no I mean it!
he now knows I'm transexual
he's always been violent
I never intended for him to find out
He always made very clear things would be bad/worse for me if I left
ut I've been feeling the mood and silences I'm used to(decipher) there is such tension in any of our 'interaction'-his orders
I can feel the dangers I'm scared
he's always be pretty forward is the way he beats me but right now for once I can't tell what he's planning or how long ahead, like, actually kill me I mean it!!
he already almost kill me but never on purpose to go that far
until then
now I know : if I DO leave : he will kill me ! ! ! !
What do I do !?
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