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Hey Pandas, Vent Out Your Frustrations And Sadness Here:)
Be kind and respectful. Otherwise I swear I'll pour cement into your ears, boil your toes, steal your kneecaps and downvote you into oblivion:D
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I'm tired or transphobic trolls coming to this site and posting bigotry as "opinion", I have even seen people defend these "opinions".
We do not allow people to make racist comments under the guise of opinion.
We do not allow people to make sexist comments under the guise of opinion.
We do not allow people to make homophobic comments under the guise of opinion.
But some people allow transphobic comments as it is just an opinion.
Fed up of the ignorant twats who think their "opinions" do not hurt people.
We as a society have a track record of ignoring or welcoming transphobia. Back when the pride movement first started, trans people were sort of left out and ignored in favor of equality for different sexualities. Transphobia is normalized and written into laws. It's f*****g 2023, it's time for people to just get over it and accept that men can have titties and women can have d***s
i’m going tot jump off a cliff!!! 👍
My brain hates me. There's no other way to describe it. I can't read, I can't write, I can't focus on anything, and any time I try to do something my brain just say "nope, we're not gonn do that right now." I don't know how else to explain it. I'm literally supposed to be good at writing! I used to be the fastest reader in my class, and now I can barely get through a paragraph! I can't even do basic math any more!!! I don't know what to do.
I’ve been so anxious lately. Thankfully I got out of that depressive slump I was in (i couldn’t make myself do anything, not even stuff I liked. i barley ate. i basically just landed on the floor and watched youtube all day). but I’ve been so anxious, that I can’t even focus on my previous hyperfixations, like animal crossing, or building my diorama. and my dysphoria is still pretty bad
Bro ur actually me, the exact same thing happened the first time I got suicidal there. Literally zero feelings, no appetite, no excitement, but also no anxiety, then into crushing and painful anxiety. I can't tell you if it'll go away because I'm still recovering, but it definitely gets better. If you ever need to talk, contact me.
Yesterday I was surprisingly not actually freaking out the moment someone said the word autism so I got my friend to help me with a test today and now I want to beat up yesterday me. I'm really scared the test might say I have it, it's actually like my worst fear. I want to be able to fix this, not just have to live with it. I think if this is autism I might kms, because that means that there's no way out. With literally anything else I could get medication and therapy, but with autism I'd just have to accept that my brain is forever broken and f****d up and I'm unfixable. I hate being like this and my only hope is that it'll go away and I'll be a normal person with medication
ok, maybe it’s “unfixable” but having autism would not make you f****d up. i know plenty of people with autism, and they are all wonderful people. you would not be an exception. they aren’t f****d up, and neither are you. edit: i did some research, and there are some meds (Risperidone and Aripiprazole) combined with behavioral therapy, that can help
Imagine needing the post you promised yourself you wouldn't need lol.
Anyways, does anyone feel so lonely but, knows damn well they have friends? Stop talking mid-sentence because you realise the person you thought was listening and enjoying the conversation, was'nt and didn't care about the thing you were so excited about? So you were basically just talking to yourself. Anyone watch your best friend, the person you gave your heart to, slowly drift away and bond better with other people as they slowly start forgetting you? Got told they weren't trying and when you told them you were, they told you, "you aren't trying hard enough."? Showed the person you love something you made that you're really proud of, and see no reaction? It feels like they dc. So, your mood just dies after that and you want to kys for being proud of something so stupid.
I want to crawl into a hole and die because I'm probably not gonna make it any further in life. I mean, I'm a loser who imagines my comfort character holding my hand when I feel stressed/sad/anxious. How pathetic is that? The most embarrassing thing is that I haven't drank much water during the past few weeks. I feel so weak rn. My stupid tears are interfering with my vision rn lol. Anywho, to those who might notice, and care: don't get worried if I go silent for a few months/weeks. I don't dare kms since I'm afraid of death and pain:) still might have a possibility of death though. Wether it be unplanned or planned, that, Idk
What did you make that you are proud of? Can you show it to us? I would love to see it!
I hate talking as y’all know but I’m really struggling with my mental health lmao… um I don’t really talk about it to much. But idk. My adoptive parents are splitting. My mom is abusive. My best friend is suicidal and I don’t know what to do. I have lots of other friends who are also suicidal. Fun fact I suffer from a lot of mental disorders. One of them affects about 1.4 percent of all people. It really sucks. I value lives more than mine so ig I don’t talk about it. If u wanna talk im here okay? Anyone, im here. Love y’all.
Idk if I will be able to convince you, but your struggles matter. I’m so sorry about your parents, you should talk to them about how you feel. And I’m proud of you for posting this. I wish there was something I could do for your friends, but all I can say is that I’m here for you Blue.
Why do people do this to me. Speak to me like I'm some sort of entitled idiotic moron. I KNOW wheelchairs go on the bus first. I was going to go on first!
Yeah I was TOUCHING THE YELLOW BARS ON THE BUS DOORS TO OPEN THEM. Those were my hands ON THE YELLOW BARS, nosy old man. Don't need to mansplain to me how it's done.
WINNIPEG NEEDS MORE EATERIES, CONVENIENCE STORES OPEN DOWNTOWN, DAMMIT! Don't need to be homeless to be affected by the porcelain bowl deficiency either. It's a ghost town, wasteland, forbidden pass through when taking the bus across town. DO BETTER, WINNIPEG.
My dog Stilgar is disabled. It's not catastrophic, but it's pretty bad. He had distemper as a puppy, because the a-hole who owned the farm Stilgar was born on LIED about vaccinating Stilgar and his littermates.
Stilgar has myoclonus (full-body, uncontrollable, non-stop muscle twitching) and balance issues. He can't run. He can't jump. He can't play. He can't go anywhere like the dog park or the beach for more than 30-40 minutes at a time because he doesn't have much endurance and he gets exhausted. He has to stick to a regulated diet, or else he gets diarrhea (because even his digestive-system muscles twitch, making it hard for him to digest food normally.) He can't really be a "regular dog".
He's happy as a clam, though, because HE has no idea he's disabled. He loves every person and dog he's ever met. He's waggy and licky and doofy. He's adorable and he loves to wear hats and costumes (you guys have probably seen me post a few pics of him in hats.)
But all I wanted was a "regular dog". I wanted a dog I could take on walks, and go to the dog park with, and take to the dog beach. I wanted a dog I could train to do agility/dog sports. I wanted a dog I could take on day trips with me. I love him so much, but he isn't the dog I WANTED. He isn't the dog I adopted. I adopted a healthy puppy. A puppy I THOUGHT was healthy, at any rate.
You bet your patootie I fought like heck to keep him alive when he was sick with distemper though (distemper has an 80- 90% mortality rate in puppies) and I wouldn't trade him for anything. I fought my mother (and eventually moved out temporarily) because she kept telling me to just euthanize him and "get a new puppy". But I spent 21 years of my life taking care of my disabled, bedridden father (who died in 2021) and I didn't expect - nor want - to be taking care of another disabled family member so soon.
I love Stilgar so much, but I wish he could run. I wish he could play. I wish he could live like a "normal" dog. I know how shallow and selfish this makes me sound... and it makes me miserable that I feel this way. I love Stilly so much. But just once, I wish I could throw a tennis ball and he could RUN after it, or that he could LEAP into the air to catch a frisbee.
Every time I go over to him to give him a hug or scritches, he thumps his tail so hard and makes the "happy dog face" at me. He loves me so much. It's just ME who's the àsshole.
I know that eventually I want to adopt a second dog, ostensibly as a playmate for Stilly. But I also know that it's because I still want a normal dog, too. I would never neglect Stilgar, nor go anywhere I couldn't take him as well, if I got a second dog. I wouldn't favor the new dog over Stilly. But even WANTING another dog makes me feel like a douchenozzle.
First world problems, I know XD but this is pretty near to my heart, as my pets are more family than my family is, and besides, no one needs to hear about my problems XD I gotta be strong
Here's Stilgar when I first met him - 10 days old, potato form XD stiltato-6...8c9a3f.jpg 
I can never do good enough and I can never come close to perfect which is terrible. I hate the way I deal with emotions which is by crying and it’s negatively affecting my life and the way people perceive me. Some people think I’m like a baby who will cry whenever you say anything so they avoid me at times. My idiot best friend is constantly getting into trouble because she doesn’t do any of the homework even though she has so much time to do it and she has the audacity to complain instead of doing anything about it and she treats suicide like a joke and she doesn’t take it seriously and her attitude is so annoying. She constantly says things like “don’t know, don’t care” even if it’s related to something that’s very important. I’m also frustrated because I hate the way exams are structured because I know that no matter how hard I study and how well I understand the chapter, I will never be able to score high because scoring depends on mugging up keywords & definitions instead of knowing the concept. The ICSE board is so stupid and s****y because of the way they go about things. Because of them so much paper is getting wasted and not all of us can afford to go to xerox shops and spiral bind our projects. What kind of f*****g requirement is that, spiral binding projects which will only give us marks and not benefit us in any other way?
Star, I’m so so sorry. You are good enough. School is not a measure of how good someone is, it’s a measure of how well people can do, but it is so so rigid and it’s only good for certain people. I wish it was more flexible. And crying does not make you a baby. I’ve said it before and I will say it again: there are many different ways to cope, and none of them are wrong. Crying is perfectly acceptable. And this “best friend” of yours sounds super rude. Don’t listen to her. You matter, and I’m here for you.
i wish life wasn’t so goddamn hard. i wish i could stay in my dissociative episodes forever. i wish i didn’t exist. i wish nothing existed. i wish i was ok.
Sorry for posting again. I’m so sorry you all are going through this. Please, please get help if you won’t talk to me, or any other pandas. My best friend texted me late last night telling me he was killing himself. I ran upstairs to tell my dad and he told me to call the cops. I couldn’t sleep. I’m still numb. Thank god he survived though. I couldn’t imagine losing him. Please get help. You don’t want someone getting these texts. I know what it’s like to have s****y parents and awful bullies. None of you deserve to be downplayed, not even the troll. We all deserve love even though some of us don’t deserve to be liked. I’m not religious but I prayed last night for him. I don’t believe in god but that was my last resort. I can’t lose anyone. It hurts to see this. These posts shouldn’t have to exist. They only do bc the world is awful, and cruel, and mean. People seem to forget that their words impact people. I am trying to change for the better, and while I have never been “ist” or “phobic” I’m not perfect. I struggle too. I make mistakes. It’s so sad to see y’all like this. So sad. Anyways, back to topic, I’m here for you, and if you don’t want to talk to me, then talk to someone else. You don’t want someone getting the texts. Please seek help. 988 is the hotline.
I just spent the last 6 days at my best friend's house. me and her older brother became best friends (he's also really f***ing cute) just to avoid my parents i stayed longer, i was only supposed to stay 24hrs. I've never laughed so hard in my life, I've never been so happy. there was dirty jokes, there were lowkey messed up sh*t being said but it was funny. I've been home 20 minutes and my whole world crashed. I just saw a happy marriage and realized how bad my parents are......I wasn't suicidal over there. I'm not the problem....my parents are...please help me guys I'm heartbroken
sorry if it seemed like I'm blaming my parents - I'm just now realizing how unhappy my mom & step dad are. I've been through this with my mom and bio dad from birth to 4½ years old. I can't do this again.
Not great, summer is getting too chaotic. I have two little brothers and I like them and all, but being around them so much is exhausting. I haven't been sleeping well but that's nothing new. My extended family was in town a few days ago, and it was... mostly horrible. They are a bunch of conservatives and having to listen to that sh!t was really bad. They wouldn't stop saying rude things about queer people, it took all my will not to scream things at them. Being misgendered almost every day sucked. The only good part is my baby cousins came and they are adorable :) my dysphoria had been getting worse and my cramps have been extremely painful and I'm so sick of having a uterus why did I have to be born with one?? Doing anything hurts like hell and I'm getting really pissed off by that.
Sorry that was really long lol
I’m so sorry about your family. As soon as you are old enough you might want to consider cutting them out of your life. And I’m really sorry about your cramps, they suck :(
This law system. Who says it’s illegal for me to murder and eat my young? God this law and order thing sucks
Haha it does suck. There should be some rules or we would be in an apocalypse now, but most laws suck
I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. My one standard (that I would die before I negate it) keeps me single. There is no outlet for the affection and care I want to give, the love to share.
I’m going to graduate from high school next June, then I have to think about the future, but I don’t even know what I want to do with my life, perhaps I can move to England and marry my boyfriend who lives there. The whole thinking about the future thing is scary, because I have no clue what to do with my life. I want to go to university, but it’s gonna drain me mentally and physically. Maybe if I just jumped off a bridge I wouldn’t have to think about it anymore. Trigger warning for thoughts of self harm, the other day, I was looking for a sewing needle that I lost, and I saw razor blades and I considered self harm, but I decided against it, because if my dad saw it he would wonder what happened. My mental health is not good lately, high school is emotionally killing me, and the only thing that keeps me from ending it all is my boyfriend, he tells me that I make him the happiest person in the world. I can’t handle all this stress and uncertainty, but I don’t really have a choice at all, so I guess I just have to keep going until I drop.
death sounds peaceful. no responsibilities, no hate, no suffering. just eternal dreaming. it’s too much.
Amy, even if it feels hopeless, there’s always something out there that will make you happy. Don’t give up, because even though I don’t actually know you, I’m sure you’re a strong, intelligent, wonderful person. You might want to get a pet though, if you don’t already have one.
Bro, why can’t I just tear animatronics apart and extract the murdered children souls from their bodies in peace so I can become more IMMORTAL, without getting stuck in a burning building, springlocked, getting haunted by ghost kids I murderized, or trapped in a hell purgatory where I gotta fight the animatronics I created. I mean come on..what did I do to deserve all this!? How bad can I possibly be!?
*correction, I won't downvote you into oblivion:) but I will do the above
*correction, I won't downvote you into oblivion:) but I will do the above
