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I'm sure he really did. You can't beat yourself up. Hindsight is 20/20. Everyone struggles with those thoughts. He loved you and he knew you loved him. Period.
I wish that I had been nicer to my first best friend and didn’t treat her and her friend group like s**t. I just regret being a jackass and being rude to everyone