That Goth Demon (zey/zem)
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Yes. I am not emo anymore. I changed to goth because of the toxic stereotypes and gatekeepers of being emo. Also, I need to embrace my *even weirder side* so yeah, I'm a goth now! I have got a female emo cut. My pronouns are zey/zem (I am a non-binary demon-human), please respect my pronouns, I am lesbian. I get crushes on fictional characters occasionally and rlly like emo cuts on ppl (they look good). I respect furries and any form of religion (though do not try to preach to me or convert me, I am a firm atheist). I like researching demons from the Christian religion and have a demon teddy named Belphegor. I like death metal and love the band Belphegor. I LOVE hanging out with weirdos who accept me for being goth. Lol heres the funny part. Even tho I am rlly weird I socialise with basically EVERYONE and most ppl like me. AND NOW FINALLY: thank you to freakingbee (they/them), Dark Pearl, Sad Quokka, TheWeirdoBean, Percabeth Forever (she/her), the_harbringer_of_doom[s/t/h], Mr Old School Cool, ℕ𝕚𝕔𝕠 (WiggleJiggle) they/them, ℂ𝕒𝕗𝕗𝕖𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕥𝕖𝕕 𝔻𝕠𝕘, Namaa bh, Ed Likes Cake, 𝕄𝕒𝕕𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪, 𝖁𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝕲𝖎𝖗𝖑, Aroace Tiger (she/they/he), nae nae <3 (she/her) TheNerdyGeek🤓, ｍƗ𝐍Ɨ 𝐓𝓱𝑒 𝐀𝐍𝕘𝑒ᒪ (𝕊𝕙𝕖/𝕋𝕙𝕖𝕞), Maeve Hamilton, *Confused Screaming*, Chloe Barnes, Shinobu- Kocho, Demon_wolf_dragon_fox, I_dont_know_what_to_say_here, fair_weather_rose (she/they), 𖤐 a m y 𖤐, Hi_Im_Steve, Epsilon, Your Neighbourhood Alien, Atlas, One direction addict, possesedcat101 (she/her), ReallyConfusedAboutEverything, A gay cat man (he/him and Tré/Tré), Randi (she/they/he), 𖤐 a m y 𖤐 (idk why there is two, they are both the exact same, someone pls explain), Adam Hassouna and ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Reddit post
A few years ago one of our cats died after we had her for 14 years. We were all heartbroken and devastated by her loss. We noticed something was wrong on Thursday, took her to the vet on Friday, and she died late Sunday night. The night she died, I sent everyone to bed and I stayed up with her. She kept getting into the bathtub and lying down as opposed to a bed we had set up for her. Just before she died, she let out a horrible scream and went into convulsions. Then she just stopped breathing. I never told my spouse or kids about that last few moments. I just told them she just slipped away. I still want to cry every time I think about it. I will never tell them about that.Reddit post
A few years ago one of our cats died after we had her for 14 years. We were all heartbroken and devastated by her loss. We noticed something was wrong on Thursday, took her to the vet on Friday, and she died late Sunday night. The night she died, I sent everyone to bed and I stayed up with her. She kept getting into the bathtub and lying down as opposed to a bed we had set up for her. Just before she died, she let out a horrible scream and went into convulsions. Then she just stopped breathing. I never told my spouse or kids about that last few moments. I just told them she just slipped away. I still want to cry every time I think about it. I will never tell them about that.
BriarShine1920 reply
All day, every day, relapsing is all I can think about. I’ve been clean for 3 1/2 months but oh boy is it difficult. I crave the relapse. The ONLY reason I haven’t is because it would hurt my boyfriend to see me relapse.
jonschaff reply
I’m terrified of going into work….not work itself, I’m a hard worker, but I despise sitting in an office full of people I barely know, constantly being ‘on’, being evaluated in person, and pretending I enjoy not being warm and safe in my cozy home. For some of us the pandemic was a blessing.
Mistealakes reply
My ex-husband told me one time that he didn’t think it was wrong for a father to be sexually intimate with his daughter, as long as she was “old enough.” No one will ever know why we truly divorced, because I don’t think anyone would believe me. He started talking about children. I’d never let my daughter be his.
Background_Decision2 reply
I can login to the jukebox at my local bar from my apartment. I often login from home and require it to play “what does the fox say” on repeat.
Justjelly3Lucille reply
My husband passed away a few years ago. I tell everyone how much I loved him and only talk about the good times we had and how great he was. In honesty I hated him for every bit of the 33 years we were together. He was so mean to me, both physicaly and mentally-every single day. He hid it well and in front of anyone he was okay to me but when we were alone he was terrible. I hated him so much I live alone now and am just finding myself. I moved to a different state and have made new friends and everyone seems to really like me and I even like myself now too. It's been really hard to tell myself that I am okay. I have never said any of this out loud. I feel bad that I am happy he is gone.
Dry-Communication901 reply
A few years ago I used to work at Home Depot at the returns desk. It was mostly very elderly people who worked alongside me in our store. I was the youngest in the team.We had a lady, Margaret, who had issues with bowel control due to her medications. She used to fart without even realizing she's farting. Usually loud but harmless ones even when she was having a normal conversation. So we got so used to her doing that, even though it was awkward in the beginning.
One day we were having a team huddle and it started to smell like fresh manure..such a strong stench..and then one more with different flavor this time. The manager dismissed the team huddle...and one of the team members murmured "My God, Margaret, what was that!!"
It was me. I did that Margaret, I'm sorry.
BriarShine1920 reply
All day, every day, relapsing is all I can think about. I’ve been clean for 3 1/2 months but oh boy is it difficult. I crave the relapse. The ONLY reason I haven’t is because it would hurt my boyfriend to see me relapse.Background_Decision2 reply
I can login to the jukebox at my local bar from my apartment. I often login from home and require it to play “what does the fox say” on repeat.Dry-Communication901 reply
A few years ago I used to work at Home Depot at the returns desk. It was mostly very elderly people who worked alongside me in our store. I was the youngest in the team.We had a lady, Margaret, who had issues with bowel control due to her medications. She used to fart without even realizing she's farting. Usually loud but harmless ones even when she was having a normal conversation. So we got so used to her doing that, even though it was awkward in the beginning.
One day we were having a team huddle and it started to smell like fresh manure..such a strong stench..and then one more with different flavor this time. The manager dismissed the team huddle...and one of the team members murmured "My God, Margaret, what was that!!"
It was me. I did that Margaret, I'm sorry.
Reddit post
A few years ago one of our cats died after we had her for 14 years. We were all heartbroken and devastated by her loss. We noticed something was wrong on Thursday, took her to the vet on Friday, and she died late Sunday night. The night she died, I sent everyone to bed and I stayed up with her. She kept getting into the bathtub and lying down as opposed to a bed we had set up for her. Just before she died, she let out a horrible scream and went into convulsions. Then she just stopped breathing. I never told my spouse or kids about that last few moments. I just told them she just slipped away. I still want to cry every time I think about it. I will never tell them about that.Justjelly3Lucille reply
My husband passed away a few years ago. I tell everyone how much I loved him and only talk about the good times we had and how great he was. In honesty I hated him for every bit of the 33 years we were together. He was so mean to me, both physicaly and mentally-every single day. He hid it well and in front of anyone he was okay to me but when we were alone he was terrible. I hated him so much I live alone now and am just finding myself. I moved to a different state and have made new friends and everyone seems to really like me and I even like myself now too. It's been really hard to tell myself that I am okay. I have never said any of this out loud. I feel bad that I am happy he is gone.jonschaff reply
I’m terrified of going into work….not work itself, I’m a hard worker, but I despise sitting in an office full of people I barely know, constantly being ‘on’, being evaluated in person, and pretending I enjoy not being warm and safe in my cozy home. For some of us the pandemic was a blessing.Mistealakes reply
My ex-husband told me one time that he didn’t think it was wrong for a father to be sexually intimate with his daughter, as long as she was “old enough.” No one will ever know why we truly divorced, because I don’t think anyone would believe me. He started talking about children. I’d never let my daughter be his. 
