I am asking this question because for last 2 years I have seen small signs that is making me realize that my mom prefers my sister over me . I am very sad over this fact . Even though I know that my sister is quite mature and responsible than me ( she is 5 yrs younger than me ) , it still hurts me . Am I that bad that not even my mother prefers me ? Yes I am quite weak in studies and am fat but hey at least I have a good heart , I think . It just hurts me that no one loves me the most and prefers someone else over me . It may sound selfish but I never felt truly loved .
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I understood when My mom blamed me for most of my sisters deed and trouble . She always claims that I made my sister rotten even though I have nothing to do with it . She also blames her own problems at me . Her most hurtful statement was when she said that because of my birth my maternal grandma passed away ( my grandma was suffering with cancer for 10 years . I was only 6 months old when she passed away )
Damn, I don't even know what to say. I'm sorry you got blamed for your sister's sh!t.
