Wow that title sounds weird....
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My family
Never listens to me
They say that it's my fault
If I started to bleed
My sister was about to
Smash my Chromebook on me
I wasn't a snitch but
I still called for glory
She said that I had to shut up
And listen to my sister
My sister immediately hung up
Then she said see
Then she said that
No one will believe me
My brother framed me
Now I can't watch TV
They think
That I lie
Now no one
Believes me
I take therapy
Which is a relief
Dad said
I'm lucky
That he don't
Abuse me
I can't take it anymore
I need help please
I'm trying to run
They force me to stay
Scrubbing walls for months
I can't even rest for a day
When I'm on the floor
I always pray
I'm locked in the house
I can't even play...
bored because of online school and sad because i rarely see friends... but im hanging in there :))
Genuinely? Not very good but that's what life is I guess, just trudging along until it comes to an end.
I honestly feel like sh*t. my parents never listen and everything my brother does my parents always find a way to blame it on me. school is stressful and so is everything else. haven't seen my friends in a month.
I am so sad. My aunt suddenly died the day before yesterday. We've always been more like friends than aunt and niece. She had problems with her lungs so I didn't dare to visit her since Covid started. Only last week we made plans for the time after the pandemic on the phone....
Stupid online school
Annoying siblings screaming at you to help them do homework
Stupid widow draft
I've had a stupid week
Very considerate of you to ask.
I'll give it from a music therapy student perspective.
Oftentimes, when we ask one another in passing, "How have you been?" More often that not, the response is "I'm fine." Yea, I've learned to know that under that "I'm fine" is "Help me, I have this, that, and the other going on and I'm not managing very well on my own." I'm a listener on the therapy site 7 cups, and I've listened to people with various issues ranging between depression, anxiety, student life, break-ups, relationship issues, abuse, etc.
Me, personally, while this time of the year is pretty stressful with students given final exams and other major tasks/projects, I am actually managing quite well. I keep everything on my calendar, so I know where to go and what to do at what time. It helps me stay organized, and I would strongly recommend that to folks who have quite a lot to do in such little time as well.
Stay safe everyone, I'm always open to connect if y'all ever wish to vent.
update: I'm most definitely not fine. but that's not what i want people to think. so i just act ok in front of everyone else then when im alone i escape from reality, i go to my room and turn off all the lights and watch streams hours on end and drinking a lot of caffeine. Now i can't fall asleep at night but im always tired in the daytime
i would be better if my so called brothers would leave me alone and would stop trying to abuse me just like my so called family did also i could be better if the people i date would stop f*cking useing me and stop f*cking cheating on me with these fake a*s friends of mine. the only reason im friends with them is because im forced to be friends with them. there are times that i feel like i wasn't born.
im sorry for saying all this i need to deal with this myself so forget i even posted this
