It can be anything, really. If you have anything you really need to state but don't have a trusted person to speak to, this is your place.

#1

As a 13-year old computer-nerd I almost tanked one of the biggest companies in the country's server-park including backups, by spilling a full can of pepsi in a server room. Noone saw it, and I'm still clear to this day. But man I was f-ing fast out of there :D

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11 months ago

Ah yes, forgot to say the company name - it was Skanska :p

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#2

It wouldn’t be a secret anymore if I told you, now would it?

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Night Owl
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11 months ago (edited)

Good answer :D

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#3

Hearing people say that if a woman has a C-section that she is not a real mother is like a knife in the gut. I have two children and would have loved to have them naturally. The closest I got was giving birth (per say) to a miscarried child at 22 weeks. His twin was removed via D&E. A C-section is NOT the easy way out and it doesn't lessen the love a mother has for their child. People think before opening your mouth.

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Suzanne Griscom
Community Member
11 months ago

Stuff them. Who cares what shittypeople think? I had my kids the usual way but couldn't breast feed. Turns out my breast are merely ornamental (my joke). It hurt, literally and figuratively, to not be able to feed them. They're healthy affectionate teens anyway. You know you're a good momma. Tune out the negative jerks. <3

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#4

I really like the movie "Tank Girl" and I don't mean ironically. I know its horrible but it brings me so much joy to watch it.

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veronica bingham
Community Member
11 months ago

You are Not alone, another l Loved that was canned by critics is "Hudson Hawk"

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#5

I cant come out. I’m in a safe, loving home but I can’t.
To me coming out as bi means jumping off a cliff of safety into the unknown.

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WalksAroundMountains
Community Member
11 months ago

For some people it's normal to only love one gender, others fall in love with a specific person, regardless of their gender. There's really nothing wrong with seeing a person's soul first.

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#6

I paid for her sons glasses without her knowing

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R Carson
Community Member
11 months ago

Random acts of kindness-always good.

#7

I lied on my initial resume for work 12 years ago and I mean everything. Degrees, former jobs, and expertise. I have been with the same company and have been promoted multiple times up to director and run a team globally with around 1500 people reporting to me at any given point….I have to lie from time to time when people talk about my past and it kills me to lie but I love that I can support my wife and daughter without worrying about money. It’s a constant level of shame and pride.

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Brittany Beverly
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11 months ago

Fake it to make it

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#8

I’ve been depressed for a long time but I’m taking my time to find out who I want to be

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veronica bingham
Community Member
11 months ago

Good on you hon. Best Wishes.

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#9

Actors and musicians and politicians need to stop spreading bullshit misinformation about COVID vaccines. We all need to get one so this can stop!

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LJ Robinson
Community Member
11 months ago

With all the variants we've seen in such a short amount of time, I'm betting it's just too damn late. People who don't want to, won't. It's become a hill a lot of people are going to die on.

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#10

TW for s*xual assault:
When I was 12 I was sexually assaulted by my nephew Who was an older teen at that time around 17 I think. It really hurts to keep this inside and not tell anyone at home about it but at the same time I feel like there's no point in telling them because all it would cause is family problems plus I don't I'll be able to answer their questions or explain it to them in details so it's just easier not to open up...I wish I opened up at the time it happened. I thought I forgave him for religious reasons but it still hurts me and I end up crying randomly sometimes, it's been 4 years and I still feel uncomfortable seeing him although I just talk and pretend nothing happened because that's what he does and I bet he'll gaslight me if I confront him about it

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Suzanne Griscom
Community Member
11 months ago

Please find a good therapist who c an help you process this awful, awful thing. You and your health are worth fighting ft or.

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#11

my best friend moved all the way to the other side of the country and i miss her so much and i pretend im okay but in reality it feels like my life has no meaning anymore, and she was one of the only things keeping me alive. now that she's gone i just want to end it all but i can't tell anyone because im scared they'll just tell me "oh she's the one who moved she has it worse than you" and ik, i just dont know why its hitting me so hard and i hate it

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Pink Floydian Panda
Community Member
11 months ago

Please don't do anything drastic. I would be happy to show you what help is available. It is a sad thing that you feel like you have lost you best friend, but think about the guilt and pain she would experience if you were to kill yourself because she moved. You do not say why she moved and if it is temporary or permanent. Is there any chance you could move closer to her? If not please remember that there are so many ways to keep in touch these days- video call, texts, social media. It is not the same as being with her, but you can stay connected. Only a kind, compassionate person could miss a friend so dearly. Please stay strong. Your life has value and meaning and the world would be a much worse place without you. Tomorrow will be a better day.

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#12

So, you wanna know where the bodies are?

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R Carson
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11 months ago

Nope

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#13

my secret is a black jellycat bunny plushie who comes everywhere with me in my pocket 😬 i know its stupid and theyre for babies and im an adult and a goth/metalhead but i have autism and squishing him makes me feel calm, id die of embarrasment if anyone saw him 😂

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Skara Brae
Community Member
11 months ago

Maybe you can make him a little head-banger cosplay costume. Just in case someone sees him.

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#14

I am dating a non-binary person

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HooowlAtTheMoon
Community Member
11 months ago

hey hey me too

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#15

I’m really angry at my husband who died 6 years ago. I’m not angry because he died, I’m just angry.

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Terilee Bruyere
Community Member
11 months ago

Today is the 6 year anniversary of the death of my mother. Grief can take all sorts of weird paths and anger at being left behind is normal. A grief counselor may help you but I completely understand if you don't want to try that. I used to write letters to my mother then burned them. I got out all the frustration, pain, confusion, etc in them.

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#16

My husband of 30 years died in an accident 2 years ago. I miss him and mourn him every day. My secret is that life is now better without him.

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Caro Caro
Community Member
11 months ago

Just because you love someone doesn't mean life is easy. I get you and please don't feel guilty.

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#17

I know the meaning of life, but I'm scared to tell anyone about it. But it does involve cake.

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Helen Haley
Community Member
11 months ago

Of course it does. The ultimate answer to everything is 42 and cake.

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#18

I have a really bad case of negativity. I always map things out in the worst case scenario and it brings me and others down. Does anyone have any solution at all?

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Alloydog
Community Member
11 months ago

Try using it as a starting point and think of what you want to happen: That is the best case scenario. Remember "Si vis pacem, para bellum" - "If you want peace, prepare for war" or "Hope for the best, prepare for the worst". It's not easy, I know, my son suffers from PTSD, anxiety and so on, and often let focusing on the worse case overwhelm him. He does things like write down a goal, write how it should be achieved, think about what could go wrong and think how to turn that into something positive. Doesn't always work, but he's trying. It might not work for you, but try different things. If you find yourself overwhelmed by doubt and bad feeling, try to find someone to rage to. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bRD51qEJ8t4

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#19

ahaha I'm sorta in love with my best friend...No clue how to tell her so for now it's my little secret. :)

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Something Different
Community Member
11 months ago

Ayyyy! in the same boat! the real killer is that he used to like me *face palm* and then I kind of fell for him a month after he kinda-sorta confessed. Yayyyy! Cheers to many tears! may the dragons bless your conquest.

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#20

I'm thinking I might be bisexual, but honestly I don't know. I know I'm attracted to guys, but I'm really not sure if I'm attracted to girls yet. Also, I am super worried about one of my friends. He's really depressed and I don't want to lose him seeing as I may or may not have a crush on him. I know there's no way I can fix it seeing as I have mental health issues too (bad case of anxiety), but I'm trying to figure out a way to help him in some other way.

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Raven DeathShade
Community Member
11 months ago

For me, discovering if I was bi, I pictured myself with another girl. In my case, she was my best friend that I had had a crush on for a while. Then I started talking with other people, realizing that I actually was attracted to both genders.

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#21

Shhhhhhhh............ I'm hunting wabbits.

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Skara Brae
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11 months ago

... but it's duck season.

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#22

I still love my ex. It's been 3 yrs since. Pretending that i just want to be single etc. A lot of people believing at my advice so i just keep my feelings. I don't want them to see that the person they believing doesnt even know how to move on. I still love her even thou we didn't talk for a long time. I just keep ignoring it but i know i still love her

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R Carson
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11 months ago

That sucks

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#23

I find it really hard to talk to other people about my depression and how I (almost) committed suicide. I feel like all I would get is pity and people telling me not to do it. I'm not going to because I've changed my mind and I am not in the place I was. Any advice??

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Suzanne Griscom
Community Member
11 months ago

You are a hero for staying alive and not giving in to the sadness. You are brave and strong and a wonderful example to others who feel the same kind of sadness. Thank you for sharing! Finding the right therapist makes a huge difference. Keep looking if the first few aren't a good match.

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#24

One time I drew on the wall of my parents house with a crayon when I was a kid and blamed it on my little brother who got punished instead of me. I pity the single child, no one to point your finger at to escape punishment!

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Suzanne Griscom
Community Member
11 months ago

That happened to me as a really little kid. Neighbor kid drew on house, handed me the crayon and ran off just as the parent came around the house. Taught me to watch out for and avoid sneaky people. You're fine. Kids do all sorts of crappy stuff.

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#25

I'm not suicidal, but if I was to die right now, it wouldn't bother me. I care about my family and my friends but I just don't see any way for my life to improve at the moment. It probably will, I just can't see it....

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albernistuff 4sale
Community Member
11 months ago

Yep.

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#26

My father passed almost five years ago and I'm still grieving. No one knows this, I just don't feel like I have anyone to talk about it. On the surface, it looks as if I had moved on, but in reality, I´m still deeply sad.

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lara
Community Member
11 months ago

OK, you can talk about your pain. You don't have to talk to a friend. Talk to your dog, or cat, or, even, a tree. You need to articulate your feelings. You need to "hear them" spoken out loud. Hearing them, allows you to "see" them. In that you are no longer focusing on one tiny or big thing, but putting them into perspective.

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#27

I don’t care how bad it is, Sharknado is the best movie series I’ve ever had the honor of watching

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Ethan Ruppert
Community Member
11 months ago

Yes, I agree. The plot, characters, and quite frankly, everything about the movies, is terrible, but it had an interesting concept that I would love to see be redone… but better

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#28

one time I ate one of those packing peanuts when I was like 8

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H.L.Lewis
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11 months ago

I used to have a cat that ate styrofoam. Little white blobs in his poop. Lol

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#29

After almost dying of covid. walking into the clinic where I work scares the f*ck out of me.

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Skara Brae
Community Member
11 months ago

Many of us appreciate your bravery! That's not a trivial thing to do. Is there anything that can make you safer while you are there?

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#30

Putting something on a public website, on the internet is the LAST "safe" place, are you nuts??!!

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Skara Brae
Community Member
11 months ago

Especially when it shows your user name right there above the Post button.

#31

I've silently struggled with an eating disorder since I was eleven. I'm doing much much better now, but it's still a process. Only my internet friends know currently- I never told my family.

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Ozacoter
Community Member
11 months ago

We all support you and we are proud of you for fighting :)

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#32

I'm a really huge pushover and too nice for my own good, and it's really hard and I think I might really need therapy because I dont tell anyone about anything because I dont want to inconvenience anyone! There was this one time the gym teacher in 5th grade made us do a plank the whole hour nonstop because someone said a couple words while he was giving instructions, and I couldnt straighten my arms and everyone was in so much pain that the gym teacher was reported, and I DIDNT TELL ANYONE! I was scared that my parents would move me to a different school and I was afraid people would lose their jobs, I was afraid I would get grounded, I was afraid my parents were gonna have to pay like 10,000 dollars for it!!! I really need to get off this habit!

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FearReaper
Community Member
11 months ago

I have the same problem (not with the mental issues, but with the pushover.) The best thing you can do is say no. If its important, dont do this, but if someone starts using you for there own goals, saying no will help you build confidence, and start to solve the rest of it. Im still suffering it, but this is the best advice i can give. Hope it helps!

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#33

I might be a "highly sensitive person". It is a psychological terms that means someone who might experienced stronger psychological reaction, whether it is positive or negative, compared to normal person.

Some says it is a gift, since you can be more emphatize with others, but I see it as a curse, since it causes me more pain to the point I used to be suicidal.

I want to go to psycholog or therapist to address this matter, but in my country (Indonesia), if you ever go to one, you'll be stigmatized as mentally deranged person or worse, "less than a normal human". Even most companies or insurance companies will track your record if you've ever gone to that kind of place, thus lessen your chance to be approved.

Up to now, I'm still relying on self-help or self-therapy if you want to call it so. But I'm open should I've ever met a therapist that could keep the session with me discreet.

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Cate Tastrophe
Community Member
11 months ago

Maybe you can seek some online help? I only did a super quick search and found these; https://internationaltherapistdirectory.com/online-listings/ https://www.telementalhealthtraining.com/international-counseling I have too been over sensitive. Have had a long history of mental health issues and luckily an unsuccessful suicide attempt. I was misdiagnosed for a long time, bipolar and BPD being treated as depression. Talking and medication has helped me immensely and I hope you're able to get some assistance. I'm very lucky to be in Australia, sending good thoughts. x

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#34

I’m 13. I have depression, I am non-binary, I like women and fellow enbys. I have a history of self harm, multiple suicide attempts, and are VERY insecure. My self harm started when I was nine, I didn’t realize it was self harm until I got older. What I would do is find shards of glass and cut my fingertips, I squeezed the blood out and licked it up. (The taste of blood is somewhat satisfying). My self harm escalated at about 10, I found scissors and cut my arm, i kept doing so until I was caught, they hid the scissors to help keep me safe. I visit my grandmother often, she often goes out for smoke breaks, I would go to the kitchen and cut my arms with a knife. I would hide my arms, and got caught again. I’ve learned to cut my legs instead. I’m insecure about my chest size, not because it’s too small, but because it’s too big. I’m not content with being a girl, I dislike the title and do not want lady bits. I have a transphobic not supportive “family member” I do not consider him a part of my family because of how harmful he is towards me. It is not physical but verbal, he keeps trying to convince me that I’m a girl and that I always be one. He always disrespects my pronouns (they/them) purposefully and does not accept being corrected. I hate him for how disrespectful he is, and whenever we get done arguing he goes back to talking like nothing happened and it infuriates me. I always wear a smile and positive attitude, and whenever I’m alone I rest my face and try not to cry.

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cookie lover
Community Member
11 months ago

hey, fellow 13 year old enby here too. i don't know if you want someone to respond to this vent (if you don't, i'll delete this). you don't know me, but i'm here for you. i understand what you're going through (started to sh with scissors when i was 11). please try to sh less, i understand it relieves everything for a little bit, but i rlly want you to stay safe (/gen). remember 2 use training/sports bras to bind, get a dysphoria hoodie to wear so you can feel more comfortable about your body !! you're so absolutely valid !! - from a fellow genderfvck ^^

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#35

Sometimes I can’t deal with life I lost my mum last year and since then I feel so disassociated from the world it’s like I’m constantly living a nightmare that I can’t wake up from . But I have 3 kids and a house and a dog and a husband and I keep going through the motions everyday but I just want to stay in bed because it’s all too much

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Nancy Walker
Community Member
11 months ago

You have depression. Meds and therapy can raise the curtain so you can see the sunlight again. It will never be perfect, but it can be better. Please reach out for help. You are so worth it.

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#36

I didn’t know what love was until my current relationship even though I’m in my late thirties. I feel so lucky to be this happy.

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Tami
Community Member
11 months ago

Great post for younger people here who've been feeling unlucky at love!

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#37

I paid for her sons glasses without her knowing who did it

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Davis the Greatest
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11 months ago

Repeat

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#38

I don't like the majority of my family. It's not that they're bad people or anything like that. But if we weren't related, there's no way I'd spend time with them. I'd never tell any of them that because of course it would be monumentally hurtful, but I feel like I have nothing in common with them, disagree with most of their opinions, and our personalities just don't mesh well. I love them and I know they love me, but I feel like a complete outsider and like it's not safe to be myself around them. I've made excuses to avoid the last several family get-togethers. There have been several times my feelings have been completely invalidated over things that really, really mattered to me, and that's made me not want to talk to them about things that are important to me. How can there be a good relationship when you can't be authentic or open or vulnerable around your family? And honestly, I low-key suspect that a lot of them think me coming out as nonbinary and pan is bullsh*t and just won't say it to my face. Also not a great feeling.

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Dina Simoné
Community Member
11 months ago

Surround yourself with people that understand you and you will care less about the opinion of "Family". Real family are the people you choose in your life. It is really important to have a good support system. Flowers only bloom in the right environment.

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#39

im an introvert but deep down im an extrovert, i want to be able to talk to people and have fun and make friends but my anxiety makes me too awkward around people to do so, ik its not that uncommon, but its been eating at me inside

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Community Member
11 months ago

first post yay

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#40

I have a crush on my friend
whew

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Vanta Black
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11 months ago

Are they Scotland's Second Favourite Gay?

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#41

i'm scared i might have multiple personalities/be a system.
for the past couple of months i've been hearing many different voices that weren't the average intrusive thoughts. they have different genders, ages, pronouns, names, and they pop up somewhat often. for the past few weeks or so some of them have also. taken over my body somewhat? and just pushed me out of control of my body with a vague awareness on what was happening. i am aware that multiple personalities and systems are mainly created because of childhood trauma. however, i can't remember my childhood. it's such a stupid situation that i can't even explain to my therapist because i don't want to make it sound like i'm faking it for clout or something. but it scares me so much, i hate not being in full control over myself, and i hate not understanding what's going on in my head.

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Skara Brae
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11 months ago

Although I haven't experienced anything like this, I at least know what you mean about wanting to be in control of yourself. However, it seems reasonable that you won't know more about what is going on until you allow yourself to let go a little bit at a time (in a safe environment). Eventually you'll learn something important that you can use. Also, tell your therapist what you wrote above.

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#42

one of my friends misgenders me on purpose daily and I dont know if I want to still be friends

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Scotland's-Favorite-Gay
Community Member
11 months ago

tell that bommy to f**k off and get yourself a new friend you deserve better

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#43

My mom is mentally ill but doesn’t recognize it. She hurts me constantly with the way she talks… always angry, justified and rants continually about government theories and judging people. I can barely talk about anything to her because any discussion, ever as basic as the weather, triggers one of her rants. When she does this, she can go on for hours, repeating the same things she has said for years and her manner of speech is so angry hateful and aggressive. It’s escalating into racism and severe judgment of all. The times I have GENTLY and LOVINGLY confronted her, she won’t let me speak and talks over me angrily justified. It triggers more ranting. I want her to know how much she hurts me and my family so she can get help, but I am afraid she will kill herself because she is also depressed. I love her unconditionally.

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Amy Jo Buchanan
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11 months ago

My heart goes out to you! I hope you find a way to get through to her.

#44

I had sex with guys that are 20 years older than I am. I was 13 at the time.
Do I regret it? Yes, for having friends that lent me their family members to me.
Biggest mistake ever (happened in a small town)

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Vanta Black
Community Member
11 months ago

You know that's child abuse, right? You need to go to the police.

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#45

People think I'm a know-it-all and a teachers pet because I blurt out answers in class. But I literally cannot control it. I have tried everything and get blamed every time it happens.

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DUN DUN
Community Member
11 months ago

I feel ya babe, I feel ya.

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#46

Today is the day that I have realized that the "treat others how you wanna be treated" thing never has worked for me. That was what I lived on, I always have been waiting for the day that people would treat me nicely, help me like I've tried to help them- but everytime I try to tell people whats going on they leave me on read and it sucks. I just want people to acknowledge that Im sad and help me with it but no one is doing s**t. I wanna give up but theres one little thing keeping me going, whether its my pets or family/friends I dont know. Anyway to everyone reading this, hope your day wasnt as sucky as mine :]

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WilvanderHeijden
Community Member
11 months ago

Did you ever say to a friend : "Hey, I'm really feeling like crap and I need you to listen to me and see if you can help me?" Subtle hints almost never work. Be direct and tell them what you want or need. Beating around the bush is the main theme for a lot of comedies, but it ain't funny anymore when it's killing you inside.

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#47

I was home educated. I spent my teen years as a child and am now struggling with the jump into adulthood. I am ignorant and never learned the social interactions or life skills you'd find in secondary school. I loved my extended childhood at the time but I'm now horribly out of sync with my age group.

I've seen home education done well, but maybe don't when you live in the middle of nowhere and can't affored the transport to give your kid a social life.

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Vanta Black
Community Member
11 months ago

Don't be so sure being educated at home is the biggest part of this. I went to school, and I'm completely out of touch with every age group. I didn't fit in even when I had friends, and it was really weird being an outcast from the outcasts. Nearly all of my social interactions are online now, and the few I do have are with co-workers, and are thankfully brief as I couldn't cope otherwise. Before anyone says, no I'm not on the spectrum.

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#48

So... I'm 27 and I've never dated anyone in my life. But that's not the secrete. The secret is men scare me.

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Jenn C
Community Member
11 months ago

It's okay, I'm 33 and haven't dated.

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#49

I have a friend who is suicidal and every day I'm terrified they're going to kill themself.

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Michaelangelo S.
Community Member
11 months ago

Family and/or friend intervention? You can have a counselor come in and manage the discussion.

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#50

I think I’m gender fluid but I don’t wanna be. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being genderfluid, I just hate how confusing it is. I’m afraid that I will confuse others and myself. But I don’t want to be stuck with a name and pronouns that sometimes don’t suit me.

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Sharon Ingram
Community Member
11 months ago

You don’t have to. No one can tell you who you are or what you are. It’s your choice.

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#51

i ate bacon as a vegan

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Valerie G.
Community Member
11 months ago

Just yesterday I saw a stand-up comedian do a bit on veganism. He wondered if a vegan was on death row, would they choose a salad for their last meal or go straight to a double cheeseburger with bacon?

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#52

Yeah, I guess.
Okay this is a bit weird:
I can’t sleep without a stuffed, pink, bunny security blanket.
I am now in my teen years and I still can’t sleep without it.
I like squeezing it’s ears at night, it just feels so calming!
It has been sewed up, patched up, and had much work done to it to keep it in good condition.
It went from fluffy and bright pink, to a more rough, brownish-pink (because of how many times it has been washed).

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Shona
Community Member
11 months ago (edited)

aw thats cute! same with me i am in my teen yeas and i have a stuffed pink bunny i cannot sleep without she has also turned into an dark pink-er brwn colour and not so fluffy due to how much love i give her

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#53

I’m decently self conscious, even though it doesn’t really show. Getting a binder has helped a lot though, so has the mask wearing for Covid. No one can see my face or my expressions. I don’t have to smile. I like it.
I don’t play with my bird as much as I should. I feel bad for that.
I haven’t really told anyone I’m omnisexual. I mean, I act pretty gay lol so I think some people suspect.
The reason I want to be famous is so I won’t be forgotten as easily when I die. I don’t want to be forgotten.
I’m jealous of my only child friend sometimes.
Also I was the one who made the power go off because I stuck the tweezers in the outlet.

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VIII
Community Member
11 months ago

It’s ok. Life goes up and down - it’s the longest thing you’re ever gonna do. Over time it gets easier, and harder, and easier. I’m proud of you for making the power go out. I once did a similar thing to fix a light dimmer. It bit me. Silly really, got quite a shock ;)

#54

There is NO safe place for "secrets." A secret remains a secret if only two people "know" and one of them is dead.

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Draga Millani
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11 months ago

-Benjamin Franklin

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#55

I have depression and have been lying to everyone when I say I'm fine; I'm not. I tried taking my own life three days ago by drinking 20 energy drinks in one go

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Jenn C
Community Member
11 months ago

Asking for help can be hard, but it can help you cope so you can be yourself again. I take depression medicine that helps level me out, so even if I get sad or depressed, I don't go so deep that I lose myself.

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#56

Im nonbi and pan. Thats it thats the secret

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chiizu !!
Community Member
11 months ago

you're absolutely valid !! welcome to the enby pan family <3

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#57

I had a very bad case of Covid in March, my relationship of 10 years fell apart in July and I recently moved to another bigger city for a better job. Not one of my friends has called to check on me for either of those big, traumatic life changes. I'm 31 yo and I have no friends, no partner, I don't leave the house except for work and I can't stop thinking about suicide.

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Sheila McEnany Markowitz
Community Member
11 months ago

Please try to find someone to whom you can express your feelings. It might all feel really bad right now, but things can get better. One thing that helps some people is, even though it feels nearly impossible to do so, find a way to get outside, even for a walk around your block. Once you conquer that, you can venture to other places of interest, maybe a bookstore, or whatever appeals to you. I am sorry you are feeling so alone while dealing with huge life changes. Please know you are of value, and I truly hope you know this.

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#58

It was me who made the goldfish smoothie

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Sneeze
Community Member
11 months ago

i need context

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#59

I vehemently dislike my bitch of a head teacher. She is a backstabbing micromanaging mediocrity.

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WilvanderHeijden
Community Member
11 months ago

Tell her in her face. What can happen? Worst case scenarios: If you're a student you get expelled and the problem is solved. If you're working at the school you get fired and the problem is solved. Best case scenario: People support you and she changes her attitude.

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#60

I keep opening up emotionally to someone I know will only hurt me. I want to stop but I can't.

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WilvanderHeijden
Community Member
11 months ago

What are you gaining from this behavior? You must find some reward in it or else you would have stopped doing it.

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#61

I once peed in out recycling bin, believe it or not.

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Shona
Community Member
11 months ago

hm

#62

My secrets go so deep I keep them from myself.

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Autumn
Community Member
10 months ago

Ha, that sounds familiar…..

#63

I'm out as pan/lesbian but I'm actually genderfluid and my family doesn't know.

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Community Member
11 months ago

I know i don't know any of you but it feels good to just put it out there

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#64

I accidentally flooded my house.

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Shona
Community Member
11 months ago

I-

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#65

My mother died three years ago. These three years has been the best years of my life. I'm finally free. She sucked all energy off me. She was mean. She always made me feel bad. Now I can live my life in peace. My secret is (was) that i don't mourn my mothers death a bit.

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SobyKay
Community Member
11 months ago

I get it. I'm glad you're free.

#66

I have fallen in love, while being able to completely lie to everyone, saying I never will.
so this is fun, and I don't know what to do now.
This guy is my friend, but I'm at a place in my life where I can't really date and it would go nowhere if I did confess and we felt the same way. He has dropped many hints, but I can't stop gaslighting myself.
any advise?

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WilvanderHeijden
Community Member
11 months ago

Seems that the feelings are mutual. Perhaps your friend's love can help you to get out of that place where you can't date.

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#67

I still kinda like my ex…

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Pansexual snek
Community Member
11 months ago

been there. :D

#68

I genuinely hate my siblings.

I wish they'd never been born and I won't grieve if those d*cks finally die.

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Josh Lomax
Community Member
11 months ago

Understandable

#69

I like Jared Leto’s Joker in the original Suicide Squad. It was a very different take on the character and most people hate it.

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Autumn
Community Member
10 months ago

I mean, I disagree but to each their own.

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#70

Well...here we go. For around a year or two now (since quarentine started) My mental health has been really bad. Right now I despretly need help but I can't talk to anyone. I am scucidal and swlf harms.

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SobyKay
Community Member
11 months ago

Counselor, therapist, teacher/professor, friend? Please find someone - you need support right now.

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#71

A lot of times (like now) I hate myself so much that I wish I was dead.

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Rachknits
Community Member
11 months ago

I'm sorry you feel like this, you are worthy of love.

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#72

I’m still in love with my ex, even after almost 9 years. He said he still thinks about me; though we now live in different continents. I hate being so addicted to this man that’s clearly a debilitating choice.
Also, I’m now expecting a child with my current partner, though I can’t say I’m in love with him

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#73

I don't think my best friend has been very supportive lately. From bad advice to judging my life choices. I have no one else to turn to.

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#74

I'm obsessed with British "poverty-porn" shows. Skint has to be my favourite. Wish there were more episodes on youtube of Benefits Britain.

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#75

I hate spending time with one of my best friends. We used to be really close but when she changed school we lost touch. Now whenever we get together i feel awkward and just want to go home. On the other hand I can’t bare to tell her because of our friendship when we were younger.

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Valerie G.
Community Member
11 months ago

People are not necessarily in our lives for a long time, sometimes it could be just for a day, or a season, which is three months. Tell her you love her, but it is good-bye. Don't beat yourself up over this.

#76

I’m 14 and have been reading erotica short stories. I don’t like keeping secrets from my parents so this is hard.

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Raven DeathShade
Community Member
11 months ago

You're 14. You're learning, figuring your body and your sexuality out. It's all right, just make sure to use Incognito mode. (P.S., when I was 14, I used Barbies in lewd ways XD)

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#77

I'm Pansexual and Genderfluid and I can't come out to anyone in my family because they're all homophobic.

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Pansexual snek
Community Member
11 months ago

Same. My parents know, but my grandparents would HATE me if they ever found out.

#78

I feel really guilty about this but I really want something wrong with me. Like for example a mental illness or something. I think it’s because I want attention but I’m not sure. I always feel absolutely terrible about this and feel really bad for the people who have to suffer through something like this.

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Tamra Stiffler
Community Member
11 months ago

Well then. I don't know what to say about this other than, count your lucky stars. I've fought depression and addiction my entire life and it is absolutely living hell. If your life is so good that you're actually wishing for something bad, then maybe you need a therapist as much as I do.

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#79

I had a very bad case of Covid in March, my relationship of 10 years fell apart in July and I recently moved to another bigger city for a better job. Not one of my friends has called to check on me for either of those big, traumatic life changes. I'm 31 yo and I have no friends, no partner, I don't leave the house except for work and I can't stop thinking about suicide.

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Marley Pierre
Community Member
11 months ago

wait a second this is a repeat

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#80

I met my soul mate and did not marry her. I still have an empty void where she used to filled it with sunshine and love. We are married to other people, we still have a thread that binds us and a love that only her and i will ever understand.

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Leigh C.
Community Member
11 months ago

Does... she know how you feel?... Sounds like you're lying to yourselves and married the wrong people.

#81

I don't want to be with my fiance anymore. but I'm too scared to leave.
he's a narsasist..

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SobyKay
Community Member
11 months ago

Don't walk - RUN away. If he's a true narcissist, he will make your life a living hell. Those people are all charm and friendliness until they "got you", then the demons come out. If you already recognize something is wrong, that is a huge red flag.

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#82

I want death help.

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#83

How much is bored panda being paid for our secrets?

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Community Member
11 months ago

More importantly, who are you selling it to?

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#84

I love watching romantic drama movies like "You got mail" and "Notting Hill". /Straight guy

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Celena Camps
Community Member
10 months ago

I am well educated (masters) middle age women and love chick flicks also

#85

I have a crush on some guy I met on Xbox, he asked me to be his girlfriend but I said no (if I could go back in time I would have said yes 🥲)

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#86

I had a very bad case of Covid in March, my relationship of 10 years fell apart in July and I recently moved to another bigger city for a better job. Not one of my friends has called to check on me for either of those big, traumatic life changes. I'm 31 yo and I have no friends, no partner, I don't leave the house except for work and I can't stop thinking about suicide.

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Celena Camps
Community Member
10 months ago

Please, get help..

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#87

I had a really bad case of Covid in March. In July my relationship of 10 years fell apart. Just few days before that I moved to another city for a massive job change. Not one of my friends called to check on me or asked me anything about any of these big, scary, life-changing moments. I spent my entire life with wrong "friends". I'm now 31, no friends, no partner, in a big strange city and I can't stop thinking about killing myself.

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Shiro Kuro
Community Member
11 months ago

Take a deep breath. You might not know it / or even believe it, , but things will get better. Take small steps- moves are huge things, especially after such huge tumultuous life events such as sickness and breakups. Seek professional help, join a club or group that does something you are interested in. Grow something, because you are SO worth it. You may not know me, but I send you love ❤️ and I know you can do it.

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#88

I am literally allergic to boys

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Community Member
10 months ago

im not lying, I get very very sick around them, here are the symptoms: * dizzy * headache * stomach ache

#89

my grandma is really homophobic and as a Pan-poly-demiboy i am really scared to tell her because of what happened last time

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Tamra Stiffler
Community Member
11 months ago

You don't owe your grandmother an explanation for who you are. Or anyone else, for that matter. Be yourself, love yourself and tell everyone else to get f****d if they don't like it.

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#90

I hate my oldest step daughter. She doesn't have a generous cell in her body and I'm amazed at her intentional ignorance in basic life skills. She is toxic. Her dad thinks she farts rainbows. I day dream that if anything happens to him I can send her back to her mother (who can't stand her either).

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Autumn
Community Member
10 months ago

Have you talked to her dad about it? That’s my advice.

#91

I hate my boyfriends' kid. He is selfish, bragging kid who takes advantage on others (he is tall for his age) but whines and maybe even cries when a ball hits him and is a sore loser. He is such a crybaby and dramaqueen. The more he grows up, the less I like him as a person he is becaming.

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Autumn
Community Member
10 months ago

Have you had a talk with your boyfriend?

#92

I’m bi and gender fluid and not out to my family (AMAB). Also, I have a bf they don’t know about

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