Hey Pandas, I Think I Fell In Love With My Best Friend, What Should I Do? (Closed)

Okay, so remember the story about my best friend liking me? I used to not like him, but now I do, and I don't know what to do! I think about him all the time, and I get jittery when he is near me! I think I fell in love...! And he still likes me, so he's lucky I started liking him back! BUT I confessed my feelings and told him my mom still doesn't want me dating—and I get why!

First off, I'm 11 years old. Second, my mom wants me to focus on my education first, THEN other things! Then something happened that I couldn't stop thinking about! One time, while we were in math class doing a worksheet, he grabbed my hand and wrapped his hand around it! We weren’t focused on each other's expressions when it happened, but I know for a fact that it made our hearts skip a beat! Then I pulled away, and I keep wondering—WHY DID I DO THAT!? His hands were so soft—OMG!

You know how sometimes you wonder if your whole life is fake? Because it seriously felt like my life was fake when that happened! I know for a fact that we both like each other (we confessed it), and we want to be more than best friends, but sometimes, you just can't have your way. I don't want to fall out of love with him. As a matter of fact, I want to stay in love forever!

What do you guys think? Tell me the most romantic/amazing thing that has happened with your crush in the comments!