what is your biggest fear for me Im claustrophobic
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it's super dumb but i've always been scared of robotic voices and sounds. like voicemails or the voice that announces a lockdown (even if it's just a drill). and continuous beeping noises too.
Ugh, I hate beeping sounds. And any high-pitched sounds. But specifically beeping.
That my mom will die or kill herself (she has tried before) and I'll be stuck living with (and taking care of) my dad. He is emotionally abusive to both me and my mom, and while he is working on his mental health issues (bipolar that was untreated for a long time and an addiction, plus some other stuff) and he is getting better, my mom dying would probably send him into a spiral. My mom is almost 60 and has had several health scares recently, and I'm very worried about her mental health. She has told me that if she died before I was a adult I would go live with her sister, but I wouldn't put it past my dad to try an sue for custody. His mom would help him, his parents always loved suing people. My dads parents actually sued for partial custody of my brother when he was young (apparently that was legal at the time?) And won, so he had to spend weekends and other time with them. I know that's oddly specific to me, but it's the thing I fear the most. Sorry for the rant.
This need explanation-grown men standing near me, or sitting next to me in public. Especially if they trap me (by taking the aisle) seat. I'm constantly on the lookout so I don't get catcalled/sexually assaulted or something, so it freaks me the f**k out.
