there for asylum. NYC and Chicago are getting a taste of being sanctuary cities and what Tx has been going through all along. I don't like him, but just imagine that.
I live here and I can imagine what a state who's population is half of Mexican anscestry it. It's great. The idiots all seem to forget this was Mexican land before the true illegals came in and stole it. It's great until the right decided their lack of ideas was going to lose elections. So bigotry and hatred wins election. See Trump. Hate GWB but at least he didn't have to swim in the sewers of racism to win state and national elections. That deserves some respect.
Load More Replies...I'm still waiting for "Texit" (for those who don't know, it's the Texan version of Brexit). They've been singing that song for years.
I'm a Texan. Amen to this answers. The guy is a complete moron and destroying the people of our beautiful state
Still Ezra Miller.
I think any celebrity who has an outstanding warrant has basically lost their mind.
He's becoming his character in "We Need to Talk About Kevin". Next he'll be out there murdering people with a bow and arrow! ;)
They played Creedence Barebones in the Fantastic Beasts movies and most recently the Flash in the DC movies.
Load More Replies...I think being a celebrity must be a very strange and intense thing, and I don't think some people do very well in that kind of life. Seems like it could easily exacerbate any pre-existing problems, and it feels like this is what's happened to him.
Being a celebrity gives you absolutely no right, I repeat no right, to be an abusive person like Ezrra is. Ezra has access to some of the best medications, medical treatments, and therapists and yet like Kanye West, refuses help.
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As an older guy wanting to sound hip on current events, I'll go with Nicki Minaj.
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Megan Thee Stallion indirectly dissed Nicki Minaj on her latest song by saying 'These h**s don't be mad at Megan, these h**s mad at Megan's Law'. Nicki Minaj felt alluded to because her husband is a convicted sex offender.
Nicki Minaj is now acting extremely erratically. She's having IG lives where she's sputtering literal nonsense for an extended amount of time, hurling abuse at her own fans on social media, tweeting NONSTOP, making fun of Megan for being tall, for having big feet, for being shot on the foot, making fun of her mom's death...
Megan's diss was a throaway line on a song, Nicki devoted the entire track to Megan, and she said a lot of vile and childish things. It's just not a good look for someone with the career trajectory she has. Public sentiment is very much against her and has been for years, and her ramblings now feel like she has lost every shred of sanity she had.
The way she treated her staff and crew was enough to cancel her waaaay before all this or the husband.
Load More Replies...not just her husband, but her brother is also a child r*pist (of his own stepdaughter) and she tried to defend him and get him a lighter sentence.
Sad and blaming others for her choice to marry a convicted sex offender.SMDH
Don’t forget supporting her brother who raped his 11 year old stepdaughter repeatedly
Load More Replies...There is a theory floating around that Nicki is scared that someone will knock her off the top spot of women rappers and she's going off on Megan because she's the top contender.
...in my eyes, nicki was never even close to the top spot. xD
Load More Replies...She has always spouted off a lot of nonsense & people ate it up. She lost me at the situation with her brother, but even her "good" music from when she first showed up is a lot of rambling, tbh. & instead of realizing that at the time, WE chose to memorize every nonsense word of her mixtapes 🤣 she was never sane, is my point. She ddnt "lose" anything
She was a good rapper and dropped some great mix tapes. Now she's a horrible pop princess. Ver sad.
Celebrities might feel hesitant to reach out for help due to worries about their career or public image. In this case, Puder recommends finding a reliable and professional therapist who can address their concerns.
"I would say that a good therapist will remain 100% confidential, and that can be discussed in the first appointment. They want to find a psychiatrist or some licensed professional who has a private office or does Zoom calls. I would find a psychiatrist/therapist who is ok with being the only person interacting with them (for example, there is not a large front office, but rather just a sole provider who can be the point person).
I would also look for someone who will keep what we call in psychotherapy, "the frame"- meaning someone who will keep therapy in session, and charge their normal rate for time (I charge the professional athletes/famous people I treat the same as anyone else), and has a private office. My office for example has a waiting room only for me, and therefore they will not bounce into anyone else."
Kevin Sorbo
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For what it's worth, Sorbo had three distinct strokes caused by an aneurysm in the shoulder. This caused some issues with his ability to physically perform as an actor, and likely also caused some brain damage.
This isn't to say that brain damage causes people to be stupid or evil, but the trauma of that event - plus the limited career he had afterwards - would provide an opportunity for him to begin seeing the world through the lens of bitterness and persecution that is modern conservatism.
His wife also sent him to one of those whacked out christian cult rehab places after his 3rd stroke. That said, he was a d*ckhead before the strokes - he'd regularly hit on young women and minors during filming or on set.
I'm not sure who this person is, but you don't get strokes (cerebrovascular accidents) from an aneurysm 'in the shoulder.' No such thing. An aneurysm is a weakness on an arterial blood vessel wall. If that weakness is on an artery in the cerebral (brain) circulation, it can cause a bleed, or haemorrhagic 'stroke.' But shoulder? No.
Brain damage in the frontal lobe can cause personality changes. But this guy is just a giant douche.
I kind of feel bad for him, he was very likable. Now he’s just insane and so wrong about so many things.
Strokes in the brain can cause serious damage. My sister had a stroke with 6 brain bleeds and it caused her to develop paranoid schizophrenia 3 years later in her 50’s. The doctor said the stroke caused it. So yeah, his brain trauma could definitely be the cause of his craziness.
Jaden Smith. When I saw him in 2010's The Karate Kid I was convinced he was going to be a huge star. Now he's just a huge......I honestly don't know what to call him!
He has just tried too damn hard to act quirky and unique with his style of clothing and his "deep" tweets. He honestly sounds like he's certifiably crazy.
Again....damaged by his mother. I genuinely believe jada has alot to answer for
Don't sell his dad short, he's always had an ego too big for a guy his size.
Load More Replies...Eh. He was a famous with an ego and inflated sense of importance. So, a teen. lmao Now that he's older is he still pulling that same stuff?
I haven't seen or heard anything about him since that movie he did with his dad. the one where they think they're investigating some weird planet but it turns out to be earth. not a good movie.
Load More Replies...And this is what it looks like when you give your kid everything they want.
Really? In 2024, we're still talking about this guy who was weird-ish in his teens? Had he done anything head-scratchy recently?
This. If my mental health was evaluated solely by what I wore several years ago plus my thoughts from my edgy phase I would be institutionalized.
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Terrance Howard. Dude thinks he’s unlocked some new math.
“Twenty years from now, they'll know that one times one equals two. We're about to show a new truth. The true universal math. And the proof is in these pieces (of plastic that he builds with his wife). I have created the pieces that make up the motion of the universe. We work on them about 17 hours a day. She cuts and puts on the crystals."
So maybe the Marvel movies were on to something when they replaced him with Don Cheadle.
If I remember correctly, he was replaced because he thought he wasn't getting offered enough money to be in IM2. How'd that one work out, Terry?
Load More Replies...This comment came from a ROLLING STONE interview (https://www.rollingstone.com/tv-movies/tv-movie-features/terrence-howards-dangerous-mind-37057/). He then backed it up with "facts" on Twitter and got torn to shreds: https://twitter.com/terrencehoward/status/925754491881877507
Omg, his "paper". So many things wrong with it, *smdh*...
Load More Replies...Is he not very gifted borderline genius tho? Maybe I'm remembering that wrong.
If he is/was he was huffing something swept up in the labs!
Load More Replies...What may help is a good support system, as it’s important to have people around them to whom they can talk and escape from the noise that eventually comes with success. Those who recover the best are the ones who pick up their lives right where they left off. Meanwhile, offering them therapy and a safe space where they can talk everything out can also be very beneficial.
Transvestigators. There are people online on twitter who legitimately think that every famous person is trans and have had sex changes to swap their genders for some reason and they spend all day posting like skeleton and skull comparisons for various actors or other famous people, using skeletal diagrams that have obviously been photoshopped.
Inquisitors of any witch hunt are generally quite unhinged. You kind of have to be to not only think that an arbitrary trait is somehow "evil", but to also decide that you want to hunt down any and all traces of said arbitrary trait and expose them.
And fabricate evidence to find that particular nonexistent trait in everyone they target.
Load More Replies..."this woman has a nose that I find too big to be attractive! that's got to be a man!" ... the most ridiculous one I saw was someone trying to convince people Dolly Parton was a man.
Most recently they have claimed that Margot Robbie, Sydney Sweeney and Sigourney Weaver are trans.
Britney Spears. I think she had untreated post partum psychosis, and has just continued to spiral. Obviously, the conservatorship (sp?) was completely wrong of her family to do to her, but I truly think she has gone round the bend. Very sad.
From the moment she was installed as a child into the Disney Matrix, she's been transferred from one machine to another and surrounded by all sorts of users and sycophants and "interested parties" who have a vested interest in her every smallest move. Where was her chance at a normal life?
We don’t prioritize such things in capitalism, darling. They can get in the way of profit, and that must never happen.
Load More Replies...Hopefully. I can’t even pretend to imagine all the stress she has been through.
Wow, just wow. Now this post is just blaming the victim and doesn't deserve to be on here with all the other horrible people who have done truly vile things like Kanye West and Matt Walsh. Britney Spears never had a chance at a norm life. Instead of receiving the mental health help she required, her parents locked her into a horrible conservatorship and treated her less than a human being. She was just a gorgeous face that was accepted to perform for them. The media treated her horribly as well.
Initially, the conservatorship stopped the spiraling and got her the help she needed, which is exactly what a conservatorship is meant to do. However, it went on far far too long, long past the point where it was needed, and there seems to be evidence of abuse and mismanagement as well. It should’ve stopped once she was back on track and able to function. Once she was stable, capable of keeping her commitments to performance, and earning once again, she should’ve been weaned off the conservatorship bit by bit, and once she was back to herself, it should’ve been stopped. So basically, it was started with good intentions, but people got greedy. Sad situation, and there seems to be evidence now that she didn’t really get all the help she needed while she was being taken advantage of. Some of the things she has said and posted online make it seem that there’s still a lack of impulse control and faulty reasoning on her part, as if she’s still a teenager and not a grown woman whose kids themselves are teenagers. It also seems that those boys pretty much keep her at arms length. Not that they don’t love their mother, no. But they appear to understand she has issues, and though they will help her if they can, they seem smart enough that they don’t want to get reeled in to participating in her antics. Understandable.
I wouldn't be at all surprised if she has been emotionally stunted by the whole move from child performer to conservatorship for all those years.
Load More Replies...She’s been through a lot of traumatic things. I do feel sorry for her and wish her all the best. I love Britney😔❤️
after what she's been put through, I don't blame her for going a bit round the bend.
After seeing how she was acting in her little videos after the conservatorship was removed I realized that yeah....she needs help....big time!
Should have been removed with safety guards for sure. And very slowly
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Ariana Grande. There’s no way she didn’t know how bad poaching that man was, if she didn’t. She’s truly lost.
So, it's all her and not the guy leaving? This is asinine to assign another person's actions on her. They both chose their own course of actions so f**k off with this "women be stealing men hurrrrr" b******t.
I can't stand Ariana Grande, and I abhor cheaters, but it's not her responsibility to be faithful to any man's wife. The focus shouldn't be taken off of the cheater.
How about being considerate to a fellow woman's feelings? If we assume, as it often is, that men are not going to help us, let's help each other out. I could have been with countless married/engaged men. I chose not to hurt that woman. Her husband is already doing a fine job at that. No need to rub salt on that would.
Load More Replies...I think that Ariana Grande pretends she is a different race every month.
Not defending at all the cheating thing here, mainly because I don't know the full story with all that... It's just I guess, don't forget about the bombing at Manchester Arena in 2017. That did from reports have a huge profound impact on her. 11 people died and over 1000 were injured... I'd be... I don't know... I'd probably feel so much Survivor Guilt. Trauma can have a weird affect on you... Plus it does take two to cheat.
Vince McMahon
quool_dwookie:
Vince was always Vince. There just used to be enough hush money and a lack of digital footprint or accountability for evil powerful men. The recent stuff, I imagine, is only a teensy peek at an iceberg of things he's done.
So was Trump but the chuds conveniently forget that part.
Load More Replies...The business was always a bit shady and a lot of people always looking the other way. And if you did cross the boss, you went from being on TV to wrestling in a bingo hall. A massive cut in pay. So just paying someone off was just a Tuesday at the office. Once they became a stock company, you get the honeymoon period and then after, if you so much as fart the wrong way, regulators will be on top of you. Unless your a bank.
I've only seen the headlines, not interested in reading any further, but it sounds like this latest woman to accuse him of sexual assault and abuse has the receipts and I'm delighted to see him (hopefully!) finally be held accountable. He's not nuts, though, just a slimeball.
Listen to the Behind the Bastards podcast on McMahon. I am not even a fan of podcasts but that one had me hooked.
Gary Busey
EurekaBoyd1979:
Oh he's been off his rocker for years. I remember seeing him on Celebrity Rehab where he convinced himself that he was there to help the staff, not as a patient.
He suffered major brain damage after crashing his motorbike. Not quite the same thing as others on this list.
My husband used to work on movie sets (sometimes a stand-in, a couple of times a stunt guy) and was once given the task of hanging out with Busey the nights before a shoot, basically to go around with him to restaurants and bars and make sure he didn't start trouble or get arrested. Husband told me that his work was definitely cut out for him.
“Life with Busey” was a funny, short lived reality show. But definitely showed his crazy back then!
I’m going to see if I can find this on streaming
Load More Replies...God bless Gary Busey. He (and his handlers) have been living off of his lunacy for decades.
I mean Kanye West was also in a major car crash before his brain fully developed.
lets talk about buttered sausage what it is and why it does what it does
Laurence Fox, apparently he did the haka while under cross examination in his recent court case (that he lost)
I liked him so much in Lewis and then he turns out to be a nutter Very disappointing
He was pretending to be someone else, thats why you liked him
Load More Replies...You simply haven't lived until you've seen a haka! Traditionally, it's a war dance, a way of terrifying your opponent before the battle even begins. It's also used as a celebration for weddings and births. Men have it down to a science (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xqy1xCmHg50) and even the gals can be frightening (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ihoMC8607yE). My all-time favourite came just last month when the youngest MP to be elected in New Zealand since the 1800s, Hana-Rawhiti Maipi-Clarke, began her first speech in office with a haka: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zf2qCAyBVhc
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Have no idea how it isn't mentioned but Antonio Brown. Dude seemed much more calm and collected off the field while still being an excellent athlete. He could handle a post game interview like he was just a normal and fairly charismatic dude for years, but now I'd go as far as saying he's legitimately insane
Happy-Measurement-57:
His info when you google him right now says that his occupations is “failing to pay child support” lmao
A pro football career guarantees brain damage. The longer you play the worse the damage is likely to be.
He's also had mental health issues which he refuses to treat.... He's the Kanye of the NFL
Load More Replies...Concussions are a red herring that both pro football leagues use to divert attention. CTE will destroy minds and personalities without there ever needing to have been a hit hard enough to produce a concussion. It's the thousands upon thousands of "little" "ordinary" hits that cause it.
Load More Replies...Yeah multiple concussions will do that to you, its actually really sad to see
Covid-19 made a lot of people's minds melt. Either the actual disease, or the isolation. The list hit musicians especially hard.
Ozzy Ozborn is basically incoherent now. More so than normal.
Eric Clapton told a giant crowd to "Keep Britain white" awhile back.
And Roger Waters somehow became more of an a*****e than he was before.
Ozzy has Parkinson's disease. Edit: and decades of drug use doesn't help.
Ozzy has parkinsons, did *all* the drugs for decades, and he is 75. Dude is done. Should be left alone.
Honestly, it's astonishing that he even lived this long. He's genuinely a medical miracle.
Load More Replies...Clapton was widely known to be a d-bag for decades in the industry. It only leaked out to the population at large over Covid.
I don't understand how a blues(!) guitar player can believe that. Actually, pretty much anyone who plays any kind of popular music, since almost all of it rooted in blues and jazz.
Load More Replies...Finding out Clapton's and Waters' world views was so disappointing. It's hard to listen to their music without having their politics come to mind.
Clapton was asked about his racist stuff in the 90s, so three decades later. He still believed then and would say it now. Osbourne is rattled but I think harmless. He wants out of Los Angeles because of gun crime, so he's in the right frame of mind. Is Waters always been that way or is it new?
This one can go. The Ozzy silliness has been covered (Parkinson's and a TON of drugs), Roger Waters is just an old man version of the a**e he always was, and the Eric Clapton quote was from 1976 (https://ultimateclassicrock.com/eric-clapton-rant-rock-against-racism/). He's still an a**e, people just have short memories.
Ozzy has been basically incoherent for years, he has parkinsons and has abused drugs and alcohol for years, it's no surprise. He's also always been kinda off his rocker, too. But that fit great with the rock and roll scene, but I'm convinced now that it was less an act and more him actually being batshit insane
Dilbert guy.
Dragonfront:
He was always kooky but he had a rare disease that made it so he couldn't speak and during that time he basically drove away everybody in his life and became a recluse. There is also a theory that he may have gotten brain damage while getting surgery to address it
Scott Adams lost me when he came out as a climate change denier. Same with Michael Crichton.
Lost me when he claimed he wouldn't vote for Hilary because her position on inheritance taxes meant the government would be taking "his" money. Transparently a pretext (and more than a bit weak on grasping the meaning of death). And it brought a whole new level to "spending a year dead for tax purposes".
Load More Replies...Scott Adams. My husband and I loved his books, we have all of them. In one of his prose (rather than Dilbert cartoons) books he made a weird, unnecessary, comment about women that get married stop bothering having nice hair and just cut it short to be more manageable. He clearly was having quite a go at them for not continuing make an effort to be attractive. It was very strange and really struck me as having an unpleasant tone that I had never associated with him up until then. So when it started to come out that he was in fact a fully paid up member of the manosphere I was like 'yeah, that really, really makes sense'. Gutting, though, because we were fans back in the '90s, and got so excited when he did a very funny camo on Babylon Five (where you had to know his cartoons to completely get it).
I think he's another one who didn't change. He eventually revealed who he's always been.
If you read his blog, you saw this coming years ago.
Load More Replies...I've got a couple of the books he wrote in the late 80s, they're full of nutbaggery. Dude was always a dropkick, he just let his reich flag fly during the worst of the maga years thinking he could get in on the grift.
Graham Linehan. Once a well-loved comedy writer whose work (Father Ted, Black Books, The IT Crowd) was popular in the UK/Ireland and beyond…
…then someone pointed out a fairly transphobic joke he’d made in an episode of The IT Crowd.
Instead of doing what most comedy writers would do (“it was of it’s time, it hasn’t aged well, I wouldn’t make that joke now,” and move on) he turned overnight into a seething little anti-trans demon, spending his every waking hour on Twitter arguing with anyone who even slightly disagreed with him (right down to spending all of Christmas Day one year tweeting anti-trans s**t).
His work dried up as people understandably didn’t want to commission anything he had a hand in, lest they see their name associated with his in an way. Which meant his rage-tweeting then doubled to include anti-trans rhetoric AND moaning about being “cancelled.”
His wife left him and he lost his home. He’s now essentially your classic basement-dwelling neckbeard keyboard warrior.
IDK why folks are sooooooo twisted up in another person's sexuality..... identity....wtf ever..... If it isn't bothering you directly.... Leave it alone
Being trans isn't a sexuality. Being gay is a sexuality, being trans is an identity.
Load More Replies...Hate is such a waste of time. It can only ever destroy, and eventually it destroys the hater.
In fairness he hadn't written anything decent since the IT Crowd.
Okaaay. I'm am now f*****g tired of people telling me that MY rights are being trampled by a tiny minority of the most vulnerable people in society just wanting to live their lives. If you're offended by adverts that say "pregnant people" or "people who menstruate" then that's your problem. Women are PEOPLE too, so it doesn't matter! Unless you don't think women aren't people, in which case, f**k off. Stop defending bigots who literally say that the parents of trans and NB kids are pedophiles, it's not a good look.
Tila Tequila
Yes. And raising her poor f@cked daughter alone. That poor girl doesn't have a snowballs chance in hell.
Load More Replies...I remember her first she was straight then bi then gay then she just went f*****g nuts lady needs serious therapy to clarify for the crazy Nazi c**p not being gay or bi or straight witch is fine 😃
No idea who she is but that photo looks like one of the aliens from Close Encounters.
She had a mind to lose? First time I heard of her was when she came out as a neo-nazi.
Are y'all sure that's not an extraterrestrial? This is NOT a flattering picture 😬
She started as garbage and apparently still is. She didn't lose her mind, she was always like that.
Past Disney star Orlando Brown. Nobody talks about this enough but I legit worry for him and think something strange is happening. Look at his "interviews." They are just him rambling drug-riddled nonsense and I think they added in questions later to make it seem like a conversation. His interviews look like they take place in a sketchy basement. He even acted this way on Dr. Phil and everyone just pretends it's normal and that he isn't high as a kite. I do not wish to shame this man, but I think something is going on and I know I sound insane but I legit think he needs help
He's been busted for DUI and domestic violence. Really sad how far he fell
And possec of meth. He is now homeless, although his brother has taken him in.
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Jon Schaffer from the band Iced Earth. He was active as a musician from 1984 until 2021, when he was arrested for the Capitol terror attack.
The band Iced Earth was a good power metal band. It was active from the 80's until the 2020's. He's a really talented guitarist. But somewhere along the line, he got deep, deep, deep into conspiracy theories. I watched an interview with him a while back and he just didn't seem all there.
He gets sentenced next month. Even if he gets a slap on the wrist, Iced Earth is probably done as a band unless they get a touring guitarist for the international gigs. As a convicted felon, it's doubtful that Jon will be able to do international tours anymore.
Jon turned state's evidence on his fellow insurrectionists. He's sent some big name Oath Keepers to prison for a long time. I think that, because of this, he'll have a hard time in prison. Feds will probably keep him isolated.
Jim Carrey is full Murray mode.
almagemela:
Saw some twitter posts from him a few years ago and it appears he had lost whatever sanity he had left
Suicide. The word you're looking for is suicide.
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Amanda Bynes, which makes me sad. She had so much potential when she was younger, and then she went absolutely bats**t.
I agree, this poor girl, for whatever reason was left to fight demons nobody could see, all the press did was report her strange behaviour rather than help her get the support she needed
Load More Replies...That's because of the abuse she suffered at the hands of the pedos who ran Nickelodeon while she was a star on their shows.
At the height of her career, I thought she was one of the best young comedians I've ever seen
People who have mental illness do not choose this. The stigma of having mental illness sometimes causes the person to self medicate.
Wow, once again other victim blaming post. Can we stop calling people with mental health struggles "batshit?" God, I'm really start to loath this listicle and don't think that BoredPanda edits or gives a s**t about they post. (I highly doubt they even ready what they post.)
Honestly Biden
I've seen interviews he did back in the 80s when he was in congress, and there is a huge difference between him then and now.
He used to be extremely good at speaking and conveying a point. Now it's clear that he's an old man with dementia.
If Biden has "dementia" WTH does Trump have "Double Dementia"? "Mega Dementia"? "Maga Dementia"? I'll take the old man who probably never raped someone over the one who I guarantee did.
Just because someone criticised Biden doesn't automatically mean they support Trump. You can not like both. It's not one or the other, there are other options, and just because Biden is a better human being than Trump doesn't mean he's a great President or politician.
Load More Replies...Who are the moronic a******s that put Biden on a list of people that lost their minds when that list doesn't include the orange dumpster fire?
F**k off with this s**t. This literally compares him speaking from 40 YEARS AGO as "proof" that he has dementia. lmao I spoke worse when I was 6 years old than I do now. I have reverse dementia! Biden is just old and occasionally stumbles when he speaks. And he's still infinitely more coherent than illiterate Trump, out there mumbling and literally saying he's running against Obama. But, sure, Biden has dementia. Ask Trump to ride a bike. lmao
Apparently having a lifelong stutters means you have dementia to american conservatives.
Load More Replies...Let's see a Old man who wants to do good or a crazy orange turd freaking people suck people age at least Biden is a good person or at least better than trump. I think trump wants a civil war the giant orange turd is nuts I'd rather take Biden
B******t. My mother had dementia so I know what that looks like. Biden may be old and forgetful, but it's not dementia. Now that psycho Trump on the other hand....
Wow BoredPanda, this post right here just goes to show that you don't give an absolute s**t about the stuff you post on this site let alone edit it. How dare you spread false facts like this. So, BoredPanda you think that a racist, misogynistic, anti-LGBTQIA+ affirming, science denying, ant-semtic facist like Trump is alright then?
This was written by a very gullible fox-watching fool. He was looking for attention on reddit. Biden is smart and deliberate in his manner of speaking. He shows NO signs of dementia. Back in the 80's he wasn't the leader of USA so he could speak more freely without fear of what a mispeak might do. Furthermore is was 40 years ago, ffs.
How is Trump not at the top of this list? He isn't even on it. What guy commits a pile of crimes, including business and tax fraud and then jumps into politics? You'd think he would be am trying to stay out of the public eye, not out yourself squarely in it. His narcissism is on a whole other scale. Now we are witnessing this clown literally break down. The economy is doing good- Trump "that was me". I'm waiting for him to declare that the sun rises because he wills it so. About the only thing worse is the whackos that follow him. I literally saw a video of a dude getting pulled over and PRAYING to him!?! I feel like I just entered a dark and insane alternate reality l.
Trump is dangerous. Any person in a position of leadership and power who also inspires violence, hatred and blind devotion cannot be good for a society. We've seen this before throughout history, and it never ends well. At this point, the only thing I can do is vote against him and hope that sense and reason prevails during this election year.
Load More Replies...To have lost it he would have originally have to have had it.
Load More Replies...Wow, just freaking wow, BoredPanda. This goes to show that you don't bother to edit let alone read anything that you post on this site. You victim blame Amanda Bynes and Britney Spears for extreme mental health struggles and include them in a listicle of people who have committed crimes, spewed hate speech,and were emotionally abusive. Also, how freaking dare you spread false facts about Biden- you don't have to like him, but it's vile that you included that comment when you know the US is struggling with nationalism. So you think that racist hate-filled racist, transpohobic, homophobic, science-denying, misoynistic Trump is better, BoredPanda. Wow, this site is absolutely wretched anymore.
A lot sounds like people who the poster just doesn't like. Fair enough but if you are going to have posting such as list require that people give actual example
I really don't like the ones making fun/shaming of people who are legitimately mentally ill. This is the stigma we need to break. People don't choose to be mentally ill.
Add jk Rowling (Harry potter author) and her transphobic rants. Despite the fact she says she wrote Dumbledore as a gay man. Many people in the lgbtq+ community felt a kindred spirit to the character Harry potter. She lost a lot of fans including me and I was a huge Harry potter fan. Went to all the midnight showings of the movies. Had all the books. Parents even got me a Harry potter from Universal studio (?) Visit.
Not a republican but a hater of trump. I don’t understand the MAGA crowd. Admire a man who is a sex offender, a liar, etc.what the hell is the attraction?
Wow.... a long list of ppl I don't know. Well, I know about 7 of those people.... at first I wanted to google who people were but realizing how many I would have to look up made me not google anybody. Lol. Am I living under a rock or is it simply because I do not live in the USA nor have had interest in most pop culture the past decade or so? 🙃
I'm nobody, but when I waste 45 minutes of my life reading this stuff I'm off my rails too.
How is Trump not at the top of this list? He isn't even on it. What guy commits a pile of crimes, including business and tax fraud and then jumps into politics? You'd think he would be am trying to stay out of the public eye, not out yourself squarely in it. His narcissism is on a whole other scale. Now we are witnessing this clown literally break down. The economy is doing good- Trump "that was me". I'm waiting for him to declare that the sun rises because he wills it so. About the only thing worse is the whackos that follow him. I literally saw a video of a dude getting pulled over and PRAYING to him!?! I feel like I just entered a dark and insane alternate reality l.
Trump is dangerous. Any person in a position of leadership and power who also inspires violence, hatred and blind devotion cannot be good for a society. We've seen this before throughout history, and it never ends well. At this point, the only thing I can do is vote against him and hope that sense and reason prevails during this election year.
Load More Replies...To have lost it he would have originally have to have had it.
Load More Replies...Wow, just freaking wow, BoredPanda. This goes to show that you don't bother to edit let alone read anything that you post on this site. You victim blame Amanda Bynes and Britney Spears for extreme mental health struggles and include them in a listicle of people who have committed crimes, spewed hate speech,and were emotionally abusive. Also, how freaking dare you spread false facts about Biden- you don't have to like him, but it's vile that you included that comment when you know the US is struggling with nationalism. So you think that racist hate-filled racist, transpohobic, homophobic, science-denying, misoynistic Trump is better, BoredPanda. Wow, this site is absolutely wretched anymore.
A lot sounds like people who the poster just doesn't like. Fair enough but if you are going to have posting such as list require that people give actual example
I really don't like the ones making fun/shaming of people who are legitimately mentally ill. This is the stigma we need to break. People don't choose to be mentally ill.
Add jk Rowling (Harry potter author) and her transphobic rants. Despite the fact she says she wrote Dumbledore as a gay man. Many people in the lgbtq+ community felt a kindred spirit to the character Harry potter. She lost a lot of fans including me and I was a huge Harry potter fan. Went to all the midnight showings of the movies. Had all the books. Parents even got me a Harry potter from Universal studio (?) Visit.
Not a republican but a hater of trump. I don’t understand the MAGA crowd. Admire a man who is a sex offender, a liar, etc.what the hell is the attraction?
Wow.... a long list of ppl I don't know. Well, I know about 7 of those people.... at first I wanted to google who people were but realizing how many I would have to look up made me not google anybody. Lol. Am I living under a rock or is it simply because I do not live in the USA nor have had interest in most pop culture the past decade or so? 🙃
I'm nobody, but when I waste 45 minutes of my life reading this stuff I'm off my rails too.
