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Britney Spears Posts Long Emotional Post About “Brain Damage” And Trauma Amid Ex’s Memoir Release
Britney Spears is once again peeling back the curtain on one of the most painful chapters of her life.
In a recent Instagram post, the pop icon reflected on her 2018 rehab stay under her conservatorship, saying she believes “brain damage happened to me” but that she’s “moved on from that troubling time” and feels “blessed to be alive.”
Highlights
- Britney Spears recently opened up about her 2018 rehab stay in an Instagram post, calling it a “traumatic experience.”
- The singer reflected on feeling like her “wings were taken away,” adding that “brain damage happened.”
- Her post comes as her ex Kevin Federline is promoting a new memoir.
Her words came just as her ex-husband, Kevin Federline, began promoting his new memoir, You Thought You Knew.
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The singer recalls losing her freedom and feeling her “wings were taken away”
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In her post shared on Sunday, October 19, Spears paired a photo of herself on horseback with a caption that shared a lot about her past.
She compared her shoulder blades to “wings,” referencing the film Maleficent and its story of betrayal and restoration.
Image credits: Instagram/britneyspears
“Remember the king tried to kill her, but instead a guy secretly took her wings,” Spears wrote.
“Anything holy is never forgotten… her wings were holy, so the king couldn’t take them… I do find it incredibly interesting.”
Image credits: Instagram/britneyspears
The 42-year-old then related the metaphor to her past, revisiting what she called a “traumatic experience” during her four-month stay in a rehab facility, according to People magazine.
In her memoir, The Woman in Me, Spears revealed that for four months, she was forced to stay in a room without a private door.
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“I no longer had my private door and illegally was forced to not use my feet or body to go anywhere. For a person like me who understands the sacredness is god speed… it did more than hurt my body,” Spears shared.
“Trust me, there’s A LOT I didn’t share in my book and still things at this very moment I’ve kept hidden because it’s incredibly painful and sad.”
She said she felt her connection between body and mind had been “destroyed.” “I do feel the logic and mindfulness in my body as ONE was 100 percent murdered and destroyed.
“I couldn’t dance or move for 5 months,” she added.
Britney also reflected on motherhood and her late grandfather’s advice
Image credits: Getty/Jason Merritt
Despite the pain, Spears expressed gratitude for the strength she once had, especially as a mom to sons Sean Preston, who is now 20, and Jayden James, who is now 19.
“I used to swim with my babies on my back till they were 4 and 5. I was incredibly strong,” she recalled.
Spears connected her recovery to Maleficent’s story of reclaiming her wings. “I do feel like my wings were taken away and brain damage happened to me a long time ago, 100 percent,” she wrote.
“I have, of course, moved on from that troubling time in my life, and I’m blessed to be alive.”
Image credits: Amazon
In a separate post, Spears also revealed a heartfelt conversation she once had with her late grandfather.
“He said promise me one thing… people will talk and talk and the world can be a very cruel place,” she wrote.
“He said, promise me you won’t care what these ignorant people say and lie about you.”
Her grandfather urged her to remain strong. “He said you stay fearless… that’s in your blood,” Spears continued.
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“Don’t become crippled and scared and a person explaining yourself so you give them the entitlement to make you less than them…
“When people really understand the power of your name alone, people will test you and do absolutely anything to pull you down.”
Britney Spears’ reflections came amid Kevin Federline’s upcoming memoir
The pop star’s emotional post coincided with renewed media attention surrounding her ex-husband Kevin Federline’s book You Thought You Knew, set for release on October 21.
The memoir reportedly revisits his marriage with Spears and includes claims about her alleged irresponsibility towards their children, according to TMZ.
“I was in Miami for work, trying to stay focused on my commitments, and I got a call. It was her, Paris Hilton, and Lindsay Lohan on the line, drunk as hell, begging me to come over.
“I could hear Preston and Jayden crying in the background. It had to be three or four in the morning. That call was the final straw,” Federline wrote in his memoir.
Image credits: Getty/Jamie McCarthy
Federline further claimed that prior to that incident, he had been aware of reports alleging Spears’ inappropriate behavior.
But after hearing his children crying on the phone, Federline noted that his hopes for his relationship with Spears were done.
Image credits: Instagram/britneyspears
“I’d already seen the photos in the tabloids, the ones of her out with them all night, partying at Paris’s Malibu place. But hearing my kids crying while she was doing God-knows-what?
“That was it. Any deep-seated sliver of hope that I’d held onto, that we might still somehow pull it together for the kids, d**d right then.”
Image credits: Instagram/britneyspears
A representative for Spears issued a statement to People magazine following excerpts from Federline’s memoir.
“With news from Kevin’s book breaking, once again he and others are profiting off her and sadly it comes after child support has ended with Kevin.”
Image credits: Instagram/britneyspears
“All she cares about are her kids, Sean Preston and Jayden James, and their well-being during this sensationalism.”
Netizens shared their thoughts on Britney Spears’ reflective Instagram post on social media
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Okiedokie 4 months ago
We all know Britney is mentally ill. There is no glory in writing a book about a mentally ill woman who spent her entire life being eye candy for men & used for her money. I’m not a fan. I don’t think she’s great. But if you need to piggyback off extremely apparent mental illness to tear down someone you’ve spent over a decade tearing down already, very publicly, you’re probably pretty ill too.
Scott Rackley 4 months ago
I can't think of any book I want to read less. Gravy train dried up I guess.
ॐBoyGanesh 4 months ago (edited)
I know she has a cadre of stans that will weaponize anything & everything they can find whilst using the most extreme mental gymnastics to justify this girl has never having made a mistake or being responsible for the ones she has made. They revere her more than the red hats do the orange blob. To the point it’s delusional. But this post of her’s is a rambling mess that reads precisely méth psychosis. At the very least. Never mind she doesn’t see the rich irony of comparing herself to the character Maleficent. When she speaks of the actual “traumas” she experienced in rehab she talks about baseline expectations. We have of people that she is either too narcissistic or too entitled to have to adhere to. Not being able to smoke indoors. Yes that’s traumatizing. Not being able to get naked in a swimming pool or hot tub (at a rehab!!!!) So traumatizing!!! having to work the program with a sense of accountability to herself and the other participants. The epitome of traumatizing!!!!! - Whatever is going on with her, it’s blatantly obvious she needs help. As far as her ex’s book goes: it doesn’t matter if you’re married to a celebrity, not married at all married to someone unknown. You have the right to tell your story. Your version of events. You have the right to put that in a book to sell it. To make money off of it. If people have been attempting to tell your side of your life’s events without even speaking to you or knowing you, you 100% have an obligation to tell your story. It doesn’t matter if you were married to Britney Spears or not married at all.
Okiedokie 4 months ago
We all know Britney is mentally ill. There is no glory in writing a book about a mentally ill woman who spent her entire life being eye candy for men & used for her money. I’m not a fan. I don’t think she’s great. But if you need to piggyback off extremely apparent mental illness to tear down someone you’ve spent over a decade tearing down already, very publicly, you’re probably pretty ill too.
Scott Rackley 4 months ago
I can't think of any book I want to read less. Gravy train dried up I guess.
ॐBoyGanesh 4 months ago (edited)
I know she has a cadre of stans that will weaponize anything & everything they can find whilst using the most extreme mental gymnastics to justify this girl has never having made a mistake or being responsible for the ones she has made. They revere her more than the red hats do the orange blob. To the point it’s delusional. But this post of her’s is a rambling mess that reads precisely méth psychosis. At the very least. Never mind she doesn’t see the rich irony of comparing herself to the character Maleficent. When she speaks of the actual “traumas” she experienced in rehab she talks about baseline expectations. We have of people that she is either too narcissistic or too entitled to have to adhere to. Not being able to smoke indoors. Yes that’s traumatizing. Not being able to get naked in a swimming pool or hot tub (at a rehab!!!!) So traumatizing!!! having to work the program with a sense of accountability to herself and the other participants. The epitome of traumatizing!!!!! - Whatever is going on with her, it’s blatantly obvious she needs help. As far as her ex’s book goes: it doesn’t matter if you’re married to a celebrity, not married at all married to someone unknown. You have the right to tell your story. Your version of events. You have the right to put that in a book to sell it. To make money off of it. If people have been attempting to tell your side of your life’s events without even speaking to you or knowing you, you 100% have an obligation to tell your story. It doesn’t matter if you were married to Britney Spears or not married at all.
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