Hey Pandas, Let’s Let Some Stuff Out So We Could Try And Support Each Other
i feel like im going no were. i finally see that the girl i was with , just treated me like crap. and i was a a**hole to my friends when they tried to show me she was gunna hurt me. then my daily life has just spiraled out of control. i have no job , no car. i litterly have no one. im geting tired of these. and i know there are better things to do but all i ever think about is why every one has left me. like i cant figure it out . my owen parents didn’t even love me. like the other day someone mentioned god. and i almost laughed like if there is a god why would i have been beaten, raped , abused , neglected , abandoned, and get stuck with mental illness and a want to feel high. also im not a bad person , yes i did bad things but i changed , stop looking at me like im just a criminal. im i asking to mutch to be happy and live normally.
Don't forget the past but talk it out with them and if they don't want to be your friends, then start a new chapter in your life where people don't have to know about your past from the beginning, you'll be able to talk about it and let them understand it
Don't forget the past but talk it out with them and if they don't want to be your friends, then start a new chapter in your life where people don't have to know about your past from the beginning, you'll be able to talk about it and let them understand it

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