Tell the rat Jesus your fears
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Losing myself.
Not like dying, but to depression or mental illness or something else that I can't stop and will make me hurt the people I love.
I also have the dreaded fear of someone I love doing the same thing and me not being able to stop it.
I had 2 very serious and long major depressive episodes. I'm doing well now, but I'm constantly worried it will come back. People give me a hard time for not working 40 hours a week. Or not spending every free moment with my son. My sanity is my number one priority. I don't have to explain my life choices to them. I'm taking care of myself.
Needles! But after that i fear being stuck in this endless boring job in this boring town with no one to share my life with
Not my biggest fear however killing a spider while fully clothed is easy. Killing a spider while naked in the shower is whole different story
Probably losing control of my mind, what makes me truly me.
Or maybe being filled with worms. That too.
