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Sometimes at night I cry about everything. I bottle everything up and then let it all out. My crying sessions have been getting longer and longer, and I don't know if that's bad or not. It's just getting so hard to be happy. I feel like giving up and not even caring anymore. I don't know how much longer I can go on before I completely fall apart. I'm trying so hard not to because I know putting myself back together will be so much harder than falling apart, but I can't stop it anymore. I can't undo or slow down what's happening no matter what I do. I don't even know what's happening or why. And no one even knows because I hide all of it with a spicy attitude and a smile. I feel like I'm just so broken at this point that if people find out they'll treat me differently and act like I'm weird. I'm scared to lose anyone. I'm scared to go on and move towards the future. I'm scared of breaking and not being able to put myself back together. I don't know what to do anymore and I don't think any advice will help because I can't describe what's going on in my head and no one will understand. I just can't do anything other than sit and watch myself fall apart more.
Dogs actually evolved to make humans understand them better. Wild wolves have no facial muscles around their eyes. The classic “puppy dog eyes” is an evolutionary method to communicate with humans better.
Sometimes when I watch movies that are playing in a medieval and/or magical world (LotR, Witcher, GoT etc) or play games like WoW I imagine being part of them and I feel how the stress of the real world is falling apart from me. Then I ask myself if fighting for your live every day and being honoured for killing monsters is really easier than doing a 9-5 job in real live and most of the times I’d prefer to slaughter Orks and other creeps, even if i had to deal with life taking dangers everyday.
I too didn't want to celebrate Christmas either. This year we lost both of our rescue dogs that we'd had for over 12.5 years, one on 16 December. I'm struggling with loneliness
I'm so sad this Christmas. I don't feel like celebrating anyone's birthday, not even Baby Jesus. And realizing THAT just makes me feel worse.
I too didn't want to celebrate Christmas either. This year we lost both of our rescue dogs that we'd had for over 12.5 years, one on 16 December. I'm struggling with loneliness
I'm so sad this Christmas. I don't feel like celebrating anyone's birthday, not even Baby Jesus. And realizing THAT just makes me feel worse.
