Share one moment you believe you would die.
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Theres so many dumb ways i could die. My boned in my feet sometimes pop out so i might just fall down some stairs or just while walking and die of embarrassment. My doctor told me that there is nothing wrong with my lungs i just don't know how to breathe like a normal person should, so there's always a possibility of me just forgetting all together. As to when, I'm going to say probably sooner than later
I've almost gotten run over because I was lost in my own world so many times, it's become a joke in my family. The worst bit was probably while I was at an overnight camp, and it started storming BADLY. We were in our platform tents, and I remember the counselors shouting for everyone to grab their day packs, a flashlight, and get to the unit shelter, don't stop for anything else, and stay in a tent group. We all ran to the unit shelter (my friend twisted her ankle in the dark) and had to stay there for hours in the middle of the night. The power went out (only the unit shelter had it), no one could leave to go to the bathhouse, and some poor kids left their water bottles and we had to share. Eventually it let up around 3 in the morning, but that was TERRIFYING. They let us stay in the air conditioned dining hall all day long though because of it :D
I went through a phase at about 8 when i was convinced I was dying for absolutely no reason, literally my foot could tingle and I'd be like, yeah, that's me gone. Luckily it was only about a week. Then I was convinced I wouldn't make it to 16, for years and years, again, no reason. Glad to report that my sixteenth was a little over a week ago and I'm feeling pretty good with life.
Probably the moment I feel any real happiness. My entire body would reject the feeling and collapse. My funeral eulogy would be 1 minute long, and they would probably have to make things up to give the impression that I wasn't mired in depression for most of my life.
We (my family) were on vacation to an aquarium, and the parking lot was one of those parking lots that are like big buildings with multiple levels. We were on the top level, and I was looking down, and my brothers were chasing each other and one of them bumped into me. I stumbled and almost fell, luckily there was a fence to keep me in but if it wasn't there I think I would've fallen over the edge
