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25 Small Signs That Give Away That Someone’s Childhood Might Have Not Been All Rainbows And Ponies
Article created by: Denis Krotovas
People like to say that childhood is the most wonderful time of our lives. When everything around us is perceived with joy, when every day, even the darkest one, is filled with light. When we are surrounded only by happy faces, and any sadness is only short-lived. But, alas, childhood is also the period when we're most vulnerable to various toxic people.
In fact, it's quite easy to offend a child, and many adults really take advantage of this - and then, growing up, yesterday's kids are left alone with all the consequences of their childhood traumas, which insightful people can rather easily see and recognize.
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#1
Feeling suspicious or obligated when someone does something nice.
When things are ok, or even more intensely good, there is a feeling of impending doom and waiting for the other shoe to drop.
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#2
Always being positive and happy. Now I know some people are naturally wired to be upbeat but some of us weren't allowed to express any negative emotions. If you're sad, you're ungrateful. If you're angry, you don't have the right to be. If you're depressed, you're making mommy feel bad. So we learned to turn off anything that might indicate there were a major problems at home. Gotta keep up appearances. Meanwhile, you lose the ability to feel anything at all.
#3
Not knowing how to be comforting towards upset people or accept any comforting gestures from others. Good intention don't make up for the general emotional cluelessness.
#4
Number 1 is definitely apologizing for everything all of the time. Other stuff includes inability to maintain eye contact, failing to voice a stance on something, even if they know they're right, social anxiety, Depression, self-isolation, etc.
#5
As one who grew up in one, it is serious self-doubt. Never thinking I can do anything right or even doing anything at all.
Growing up, my mom never thought anyone could do anything right except her and I mean anything in that sense. If she asked you to get her a cutlery and rinse it before bringing, she would go back and rinse it herself, with the excuse that you missed a spot. It was really that bad. Even as an adult, I still get told I didn't do something well even though others have praised my ability to do that thing. I never used to do anything unless I absolutely have to cos I felt I wasn't good at anything or I won't do it well. Although I have started working on it, i still have my bad days.
One thing that has really helped is doing things without telling her. Imagine applying for a job and even before you go for the interview you are already being asked if you can cope with a job?? I just do my things and tell her afterwards. This has really helped me in some weird way.
#6
My friend is a victim of this and what I’ve noticed is that he never tells anyone if he is in serious danger. A few weeks ago he was at major risk of COVID and we weren’t sure if he had it or not. He didn’t tell anybody until after he was cleared. (Results came back negative though)
He also doesn’t know how to accept gifts. It’s like he’s never gotten one before. He just kinda stares at it awkwardly and says “thanks.” And then feels obliged to get you something too. Like I know he appreciates it but I just think it’s unfamiliar territory for him.
#7
Hiding things that you don't need to hide.
My ex had a traumatic childhood. He would sneak food from the fridge when we first got together as if I would scold him for being hungry.
If he broke something his first response was to hide it. This took a ton of work, but by the time we broke up he was a lot more calm and comfortable as himself and being around other people.
#8
Fear of maintaining relationships... occasionally dropping off the face of the planet when friends you really care about start getting too close.
#9
Having panic/anxiety attacks every time you get criticized for something at work. I used to get yelled at for every little thing when I was a kid and now if I get yelled at/criticized I automatically burst into tears, I can't help it. The last time my boss seriously criticized me for something that I did wrong and I burst into tears, he told me that he wasn't even scolding me, he was just trying to teach me a lesson and asked why I was reacting so negatively.
#10
My husband's parents weren't the best. I've been trying to help him work through the "permission asking" for the last 8 years. He's getting better but he would ask permission for things that he should just be able to do. "Am I allowed to put carrots on the grocery list?" Mostly it was with food we had. He always asked permission before eating any of the snacks we had and it took a long time to convince him that it was just the food and we live together, just eat it.
#12
A really odd one I noticed with one of my friends was giving everything away or not accepting things. They'd always say "oh I don't deserve this" or if I looked at something they had and went "Oh that's cool" they always offered it, saying "oh you'd probably get more use from it" no matter what. He told me he never really cared what he got because it was always taken by his family so he didn't mind having nothing. Noticed the same behaviour with a few friends and I, but couldn't understand if it the same reason or something else.
#13
Personally, the biggest leftover symptoms I show are: I hate being touched beyond a handshake, mistrust any attempt at help that I did not at first ask for, and as someone else on this post stated I apologize for everything all of the time.
#15
For me its not being a bother to anyone, I was told constantly I was a nuisance as a child, I was the last of four, very big gap between my siblings and me so much I barely know them, I know my dad wasn't happy to get another child late in life, mum just bunged me in a boarding school and went on with her career, she was pretty amazing though, being such a go getter in the sixties and seventies, however neither of my parents really took to late parenthood, and I know I was not very welcome, every time something came up about or for me it was a huge deal and I was a nuisance for it, so now, I never bother anyone with anything in case they feel the same, and I really cant get past it, I cant stand being a nuisance.
#16
I know in my case (& I suspect others too) watch for people who seem “too functional” you know, she aces all her classes, she smashes it at the gym, her home is always ridiculously clean, she excels at everything.
She more than likely sets high standards for herself & then self loathes when she doesn’t meet them. She never feels like she’s enough.
#17
Trust issues, lack of visible emotion, not being able to read social cues and not knowing the basic things taught to you by your parents.
#19
I've spent a lifetime thinking every accident/ problem/ error was my fault and panic - even minor things and when it's not remotely fault. I still have the automatic mind set that I will be blamed and harshly punished. This makes it impossible to have a healthy relationship.
#20
"it happened to me and I turned out fine" mentality.
Physical/emotional neglect, beatings, military service, guardians being too intoxicated to help their child in an emergency age just a few examples.
I also knew someone who enjoyed being beaten to the extent he would laugh and feel a level of affection towards whoever hurt him because he grew up thinking his parents did it because they loved him.
#21
Constantly wanting your significant others attention because you never got that attention/love when you were younger. Getting better on managing it though.
#22
You don't know what to do when someone thanks you for something. Saying "your welcome" seems like the right play but it's just....weird.
#23
There are many degrees of maladjusted behaviour.
I think the most bewildering people are the ones who grew up in undeniably messed up family situations (if you happen to just know this about them) but with great effort they manage to put together a "front" so that they look very average, ordinary, well-adjusted, and push onward and upward to a shiny, happy life.
By appearances they do. Then you scratch beneath the surface, and voila, their private home life is just as much of a dysfunctional mess as whatever they grew up with. They don't know how to invent a happy home life for real. They end up recreating the mess that they're familiar with. But outwardly, to the community, in public, everything's fantastic and constantly coming up roses.
Some people act out. But some people internalize. (or develop pathological part-time amnesia, IDK).
#24
If you are a man who had a bad father it’s difficult to establish friendships with other men.
#25
They can tend to be attracted to toxic relationships in general, sadly its because that is all they know. Somebody who grows up in a toxic environment can be completely oblivious to the fact thats it is toxic until later on in life. Even then, they can be unconsciously attracted to the same old patterns that they knew growing up.
I know an old friend of mine who didn't have a very good childhood and she used to get into physical fights with her dad. She also didn't have many positive male role models in her life. When she got older she kept on dating guys that treated her terribly, but she was reluctant to leave them. One of her boyfriends beat her so badly she had to go to hospital, and she said "Well he's not always like this!". Once she dated a guy who didn't hit her and treated her very well, but after a few months she dumped him because "He was boring". The current guy she's now dating does beat her up unfortunately.
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