I started shooting portraits in 2009, after having spent years dedicating my time to strictly photographing music-related "stuff" (concerts, album covers, band promos, etc). I was a poor artist with no direction and certainly no money for a studio.

Luckily, my lack of funds forced me to get creative and to use the world around me. I had seen a photo of a theater in an abandoned asylum via an internet search and was immediately enamored with the image. I was obsessed with finding this abandoned place, as it was like nothing I had ever seen before. I had no clue that places like that existed. That was the wonderful start of my marriage with "finding cool locations". But, admittedly, something was missing. Visually, my creative ideas were ok. Not TOO terrible, but I was never truly proud or satisfied with them. To me, it just seemed like something wasn't clicking.

In 2011, my father passed away unexpectedly. The whole experience was gut-wrenching. Heartbreaking. I was extremely close to him (I was an only child) and I struggled tremendously to cope with what had happened. For years, I struggled. I hit some scary, scary lows. I remember thinking "Why go on when every day is just as miserable as the next?" People kept pushing therapy on me.

"You need help."

"You need therapy."

"You need medication."

But what I REALLY needed was to connect with my photography art. And I did.

The bittersweet thing is, the death of my father was the birth of my photography career. Suddenly, my creepy photos displayed emotion. They displayed stories and purpose and a sense of beautiful dismay, which was a direct mirror of how I felt on the inside. I poured all of my feelings and struggles into my fantasy worlds. I learned how to control how I felt and funnel it all into my ideas. I finally learned how to make the connection between imagery and emotion, and for once in my life, I was satisfied and proud of what I was creating.

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dora sim
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Romantically morbid in the best way!

Tammy Chapman
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is what I see: The train appears to be really old, and it looks likes it's carrying the people to some sort of an after life. Some have been on the train a long time. The ladies on the right are both wearing white gloves, and the gentlemen on the left (both the one facing forward and the one with his back to the camera), look to be from another time. The little girl on the left seems to be the newest passenger. Now the girl in the middle is a bit harder to place, it looks like she is in a christening gown or a maybe a shroud. The woman in the middle in the is a real trip, It looks like she's floating. She's carrying a lantern, again showing the age of the train (before electricity). Her face, or mask is the hardest thing in the whole photograph. The face of death or a female grim reaper? No idea. The photograph be itself is very well done, tells a wonderful story. It makes you think and use your imagination. My interpretation will be different from everyone else's. Well done!

Aleshia Tarr
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I would take this photo as though everyone is there to ride the bus and sees things as normal except one person who sees it for what it is so why would they be all dressed the same?

Imagine Me
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is book concepts in its purest form. I'm getting so many ideas!

kat lia
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

i find it creepy and scary.

Jonesy
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9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

All rather spooky for me

Christian Didonna
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5 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I do believe that this is the grim reaper and it is take your daughter to work day.

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    All I can think of is "poor thing". And I LOVE how the 'golden ratio' concept of the staircase is used in this photo.

    dora sim
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I absolutely love this one. It has so many possible interpretations. Really made me stop and think.

    Robin DeSpain
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Makes me think of Neil Gaiman's Endless.

    Katinka Min
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Unexpected and very intense. Love it!

    Christian Didonna
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    5 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    this is a song for Lynn Lee"your trash boogie woogie"

    Lynn Lee
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    9 years ago

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    ?? It's a fat, naked woman!! ; /

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    My Closet

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    My Closet?? I'm glad I didn't see this as a child... I would have been frightened to ever open that closet door! Interesting composition for sure!

    Alexandra Lee
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She looks scared of the child, as if SHE had power against HER.

    Charles Laster
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    mom! lady gaga is in my closet again!

    Jeannie Carle
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    As a child, I was TERRIFIED of my closet! LOVE this.

    Jahnabi
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    it scared the hell out of me!

    Gaboo_panda_1127
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    i saw this and flinched! (what i do when scared)

    Violet Oliveira
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    this poor kids going to have nightmares for sure!

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    Unexpected Visitor

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    AmStick
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This picture is very striking to me. I feel a 'carnival' type vibe from it. I'd love to be able to find a large print and be able to have it

    Susan Forbes
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    If you go to her website it shows sizes and pricing. The link is at the beginning of the article

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    Shelly Exel-Miles
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Love this, not sure which one is unexpected, maybe neither.

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    Since The Flood

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I kept focusing on her unusually long feet.

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    Black Queen

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    The Crown

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    cristy marshall
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow! Words can't describe how these photos make me feel... you do an unbelievable job at mixing terrifying and beauty. Your dad would be proud of you and, I'm proud of you too! Go make some money off of this talent you have.

    Charles Laster
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    we've come to suck your blood, in turns.

    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It took me a moment to see the figure in the corner. Another grim reaper??

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    Waking Nightmare

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    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Oh WOW....not sure what to say on this one. It would scare me to wake up and see that. But it looks really cool too

    Ashley Lopez
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    7 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I WOULD NEVER WEAR THAT DRESS AGAIN!!

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    The Farmer's Daughter

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    Jahnabi
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    those baby dolls are more frightening

    Ashley Lopez
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    7 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    when you steal your siblings cupcakes and they KNOW

    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The rooms and other backgrounds used in your photographs are pretty wild. I love how you place your characters into these places.

    Jhoa
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Most of the people don't look as though they...fit.

    Ivy Lyster
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It might not be on purpose, but maybe the photographer wanted it to be like that? It makes an interesting contrast in the photos. I personally like it!

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    Megan Cantwell
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I saw this and another you took in that same room and knew they were from JW Cooper!

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    The White Queen

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    Aegea
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She looks like a wight from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children!

    Joe Sauer
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She looks like MAMA from the short film "MAMA" creepy awesome!

    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Oh WOW!! This one should be higher up on the list. Beautiful, eerie, and frighting all at once. Her eyes, the ice, and the darkness on her arms and hands. Her hands look like claws. Frightening, yet beautiful. Love it.

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    --
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    that staircase is creepily claustrophobic...

    Ashley Lopez
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    7 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    YOUR RIGHT IM FREAKING OUT ABOUT THE STAIR WAY

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    Bobbi Newell
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Beautiful composition, and I love the expression on her face! More than the makeup, she looks like she got into the headspace of the creature living inside the shell <3

    Jahnabi
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    i would surely got a heart attack if i see someone dressing up like it

    Patricia Ross
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I guess like most things, "fantasy" is subjective.

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    World's Biggest Harp

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    CandyCorn
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The background is actually quite beautiful. Imagine people way in the future finding these, and putting them in museums?

    Daniel Law
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    A trip to the beach has more 'mature content' than this photo.

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    The Book Oracles

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    Bloodclot

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    NWB
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I almost didn't notice the person as the image is so visually interesting it almost doesn't need a person in it. But I do love old bulidngs....

    Ym Vladimir
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Where are these taken? They're stunningly beautiful, and incredibly visceral.

    Magpie
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    For me: the vulnerability of the woman adds some sort of time depth to the stories that rise in my head "watching" this photo. ...what happened here? , what will happen next ? it is a photo to spend some time with.

    Claire Kidd
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    9 years ago

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    Nudity is something which should be kept to the privacy of your own home...

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    Them

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    Magpie
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    My grandmother's sewing machine. ...* wanders off into times past, back later*

    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The angle of the room is incredible. Both my grandmother and my great-grandmother had those types of sewing machines. The dress is also very old-fashioned. She looks like she's floating, I can't see her feet. Lonely and ??bored??

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    Out Of Body

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    The Butterfly Effect

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    Little letitia
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Love the perception play on this one!

    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow...I love this. I don't know where to start. The color is fantastic, especially the colors of the butterflies. The dress is amazing, the train looks as if it could clothe another 4 or 5 people......lol. The perception is awesome. Stilts?? The background feels as if it is wounded. That may sound strange, but that's the feeling I'm getting.

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    The Littlest Dinosaur

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    February

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    Amniotic

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    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    There is another one higher up that made me think of this.

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    Home

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    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I agree...despair and grief. Also loneliness, retreat into self. Incapacitated, fearful, inner demons, fetal withdrawal. Mental healthcare needed. In the not to distant past this was what it looked like in my head. I was the woman in the photo. I am very grateful for my psychiatrist. If it wasn't for him, my mind would still be in a place like this. He is awesome doctor. It took forever to find the right one.

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    Swarm

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    Sas
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Love the shadow and light here!

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    Nature Vs Nurture

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    Rain Jones
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    @Claire Kidd Awh. You sound like a little prude!

    Claire Kidd
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    9 years ago

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    Yep, you can take your clothes off, we get it.

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    Lucid Dream

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    Tammy Chapman
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The title fits so well. I love this.

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    Sunday Afternoon

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    CandyCorn
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    These rooms are so creepy and tell a beautiful story!

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    Waking Life

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    Magpie
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I see metaphores for grief> pain, balancing act, vulnerablity, ready to fall over but putting on an act of coping.

    Claire Kidd
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    9 years ago

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    Clearly likes "sharing" herself with lots of people...

    Sarah Miller
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The human body is art. Don't like it? Don't look. Move along troll.

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    Yellow

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    Slipping

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    Magpie
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Pain , out of control , loney. grief

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    The Begotten

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    Ozzy Delaney
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Just looked at each and every photo you have created and I am in awe of your artistic work, Fantastic photography

    Christian Didonna
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    5 years ago

    Well it not like guys take off most of their clothing in public.>sacasm implied<

    Claire Kidd
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    9 years ago

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    Women are too eager to take their clothes off for the slightest reasons... Have some dignity.

    arkady brown
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    9 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    It's called art. The human form it art. Have some dignity for it or don't look at it.

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    Television

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