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This year had been the longeeeest year of my life considering the major changes that happened. There were lots of twists and turns, up and downs and I had learn so much throughout the ride! I have learned how to live separately from my mom (whom I’ve always been dependent ever since I have laid my eyes on this world) and learned how to work and support myself financially (and emotionally!). Days were a lot difficult than it was. The transition was hard and I’m still struggling and learning on how I can survive every day until now. I’m still trying to keep up with anxiety and depression but I am blessed to have people who haven’t given up on me yet. My relationship with my sister grew. I have made friends and also lost some. I learned to burn bridges with people who suck out the positivity in me. And damn, it feels good. I acquired new hobbies, did things to get lost in time and distract myself from reality. I also had the opportunity to know more about my future husband by living with him and it was a crazy adventure. We’ve gone to many places and tried new things together. I’m thankful to come home to a hug that makes me feel better. I had my biggest what if and I still think of it every single day. For my celebration, I actually listed many options for my 21st birthday but we opted for a budget wise celebration. We celebrated my birthday at Enchanted Kingdom and Vikings Luxury Buffet availing the free admission (because adulting is hard). I made ben try the rides ad there were laugh at loud moments after. It was a fun filled day. Ben gave me the most adorable cat as a present and surprised me with a cake. This was the first time that I spent my birthday away from my family but it wasn’t so bad after all. I’m still grateful to have ben who did extra efforts to make my day special. Lastly, I thank God for staying with me and guiding me even though I have turned my back several times on him. I hope that my faith grows and kindness reigns every day.
This year had been the longeeeest year of my life considering the major changes that happened. There were lots of twists and turns, up and downs and I had learn so much throughout the ride! I have learned how to live separately from my mom (whom I’ve always been dependent ever since I have laid my eyes on this world) and learned how to work and support myself financially (and emotionally!). Days were a lot difficult than it was. The transition was hard and I’m still struggling and learning on how I can survive every day until now. I’m still trying to keep up with anxiety and depression but I am blessed to have people who haven’t given up on me yet. My relationship with my sister grew. I have made friends and also lost some. I learned to burn bridges with people who suck out the positivity in me. And damn, it feels good. I acquired new hobbies, did things to get lost in time and distract myself from reality. I also had the opportunity to know more about my future husband by living with him and it was a crazy adventure. We’ve gone to many places and tried new things together. I’m thankful to come home to a hug that makes me feel better. I had my biggest what if and I still think of it every single day. For my celebration, I actually listed many options for my 21st birthday but we opted for a budget wise celebration. We celebrated my birthday at Enchanted Kingdom and Vikings Luxury Buffet availing the free admission (because adulting is hard). I made ben try the rides ad there were laugh at loud moments after. It was a fun filled day. Ben gave me the most adorable cat as a present and surprised me with a cake. This was the first time that I spent my birthday away from my family but it wasn’t so bad after all. I’m still grateful to have ben who did extra efforts to make my day special. Lastly, I thank God for staying with me and guiding me even though I have turned my back several times on him. I hope that my faith grows and kindness reigns every day.
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