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#1
I need help with my gender, Magpie mentioned being librafeminine and I might also be librafeminine but I could also be non-binary but leaning towards the fem side, I would appreciate it if someone who is agender or libragender would help describe their gender. Libragender means that you feel mostly agender but lean slightly towards another gender. Librafeminine refers to libragender people who lean to the fem side.
Final score:
7points
Bisexual Axolotls 1 year ago
I'm not agender, just to clarify, but my friend (who is) described it as not really feeling a connection to any pronouns, or presenting feminine, masculine, or neuter. They prefer they/them since it's easier to understand, but they also don't care.
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
Thank you, I now have a slightly better idea about what it's like.
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Mermeow Overlord (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
1. All words are made up. 2. This has been a thing for a long time: https://www.thecanadianencyclopedia.ca/en/article/two-spirit
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#2
Uhm, if your name is "moose lamb tear or wrist" or whatever the f**k, you can stop harassing my ✨amazing friends and acquaintances✨ now...
Final score:
7points
#3
Look at me, spamming mermeows posts *as usual*. But anywayssss: #1- I think something's wrong with me lol. I've just been blacking out randomly for absolutely no reason. Maybe it's because I haven't eaten in a few days? Idk? #2- I need ideas for my friend's Christmas gift. They love manga/anime (specifically mha) and they also like Greek mythology. They loveee drawing as well. I wanna get them something a bit more personal than, like, a giftcard, since I've known them for 11 years. #3- i have a ✨platonic/aesthetic crush✨ (aroace struggles lol) on one of my irl friends. It's nothing romantic/seggsual, but it's confusing asf- 👹👹👹 #4- im rlly worried about may- im afraid she's going to kill herself or something. May, if ur reading this, pls respond so everyone knows ur alive.
Final score:
7points
BTDubs 1 year ago
I think you should be eating everyday Lex. We're all humans here (except me mwahaha!!!), so keep well, stay hydrated and focus on the good things, no matter how small they are.
Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
Who said I was a human though?
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Do-nut touch da donut 1 year ago
Firstly, LEX EAT!!! eat crackers or something, blacking out from standing up to fast is one thing but i dont want you blacking out and never coming back so pls eat mate... secondly, who is this friend of yours, id like to hang and chat about mha with em lol :3, lastly, yeah im worried about may too, ima go see if she commented and send her a reply too.... EAT! Doctor Donut demands it :3
Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
I black out pretty regularly anyways, so I'm sure that's part of it, but it's been happening more frequently + it happens for longer. And sadly my friend isn't on bp :( and to the last thing, I hope May's ok
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Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
I'LL BE FINEEE I PROMISEEE
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Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
I started the ED outpatient program on Thursday, it's like 3 days a week I think. It's like 4-ish hours long, im in the program for 8 to 10 weeks depending on my progress :( sadly they're contemplating putting me in either the intensive outpatient program which is 5 days a week for 8 hours each or the residential program which is in, like, FLORIDA or some s**t. That's like 2-3 hours by a direct flight on a PLANE from where I live :(
Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
I ended up buying this book my friends wanted for a long time and a beanie cus they love beanies lol
#4
✨i have the flu✨ it's the FREAKING SECOND time I've gotten it since the beginning of the school year. N top of that I also got a flu vaccine like a week ago so wtf???
Final score:
6points
Do-nut touch da donut 1 year ago
Oh my, sending you virtual soup lex.. get well soon and hope its not bad... luv ya <3
Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago
I mean it's not as bad as the first time, I just have a sore throat/cough/trouble breathing so I'll prob be fine
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Oh also, I meant it to say "Then on top of that"
Lex <3 (they/them) (Submission author) 1 year ago (edited)
Besides getting the flu twice, I've already had 3 other colds that lasted like, over a week so I've already missed over a month's worth of school -_- now im prob going to have to do summer school all because my ✨stupid immune system✨ absolutely sucks lmaooo
#5
I want to die. Nobody really wants me here and life is stressful and annoying. And people talk too much. I just want to tell everyone to just shut up!! But I can't because that would be rude so I just have to bare it. And apparently I gaslight and guilt trip my mum. So it turns out I am a terrible person. And Dorothy (the mean little voice in my head) is back. She keeps telling how stupid I am. She's right but couldn't she just shut up for five f*cking minutes??? But don't worry I won't commit sucide. It'd be too painful and I don't know what happens after death and what if it's really horrible?? And the future is so scary. I have no idea what I'm going to do when I leave home and climate change and stuff like that is terrifying. And National is in charge now and I'm worried. They've already reversed the smoking law. So now the young people of New Zealand can be addicted to smoking?? Great job, Chris /s. So yeah I want to die and I'm scared for the future. And I know I shouldn't be complaining. I have such a good life and I'm whining like a little brat.
Final score:
6points
CornDuck!! 1 year ago
Dorothy is a b¡tch and she should stfu because you are amazing and you are not whining
Lex <3 (they/them) 1 year ago
I FUCΚING WANT YOU HERE, YOU BARELY KNOW ME BUT I'VE SEEN SOME OF UR PAST COMMENTS/COMMUNITY POSTS AND U SEEM LIKE A GREAT PERSON <3 also, who tf cares if you gaslight/guilt trip people? That's something that can definitely be worked on, it doesn't define ur personality and it doesn't make u a bad person. Also bro, why do people keep reversing laws 😭💀 I live in [insert dying bald eagle screech] 'murica aka the dumpster fire of horrible laws, so ik how annoying these reversed laws are 😭😭😭 anyways I hope ur alright
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) 1 year ago (edited)
I want you here, Imp wants you here, Lex wants you here, so many of us want you here, you are allowed to vent.
- Imp - (he/they/she) 1 year ago
Dorothy absolutely sucks and she should stfu, because ur AMAZING magpie, hear that? You’re one of my best friends, you’re such an awesome person
Do-nut touch da donut 1 year ago
DONT LIE TO YOURSELF MAGGIE!! I WANT YOU HERE! LEX DOES! SO MANY PEOPLE WANT YOU HERE!!! DONT EVER FEEL LIKE YOU ARENT WANTED! YOU ARE WANTED AND LOVED <3 ok pie? And yes the future is terrifying haha but ey thats exciting in a way! Also dorothy LEAVE MAGGIE ALONE YA WANNA BE OZ maggie is not stupid and i could care less if she gaslit or guilt trip people, i have too, no bodies perfect! I love maggie just the way she is!! Whether she wants to believe it or not it is a fact, and there are so many other pandas who love you too... also pie i get wanting to tell people to shut up, i really get it, you can tell me to shut up! And i will completely get it las... im here for you las, and so are countless others <3
#6
Yay I can gush about my one of my new obsessions tysm
Final score:
5points
-MISSMUSHROOM- (Submission author) 1 year ago
Noooo it got cut off. What I said was that my newest obsession is Eve. He's an utaite (which is just another way to say that he's a singer) who I found out about through anime (yes my music taste comes from anime and yes I know it's pathetic but idrc) and I love his songs sm and his music videos are so perfectly animated and the storyline is SO FUDGING GOOD OMGGGGG. He also has a really good manga.
#7
Everything I think I'm getting better I get 2x worse, and I've been too cowardly to kill myself up to this point but I don't want to be a coward anymore. So I think I'll probably try, I can't get out of my situation anyway
Final score:
5points
Lex <3 (they/them) 1 year ago
UHM MAY, ABSOLUTELY FUCΚING NOT. YOU *WILL* ANSWER ME RIGHT THIS INSTANT AND YOU WILL *NOT* KILL YOURSELF OR ELSE I WILL PAINT MY FACE GREEN AND GLUE CHICKEN FEATHERS TO MY HAIR. I ABSOLUTELY DO NOT WANT TO BE GREEN AND WEAR CHICKEN FEATHERS, SO I THINK YOU KNOW WHAT YOU MUST DO TO PREVENT ME FROM HUMILIATING MYSELF. ALSO UR AMAZING AND US PANDAS NEED YOUUUUU
Maytheblahaj(she/her) (Submission author) 1 year ago
Taking a break, sorry. Don't paint your face green and glue chicken feathers to it. Or do, it would be funny
Load More Replies... BTDubs 1 year ago
May, I don't know you very well, but you've already made such an impression on me. Please don't hurt yourself, if you need to leave and are above 16 maybe try and find a Covenant house. Their organization is focused on queer youth and they provide physical and mental heath care. Here's the link to their website: https://www.covenanthouse.org/childrens-charity/continuum-of-care/crisis-care
Do-nut touch da donut 1 year ago (edited)
May sis no, dont think like that please! Call cps but please dont resort to this!!
A Wild Bean (they/them/any) 1 year ago
Hey I just saw this, can you please talk to me? I promise that's not the only way out. If things are still bad at home we can go back to the CPS plan, if that's not a good solution anymore we'll come up with something else <3
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) 1 year ago (edited)
Remember that you are moving to a less transphobic state, once you are there you can call CPS and leave with your cat and after all that you can buy a beyou blahaj (the trans flag blahaj!)
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) 1 year ago
Remember that if you die you won't have a chance to finish The Umbrella Academy or play Mario Kart with us.
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Maytheblahaj(she/her) (Submission author) 1 year ago
Not a dude, never will be
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currently crying instead of sleeping...
Final score:
5points
freakingbee (she/they/he) (Submission author) 1 year ago
i miss sam. i know it's a stupid reason to cry but i miss her.
Load More Replies... Mermeow Overlord (they/them) 1 year ago
How far into denial do you have to be to think this counts as educating?
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i’m not entirely happy but i don’t want to die :) yay that’s good!! :D school ends on the 19. of December so yay! i’m probably depressed. i want to come out to my parents but i also don’t want to. btw this is an alt account of someone you probably know (at least mermeow overlord) :) i sometimes sh by pushing my nails into my arm/leg because that’s painful. it isn’t really visible but it could be :/
Final score:
5points
Do-nut touch da donut 1 year ago (edited)
Please dont sh, talk with someone, it can be online or in person but please dont sh i want you to be happy, even tho idk how to make you happy, you are loved corn duck sending virtual huggs luv ya mate
Lex <3 (they/them) 1 year ago
Bro are u okay? Please don't hurt urself :( also, ur school gets out on the 19th? Luckyyy mine gets out like 2 or 3 days before Christmas 💀
𝕊𝕙𝕪 𝔻𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕠n (they/them) 1 year ago
nah i’m not okay :) (that’s my other account that i made because why not?)
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Hey shy dragon, don’t sh plz, I know I’m a hypocrite but plz don’t <3
CornDuck!! (Submission author) 1 year ago
i won’t but i want to (sometimes) and the only way i know is push my nails into my palms or something and that’s not really painful
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I think my notifications broke again, how about everyone else?
Final score:
4points
- Imp - (he/they/she) 1 year ago
Sometimes it says I have zero, and sometimes it says I have 46
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) 1 year ago
They keep on breaking and half fixing themselves for me.
#11
okay, erm here goes nothing ^^ I love love love love love the character ardbeg from happy birthday balevenie. like he's sooo cute and I just wanna cuddle him so bad. like?? who wouldn't want to?? and jo sipu (youtube) makes the cutest pastel gore animations ever. like. I'm sobbing rn I want that talent soo bad.. and basil from omori? ohmygosh. where to even start???? he's literally my favorite character ever in the history of ever. and his hAIR. IT LOOKS SO FREAKIN FLUFFYYY. I want his hair tbh,, like, I'm not joking I'm about to yank his hair off his head. /hj the fanarts of him are soooooooooooooo cute, I have like a million saved on my computer. and sunny from omori is so cuteeeeee also sob. I want to walk up to the trauma boys (sunny and basil) and hug them so hard dude. they don't deserve all of their traumaaa. anyways. tysm for reading, have an amazingg day!! :3
Final score:
3points
#12
BROOOO I just checked my school calendar and I realized that my summer break starts in mid July and ends in mid august -_- my friend's summer break literally starts in mid May and they go back only like a week earlier than meee. Also in July im going on vacation for a couple weeks which means I'm only going to have like, one full week to see my irl friends :(
Final score:
2points
#13
sometimes i just feel pointless and i do something weird, like i went outside barefoot and walked in the snow for a while. i don’t know why. my mom refuses to let me get tested for adhd even though both her and my dad have it and my sister does too, i don’t know why she just kinda excludes me from it, it might have something to do with me being gay and everything.
Final score:
2points
What do you think ?
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) (Post author) 1 year ago (edited)
Is anyone else's BP notifications completely broken right now?
Mermeow Overlord (they/them) (Post author) 1 year ago (edited)
Is anyone else's BP notifications completely broken right now?
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