How is everyone today?
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Honestly good?? I've been doing really well since it got sunny and I'm really excited for everything
i'm leaving bp today for the summer :( but i will try to log in on other devices. if you try to email me there's no guarantee on when i will respond so your best way of contacting me is through here. i'm my mom's social media manager for her author job so i'll have an excuse to spend time on her devices and just delete the history on there. i love you all :) when my summer bio is up it probably means i've officially left.
i lied im not good im very not okay and ive been ignoring it for too long far far too long i have problems that are very bad for me but i dont deal with them i just forget about them untill i cant then i refuse to cry which makes things even worse im not okay bee has helped me feel more okay then ever before but i dont have bee right now theres nothing for me to do
i’m not even going to lie i cried going to sleep last night cause i wanted to say goodnight but i couldn’t and i was like half asleep cause i fell asleep on the living room couch but literally all i was thinking about was when i would get to talk to you next
pretty good but also very sad bc bee is leaving
I don’t know anything and it’s frustrating!
The mark of an educated person is being able to acknowledge how little they know.
my mental health is getting worse and I can't tell my family or friends about it
I twisted my ankle at work. I work in a restaurant and I'm supposed to work 2 doubles in a row tomorrow. I was really looking forward to that money. 🥺
Awful. I hate my life I wanna die and really the only reason I am alive is bc of you guys and my family’s sake. I have been lying to my new therapist hoping to not go to therapy. I haven’t been taking my meds for months bc they make my problems worse. But also I have been doing good as well. My mom left and I have been feeling much better. My ex and I haven’t been talking and he is a manipulative person who doesn’t deserve me. I am also getting my hair dyed and I’m excited. :D if anyone needs to vent I’m open. I’m not good with advice but I will listen.
I feel like there’s 3 people in my brain right now. One person who doesn’t care about anything because life is too short to worry, another person who panics all the time even for stupid reasons and the third one who makes me feel like an a*****e for wanting attention or just thinking I might be nice. I hate how they’re running things right now and I want to replace them with better people
Honestly not great. The MRI to find out what's wrong with my wrist is now scheduled for the beginning of July (it was supposed to be at the end of April, but my insurance company hates me and wants me to suffer) so I can't draw or paint or knit or crochet or write or do literally any of the things I usually do to relieve stress. And hopefully I'll be getting tested or whatever for adhd or something similar soon, but until then my brain still hates me so I can't read or write. So I have literally nothing to because school is out, so I just sit in my room and listen to depressing music and think of new reasons to hate myself. But at least I passed my finals :D
