No judging. Just a bit of a confession and sympathy.
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Trying to figure out who'll care for our child with special needs when we can't anymore.
A couple of things
You may already know because I have been talking about it a lot but my favourite YouTuber fxiryluna just quit and I cried for an hour straight
And me and my mum have been going through some issues lately
I completely believe it is my fault and I am trying to be better
Note: today me and my mum had a huge argument, she threatened to take me out of school if I didn’t improve my grades and “have a major personality change”
Sister's friend saying she only likes me because I don't have many autism traits. (IM MASKING)
Sunday my anxiety to go back to school kicked in when I woke up making my brain think of extremes to take to avoid going back (stuff like sh or server side and I promise I won’t do that I know it’s not good and I’ve never tried or planned anything) It was very impulsive but scared me and made me a bit sad.
Then…
Monday I was super scared for my bf because he was saying how he wanted to kill himself and when I asked him to try and promise me he wouldn’t he couldn’t even do that. I was able to contact his parents and they had a good talk. Bf was able to take Tuesday off of school and he said he had a good day so things are looking up.
I’m sad for no reason, it’s actually multiple reasons but I know that this too will pass
I'm sad about how my favourite App (Bored Panda) is ruining itself by using pop-up adverts. Which means I'm not using it so much.
I'm sad because I think that no one wil ever truly love me. it's all I want I just want to love. I love myself. I am doing well. but oh God I am going to d13 alone
More people love, care and think about you than you would think. Maybe you just don't pick up on it or interpret how they show it as love
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I'm sad about how my favourite App (Bored Panda) is ruining itself by using pop-up adverts. Which means I'm not using it so much.
I'm sad because I think that no one wil ever truly love me. it's all I want I just want to love. I love myself. I am doing well. but oh God I am going to d13 alone
More people love, care and think about you than you would think. Maybe you just don't pick up on it or interpret how they show it as love
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