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Hey Pandas, Tell Me Something That You Are Afraid To Tell Friends And Family In Real Life
We all have our secrets, whether they be big or small. And sometimes we cant bring ourselves to bring it to the attention of those we know in real life. Post your answers here, in this judge-free, guilt-free environment.
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That I am incredibly lonely
Same??? I have like, 6 siblings, my mom and dad, so I shouldn't be but... I am. And now that I'm realizing this I might start crying
🏳️🌈For a while, it was me being gay. Now I'm quite open about it.🏳️🌈
Not my friends but my family.1) I'm gay 2) I'm depressed
You are you! And you are perfect! I am not gonna tell you "just speak to your family and everything is gonna be ok". I am just wishing you to take a deep breath, surround yourself with those who love you and love yourself because you worth it!
Anything to do with emotions. I don’t do well with them. I’m the good child, problem few child, so my siblings who are worst off get the attention they need. However, now I’m at war with myself because I can’t decide whether or not I’m actually not okay, or if I’m making c**p up. Like I was crying in the shower, couldn’t recall why I was crying, stopped and a instant and then decided since I stopped so quick I faked it
I can 100% feel this from the bottom of my heart. I hurt, but I forget why. I also am constantly at war with myself and always seem to loose. I send you hugs. Even if you can't feel them they are there and are not fake.
“Dead, but not allowed to die.
Alive, but as good as dead.
Suzanne Collins
I am the second oldest and am the "Good kid" . I do so much, yet I get taken for granted.(Kitchen, living room, dining room, watch siblings, make food, walk dogs, check mail, dishes[siblings chore], front of the house [siblings chore], laundry [ also siblings chore].) Did I mention that I also do my siblings chores cause they don't do it. If it is not done I can not focus.
My siblings who slouch around all day and do nothing whatsoever get so much attention. Even though I am happy they get attention I just wish I got what I wanted. I feel like everytime I do something for them and try to meet the "Enough" title they push it just out of reach. This leaves me in a world of hurt, but still I blame myself. It is a vicious cycle I keep riding. I can't tell them though. I am afraid they will get mad or upset. Maybe they think I am faking it. I think I do fake it. I forget a lot. It helps and it doesn't. It hurts that I don't remember why I hurt. If you were one of my family friends you would probally think I have everything made. I get told I have everything going for me. I just don't believe I do. I have these thoughts I don't want. And things creep into my mind, violent things. I want help but I can't reach cause I'm scared. I don't know why I feel this way. I think I should get help. But what would I even say? "Hey, parents of mine. I just called you to say I feel depressed because I didn't get what I wanted. .. yeah, the thing I wanted was attention."
Maybe I'm just ungrateful. Maybe it is me not looking around and realizing. Even though I do. I pray. I pray for better. I think it does come but I'm to blind or just to lazy to see it.
Whenever I am in a vehicle with you, all I can smell is your breath. And its disgusting. Thats why I have the window down. I dont care if its freezing out... Oh wait this was supposed to be something Im afraid to say. Ah well...
