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Inktober is a relatively new month-long challenge for artists all over the world. It was created by Jake Parker, who came up with the idea to focus on improving skills and developing positive drawing habits. For 31 days of October, everyone who wants to participate creates an ink drawing and posts it online using the #inktober tag. Each year there's a new prompt list to be used for the pictures. Shawn Coss decided to ditch the guidelines and create within a sore theme, posting new mental illness ink depictions every day of the Inktober.

Shawn's mental illness art translates sicknesses of the mind in an eerily accurate way, and his ghoulish illustrations don't end with Inktober. The artist has worked for such clients as the horror king Stephen King himself, creates Cyanide & Happiness cartoons, and even has his own clothing line.

So if you're searching for support with your mental illness or are plainly into horror, check Shawn's art below. It surely gave us the chills!

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

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Wanni
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Since 5 years I've got this f... disease and I can not bring it on paper how it feels... you got it! Thank you!

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Borderline Personality Disorder

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I always find it fascinating how others see me, compared to how I see myself. While I understand the interpretation, and it is mesmerizing. I find, for me, it feels, like a perpetual black hole inside that nothing can fill, and, forever trying to decipher the reality of what is going on around me, as compared to how I feel is going on around me. People see BPD as instigatory and drama seeking, while, the few I have had the opportunity to talk to, agree, that it's actually reactionary, in a desperate attempt to keep up with the constantly shifting emotions. Chasing what can't be caught, reacting to what has already passed. Amazingly, I do see myself as naked in front of everyone. Like my emotions leave me perpetually ashamed and exposed.

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Autism Spectrum Disorder

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Traci Johnston
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I think it's beautiful and perfectly shows the sadness from not being heard or understood.

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Paranoid Schizophrenia

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Kayleigh Liddell
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My husband is schizophrenic and I must say mostof these images really show the torment of the disorders, but this one could be more so I think. It doesn't show how horrible and degrading schizophrenic delusions can be. It's like torture.. it's like having your entire being torn apart and eaten alive by demons that no one else can see. His voices torment him 24/7... Sometimes his hallucinations keep him from sleeping... Besides it always being like he's in a room full of people judging and putting him down, he also hears explosions and smashing noises that will keep him up all night. This disorder permeates every part of our lives. Of all the seriously mental health disorders I think this one is the most extreme and debilitating BY FAR. Now a days, 2 years into him being a full blown schizophrenic, caring for him is like taking care of an old person with dementia.. he doesn't cook for himself, he barely cleans.. and doesn't remember anthing we talk about.. lots of notes and alarms...

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Loretta Lockhart
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My OCD is also not to do with cleaning, but it brings the point across. Have to do it else you can't get comfy and it destroys you. Mine's to do with routine, I have routines with routines, and timings. It's pretty bad and pretty much ruins my life.

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DPD

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I didn't even know this was a thing. I've never been able to be alone I have to have someone close by. I looked at this picture a very long time. I have never seen something describe me so clearly.

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#11

Anorexia Nervosa

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Jessica Dunn
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

It would be hard to draw, but it's more about the need to control than it is to be thin.

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Nina Lewis
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Yes, I completely agree! It would be really difficult but that's the angle I was coming from.

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Nina Lewis
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

These drawings are brilliant! But not everyone suffering with Anorexia Nervosa looks this skeletal, and this is quite a common assumption.

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Nina Hamzich
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

It's meant to be the personification of the illness, I think. Not drawings of sick people

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Lauren Collins
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I struggled with anorexia for 10 years and weighed 75 lbs at my low point. I hate the typical image of the skeletal girl looking in the mirror and seeing a fat image of herself. While I was obsessed losing weight, for me I knew I was a skeleton. I didn't think I was fat. My skeletal appearance was visual evidence that I had control and was successful the only thing I believed I was good at. When you recover, you have to find a different purpose in life. For me, my anorexia protected me from dealing with life's ugliness, and gave me the control that I needed. This is a magnificent sketch but I believe it is inaccurately depicted.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

honestly wish it would have gotten more creative than "oooh anorexia = skeleton!!"

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Davina Loreen
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Ok, I agree with everyone else as someone who has struggled... Maybe another element to represent control could have been added, like it struggling to keep balance between two sides of a weighted scale. However anorexia is defined as restriction, the fear or gaining weight and an underweight BMI. I guess that's why the artist interpreted it in this way.

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Aubrey Catherine
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Scrolling through and looking at all of these amazed me, but when I saw this one, my heart sank to my butt. I've lived with this disease since I was in 7th grade and even though I've conquered it, I will always struggle with it and I will never truly conquer it.

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Elise Oesterreich
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

As someone who suffered from anorexia, I feel a bit let down by this one. For a lot of people suffering from anorexia, it has more to do with control. When I was 95 lbs, I knew I was thin, but the ability to control what I ate and my weight was so much more important to me. I liked seeing the # drop on the scale as I restricted because it was proof that I could control my weight. In some ways it was about being thin and staying thin, but I constantly see anorexia being portrayed with the "fat" reflection and the skin and bones actual person. I feel like this doesn't cover the mental illness in its entirety. I cannot speak for others, but I feel like anorexia is an inner demon for me. Even at my lowest weight of 74lbs when I had to start my recovery process, I constantly heard a voice in my head telling me to restrict my diet. I have to fight everyday now to not restrict again. I still have anxiety sometimes even panic attacks about eating certain foods because of anorexia.

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Katie Moffatt
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I agree completely. It's about control or lack there of 100% for me as well. When I have little to no control over other aspects of my life my brain goes into "control the only things you can" or "take complete control over the things that only you have control over". It's not always about feeling like you're fat.. sometimes you look at yourself and notice how thin you really are, but the idea of losing that control it horrifying. Then there's "I'm thin now, but if I eat like I used to, I will turn into the person I used to .. which is true to an extent.. it's such a hard cycle to break..

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Eleanor Milligan
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I think all of these sketches are brilliant but its a bit tiring always seeing anorexia depicted as a skeleton with a fat reflection, its so much more an illness of the mind than that. You cant think about anything else youre trapped in thoughts about food, control and weight and it becomes all you are as a person, isolated, scared, never good enough. Like someone else commented, when you recover its scary because you dont know who you are as a person without the illness, it consumes all aspects of your life.. wish it could have shown more of that.

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Kristina Ferm
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Frightening but really good. I'd love it if you made one of "Eating disorder not otherwise specified (EDNOS)". The hellish combination of everything.

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EDNOS? Only in a country where we have people who have everything they could possibly need or want to eat while some guy is digging in the dumpster for an apple core do we have these eating problems. It's ridiculous and I have no sympathy for these people.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Honestly couldn't see what the artist meant until I noticed the obese shadow. Holy c**p.... well done. On a lighter note, this guy is an awesome artist. Please do horror comics.

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Madison Fairbanks
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I appreciate that you included a eating disorder in your mental illness list. A lot of people don't immediately connect eating disorders with a mental illness, but that connection is extremely important for victims and colleagues of the victims.

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Jess Warfield
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Perfect! So subtle and haunting. This would also be a great depiction of BDD.

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Leaha Johnson
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is good but there is so much more to it. For eating disorders in general. I wish you had have included an almost suffocating depiction or being strangled by your own mind and it's demanding and never ending control of how you see your self. And how food is an enemy. How it taunts and makes you hate everything about it from the fact it feels aweful once inside your stomach to how it makes you want it so badly. Eating disorders are SO controlling and keep the person affected with it in an endless torment and darkness. Your mind and body are never friends. :(

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Jess Colley
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I dunno, I feel like this one is a bit inappropriate? Like it seems like the typical depiction of anorexia given by someone who hasn't suffered from the illness. I thought this whole project was about how we see ourselves, rather than how outsiders may perceive us?

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Rhonda Burton
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Brilliant. I'm shocked the artist didn't take on Bulimia, Binge Eating or Purging disorder which I think would be equally as haunting, disturbing and beautiful.

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Alyssa Bullen
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Would be really interested to see an illustration of other eating disorders (particularly bulimia) but also BED etc.

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Valencia Bowman
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

That is how it felt when I was younger. It's a fight to accept myself.

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Meffia Claire
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Nutshell. I battled anorexia and bulimia my whole Youth and dancing point shoe ballet didn't help, infact I put so much pressure on my mind and body that the illness became so psychological and damaging, i ended up in hospital at age 15, i lost my scholarship into a school of arts and was fed through a tube for 3 months. Every one in school knew when i came back, which only made my 'loser status' worse. Instead of support and understanding, i recieved backlash and bullying. I still experience voices inside my head telling me not to put that in my body but im a lot healthier now than I ever have been and wouldn't think twice of starving myself on purpose again

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Byron Tolbert
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Geez, how are you supposed to vote on these? The accuracy is chilling - just can't shed that last piece...

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Jana Fuentes
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hey--I'm completely past this one! I am 5'6", with a sort of average frame, and for 10 years I never weighed more than 108. I don't know why, but that was the number I picked; I basically lived on coffee and cigarettes.Optimum weight was between 125 and 135; most of that time, I was about 100, and no one ever said anything about it. Pictures show myarms so thin that they were skin over bone. Rest of the body pretty much the same. And the whole time, I though I was fat and needed to lose more weight.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Accurate to the T. Even though I saw it in real life, this still gives me the chills

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Amy Lester
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This really resonated with me as someone who suffered with this for a long time. It's amazing. Thank you for depicting something so tragic in such a beautiful and real way.

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Depersonalization Disorder

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Kimi Lewis
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Absolute 100% accurate depiction. Depersonalization is what triggers my panic attacks, particularly nocturnal panic attacks. I'm 34 and have dealt with pretty severe mental illness since 18. Although managed on meds, it's impossible to ever be 100% again. Thank you for your incredible drawings. I appreciate these so much. ❤️

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Dissociative Identity Disorder

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is an amazing illustration for the insidious disease that I have. Your work just surpasses words...keep up the good work

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Capgras Syndrome

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hadn't heard of this one either! Very interesting. "Capgras Syndrome, also known as Capgras Delusion, is the irrational belief that a familiar person or place has been replaced with an exact duplicate — an imposter (Ellis, 2001, Hirstein, and Ramachandran, 1997)."

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Cotard's Delusion

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Had to google this: It is a rare mental illness in which the affected person holds the delusional belief that he or she is already dead, does not exist, is putrefying, or has lost his or her blood or internal organs.

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Schizophrenia

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