I started shooting portraits in 2009, after having spent years dedicating my time to strictly photographing music-related "stuff" (concerts, album covers, band promos, etc). I was a poor artist with no direction and certainly no money for a studio.

Luckily, my lack of funds forced me to get creative and to use the world around me. I had seen a photo of a theater in an abandoned asylum via an internet search and was immediately enamored with the image. I was obsessed with finding this abandoned place, as it was like nothing I had ever seen before. I had no clue that places like that existed. That was the wonderful start of my marriage with "finding cool locations". But, admittedly, something was missing. Visually, my creative ideas were ok. Not TOO terrible, but I was never truly proud or satisfied with them. To me, it just seemed like something wasn't clicking.

In 2011, my father passed away unexpectedly. The whole experience was gut-wrenching. Heartbreaking. I was extremely close to him (I was an only child) and I struggled tremendously to cope with what had happened. For years, I struggled. I hit some scary, scary lows. I remember thinking "Why go on when every day is just as miserable as the next?" People kept pushing therapy on me.

"You need help."

"You need therapy."

"You need medication."

But what I REALLY needed was to connect with my photography art. And I did.

The bittersweet thing is, the death of my father was the birth of my photography career. Suddenly, my creepy photos displayed emotion. They displayed stories and purpose and a sense of beautiful dismay, which was a direct mirror of how I felt on the inside. I poured all of my feelings and struggles into my fantasy worlds. I learned how to control how I felt and funnel it all into my ideas. I finally learned how to make the connection between imagery and emotion, and for once in my life, I was satisfied and proud of what I was creating.

More info: karenjerzykphoto.com

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    All I can think of is "poor thing". And I LOVE how the 'golden ratio' concept of the staircase is used in this photo.

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    My Closet

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    My Closet?? I'm glad I didn't see this as a child... I would have been frightened to ever open that closet door! Interesting composition for sure!

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    AmStick
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    This picture is very striking to me. I feel a 'carnival' type vibe from it. I'd love to be able to find a large print and be able to have it

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I kept focusing on her unusually long feet.

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    Yvonne Bernal
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Looks like she could be Jack Skellington's mother

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    cristy marshall
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Wow! Words can't describe how these photos make me feel... you do an unbelievable job at mixing terrifying and beauty. Your dad would be proud of you and, I'm proud of you too! Go make some money off of this talent you have.

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    Tammy Chapman
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Oh WOW....not sure what to say on this one. It would scare me to wake up and see that. But it looks really cool too

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    Laurie Miller
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Where is this? I swear I've been in this room!

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    The White Queen

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    Aegea
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    She looks like a wight from Miss Peregrine's Home for Peculiar Children!

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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    that staircase is creepily claustrophobic...

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    CandyCorn
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The background is actually quite beautiful. Imagine people way in the future finding these, and putting them in museums?

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    NWB
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I almost didn't notice the person as the image is so visually interesting it almost doesn't need a person in it. But I do love old bulidngs....

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    Magpie
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    My grandmother's sewing machine. ...* wanders off into times past, back later*

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    Sas
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Love the shadow and light here!

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    Rain Jones
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    @Claire Kidd Awh. You sound like a little prude!

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    Lucid Dream

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    Tammy Chapman
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    The title fits so well. I love this.

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    Sunday Afternoon

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    CandyCorn
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    These rooms are so creepy and tell a beautiful story!

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    Magpie
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    I see metaphores for grief> pain, balancing act, vulnerablity, ready to fall over but putting on an act of coping.

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    Magpie
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Pain , out of control , loney. grief

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    The Begotten

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    Ozzy Delaney
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    8 years ago Created by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

    Just looked at each and every photo you have created and I am in awe of your artistic work, Fantastic photography

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    Television

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