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Wanted my last post to be something positive. There's a lot of sh**ty stuff going on at any and all times, and we tend to get swept up in that and forget that things are actually not terrible sometimes. Have a great day!
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#1
It's small, but there's a science project I'm working on that I'm excited about. It's about de-extinction of the Irish elk and I've already immersed myself in Irish elk info and biology. It's gonna be my science fair project and I'm just really looking forward to it! Irish elk were rad and you guys should look them up
Final score:
11points
Bisexual Axolotls 2 years ago
That sounds cool! It's sad that your leaving, you've become one of my favorite people on here despite the fact I joined BP not a while ago. I hope that your mental health gets better, you didn't deserve the amount of hate people directed at you. If you ever need someone to talk to, just look up my username online, you should be able to find my other accounts. Good luck!
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Submission author) 2 years ago
Thank you. I guess I probably should have seen it coming, I just thought BP was a more welcoming place than it is
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and_a_touch_of_the_’tism 2 years ago (edited)
Nooo I’m going to miss you! You’re one of my favorite people on this site. I get it though, there were always trolls on this site but lately it’s just turned into a cesspool. I might leave too, but I’m addicted. I hope your mental health gets better, and I truly believe that everyone here that’s a decent person will miss you. Love ya man, have a great life.
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Submission author) 2 years ago
Addicted is another reason to leave. I'll miss you too, but I'd really encourage you to detach yourself. It's hard, but it works. If you ever see another crowspectre on social media, that's me and I'll probably be just as awesome as always. I'll really miss all of you guys (except for the obvious) and I hope you have a great life too.
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freakingbee (she/they) 2 years ago
UM NOO IM GONNA MISS YOU SO MUCH :(((( but it's your decision and if i was in your position i would do the same. i'm so sorry this happened and just know that i will keep fighting these asshoIes for as long as i stay. thank you for mentioning me in your bio btw, that means a lot. and just know that if you ever come back to bp you'll always be welcome to us.
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Submission author) 2 years ago
Thank you! I'd encourage you to be careful, they all want a new target and the moment I'm gone they're going to be looking for one. Loki's probably next, but as long as you speak out against their bigotry, you'll be on the list
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gosh it's been a week and just as i suspected bored panda is not the same without you. i'm still trying to contact the bp team to put in a blocking system and hopefully they follow through. i hope you're doing well!
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Submission author) 2 years ago
Ahhh f**k it why do I suck at making good decisions I shouldn't be on this site I said I wouldn't but here I am anyways I am doing covid (it's literally just a cold cause I have all the boosters tho) and I hope you're doing well too. Why do I suck this much at making responsible decisions please tell me to leave it'd be doing a great favour to me
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I'm happy because I finally got the word that I'm going to get 2 new power-wheelchairs! I had a Stroke 27 April 2022 which totally destroyed my right side, I only put in for one chair. However, the medics decided I needed 2. A hybrid indoor/outdoor power-chair and a mega outdoor power-chair. Happy doesn't describe it! I only just joined BP and your posts were among the first I read on here and which I really liked and convinced me to stay. I'm sorry that you've been getting cr*p from a-holes. Wishing you all the best for the future. I'll keep an eye out for your handle on other SM. I'm always Social Hermit or Wheelchair Witch. Peace and good vibes, Cal.
Final score:
10points
#3
I told my Gender Sexuality Alliance about my boyfriend and that I’m engaged, but I was so nervous to say it out loud. If anyone downvotes me, I wish you have the worst day of your life. I tried being nice, but no more Mr nice guy, I’m done with you downvoting trolls! Homophobic trolls, you make me sick!
Final score:
9points
crowspectre (leaving BP) 2 years ago
Hell yeah! Don't worry about the bigots, I've luckily managed to get quite a few fellow queers in this thread and they won't have a chance here. I wish you luck with your boyfriend!
Loki's_Lil_Butterknife 2 years ago
Congratulations! Wishing you and your boyfriend all the very best!
#4
I have a purring cat on my lap ☺️ he’s so happy and snuggly. Also, bye! It’s been really nice reading your comments, you’re one of my favorite people on here and I’m going to miss you! I hope you have an amazing life. I’m considering leaving BP too, because it’s been getting really toxic and I’m addicted.
Final score:
8points
crowspectre (leaving BP) 2 years ago
Cats are the best, I wish I had one. If you're considering leaving, I'd encourage it. Judging by the way things are, it'll only get worse. I'll miss you too!
and_a_touch_of_the_’tism (Submission author) 2 years ago
I can’t attach pictures, sorry :( my cat is on the challenge I made along with a bunch of other pets though
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Something I’m happy about. I started texting a girl again. After I got ghosted on 12/31/21 after my winter formal date canceling(family issues which I understood very well) on me but saying she would make it up and never did and also moved away. Then I gave up on finding love but before that date I had a crush on one girl for 3 years and this Valentine’s Day I wrote her a letter with the words I had thought of for 3 years and also made her some cookies. She responds 14 hours later(the next day at 11:45 am) and we start texting back and forth and I felt that feeling when texting a girl. It was a good feeling. I don’t care about a serious relationship. I only care about a meaningful connection.
Final score:
6points
#6
i found my best friends, finally. people who genuinely care about me and want to be around me and don't make me feel like absolute shlt all the time. even when i mess up they don't make me feel awful about myself. after a year of therapy and slowly working my way out of the mess i was in my friend situation is getting better. even though i'm going to a different high school i'm confident we'll stay in touch. sam, jay, and alex if you're reading this i love yall and thank you for everything
Final score:
5points
#7
I recently saw a Youtube tutorial where I learnt how to make stickers. I can now make stickers of some of my OCs and sell it if I want to. I also told my class a story yesterday about how a group of buddies time travel and accidently cause the extinction of the dinosaurs. The best part about the story was that I improvised more than half of it and everyone loved it
Final score:
4points
Stardust she/her (Submission author) 2 years ago
I’m also really sad to see you go Crowspectre. Even though we never interacted I always saw you as a friend as we share some similar interests. I hope that Bp gets its act together and the trolls stop spamming posts. Will you ever come back after a year or more?
crowspectre (leaving BP) 2 years ago
I'll probably check in a while, just to see if it's calmed down here.
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What do you think ?
Loki's_Lil_Butterknife 2 years ago (edited)
Oh Crowspectre, I am so sorry for what they horrible trolls did to you. I tried to speak with the BoredPanda team about the hate speech on this site so hopefully they will look into this. We will miss you and do hope that you come back. Everybody deserves to be tolerated and expected for who they are and you are totally awesome!
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Post author) 2 years ago
Thank you. I'll probably check this site in a while to see if they've implemented a blocking system, and if they have, I'll be back. Good luck
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Angie Chiyoko ( She/they) 2 years ago
I just wanted to say, I really enjoyed seeing your comments. You almost always were able to make me laugh. I'm sad that you have to go but I hope you're able to focus on yourself and staying positive and in a good mental space. I'll miss seeing your comments. I'd love to keep being able to chat with you ( and anyone else who just needs a friend) I dont have a phone so I usually email. ( Angie_Koharu119@outlook.com ) Email me if you ever wanna talk cus u seem like a really cool person and I'd like to have you as a friend
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Post author) 2 years ago
Thank you! I'll keep that in mind
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crowspectre (he/they) (Post author) 2 years ago
Unfortunately <3 glad to see I'm making people happy tho!
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Pansexual Child of Hades 2 years ago
Hey, crowspectre, know that we, ur followers, will miss u so godfriggin much! me, being new on this site, haven't recieved much hate. But I'm sure it is horrible. the staff ought to put in human mods. Also, I legit just created a spotify account to follow you. I'm sad to see u go. hopefully, we meet again. hopefully, it's safe to post my gmail ID here, but yeah. mridhukiran02@gmail.com. Whenever u need to talk, we're here. ok?
Pansexual Child of Hades 2 years ago
Bye crowspectre... Even tho I've not known u via ur comments for that long, it is obvious to me that U are an amazing dude. We'll miss you, one of the greatest commenters on this site. Hope that u can stabilize your mental health over the course of the next couple of years. After all, a website isn't worth losing ur mental health over. Wherever you are, stay safe, happy, and healthy! We'll miss U, crowspectre. U R an amazing human being
TheMagicOfBeingMia 2 years ago (edited)
Hey Crowspectre , I just want to say that your submissions actually made me proud to be a writer because i could showcase my works, we're all gonna miss you and im so sorry you had to deal with all these buttfaces fir being out and proud, goodbye and good luck!
Loki's_Lil_Butterknife 2 years ago (edited)
Oh Crowspectre, I am so sorry for what they horrible trolls did to you. I tried to speak with the BoredPanda team about the hate speech on this site so hopefully they will look into this. We will miss you and do hope that you come back. Everybody deserves to be tolerated and expected for who they are and you are totally awesome!
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Post author) 2 years ago
Thank you. I'll probably check this site in a while to see if they've implemented a blocking system, and if they have, I'll be back. Good luck
Load More Replies... Angie Chiyoko ( She/they) 2 years ago
I just wanted to say, I really enjoyed seeing your comments. You almost always were able to make me laugh. I'm sad that you have to go but I hope you're able to focus on yourself and staying positive and in a good mental space. I'll miss seeing your comments. I'd love to keep being able to chat with you ( and anyone else who just needs a friend) I dont have a phone so I usually email. ( Angie_Koharu119@outlook.com ) Email me if you ever wanna talk cus u seem like a really cool person and I'd like to have you as a friend
crowspectre (leaving BP) (Post author) 2 years ago
Thank you! I'll keep that in mind
Load More Replies... crowspectre (he/they) (Post author) 2 years ago
Unfortunately <3 glad to see I'm making people happy tho!
Load More Replies... Pansexual Child of Hades 2 years ago
Hey, crowspectre, know that we, ur followers, will miss u so godfriggin much! me, being new on this site, haven't recieved much hate. But I'm sure it is horrible. the staff ought to put in human mods. Also, I legit just created a spotify account to follow you. I'm sad to see u go. hopefully, we meet again. hopefully, it's safe to post my gmail ID here, but yeah. mridhukiran02@gmail.com. Whenever u need to talk, we're here. ok?
Pansexual Child of Hades 2 years ago
Bye crowspectre... Even tho I've not known u via ur comments for that long, it is obvious to me that U are an amazing dude. We'll miss you, one of the greatest commenters on this site. Hope that u can stabilize your mental health over the course of the next couple of years. After all, a website isn't worth losing ur mental health over. Wherever you are, stay safe, happy, and healthy! We'll miss U, crowspectre. U R an amazing human being
TheMagicOfBeingMia 2 years ago (edited)
Hey Crowspectre , I just want to say that your submissions actually made me proud to be a writer because i could showcase my works, we're all gonna miss you and im so sorry you had to deal with all these buttfaces fir being out and proud, goodbye and good luck!
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