some people just need to get it out there and tell people about their situation at home weather it’s good or bad, so everypanda is welcome!
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my mom just found out that i’m dating someone and i’ve been lying to her for months about it and it was a misunderstanding because it always sounds like she’s interrogating me and that i’m in trouble and it feels good to get the whole truth out (this happened yesterday) because i’ve been telling myself only the part that it happened and only repeating that chunk of memory and that’s not any way to fully numb it and erase it from my mind or at least become comfortable with the thought. (that’s what i do with my memories that… i’m not particularly fond of.)
and i flinch whenever she gets near me, and so do my brothers, but i can’t remember why…
my parents found out i'm gay back in july but they pretend i'm straight, and they searched through my phone and found out that i was questioning my gender and they don't know i'm nonbinary but i get misgendered all the time. they truly seem to think it's a phase and i'm being brainwashed and i'm too young to know who i am.
same with my mom! She thinks kids are too young to know who they are and it infuriates me! She also goes through my phone (which has led me to pick up some neat tricks to hide things 😏)
Umumumum my mom left to go get the milk… Other than that good tho. It was really stressful having her around and she always degraded me for everything.
kinda sounds like my mom. I’m glad you’re away from that toxic relationship
