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Hey Pandas, What Has Been The Most Traumatizing Experience You Have Ever Encountered?
Mine was one time at night I was 8 years old and my mom came running up the stairs and said run so I ran to the bathroom and looked the door then I heard a man he had a deep voice and he said I’m not here for you I’m here for the child and at the time i was a only child so my mom said no child is here the man looked around the house and left and at the age of 26 that still haunts me
Probably seeing my parents fight every single night till one of us cried for a couple of years straight.
Either that or it ties in with the time I wanted to save a gecko on the wall so I put a box over it and I pressed a little hard, which led to its tail falling off. I felt so bad and cried because I loved helping animals.
My mother was in an abusive relationship (physically) and it wasn’t with my bio father, he was never around, it was when I was 4-6 somewhere around there and me and here were just both not doing great- I don’t feel comfortable enough to share details.
not giving any specific but I will never trust anyone new. there are some freaking psychopaths out there
Losing someone close to me an unfortunate ways....
Since then ive tried to help everyone happy and feel welcomed, so much so ive found myself lying awake at night wondering if i didnt do enough to make everyone happy and welcomed or if i came off rude or if someone misinterpreted what ive said...
I had my worst panic attack yet. I can't remember it like yesterday. I was alone, my hair was soaked and sticky from snot and tears and mouth was open on a silent scream and I was pacing, pacing, pacing, intentionally hitting a sharp corner KF my dresser every time I walked past. I can never forget.
Probably 20 years ago I witnessed a head-on auto collision at highway speeds. I was the first one to stop and call for aid. The second car I found a person still alive but with serious injuries (like protruding broken bone, cuts, etc.) and they were vocalizing a bit. The first car, well...I remember starting to say I called for help but stopping very quickly. I remember the engine was in the back seat of this car. And I remember the first responders immediately covering the car with a tarp when they arrived. :(
(emetephobia trigger!!) I think I was in the middle of kindergarten at the time where I had just finished breakfast and was rushing to get on the bus. I remember sprinting to the bus, getting into a seat with my two best friends and just suddenly getting a weird, dizzy but also very aware feeling that quickly changed to insane nausea. I leaned my head on the seat in front of me and sat there for a few seconds and then threw up everything I had eaten. I couldn’t breathe and almost passed out, bus driver told me it was water and I don’t think she noticed until after everyone got off the bus. Not really sure why but I didn’t tell anyone until I asked to go to the nurse, and then threw up again. It was a reeeeally bad day. And I’ve been so so so scared of throwing up ever since. Probably not a big deal to some but every time I think of throwing up I wanna DIE.
