I Am Wondering If I Am The Only One Who Feels Like This, So I Started Doodling My Thoughts (19 Pics)
I’m a not so happy and satisfied 21-year-old who felt lonely. Despite having many groups of people around, no one really wanted to listen to my random thoughts.
So I started writing down how I felt and made small doodles with them. I finally gathered some courage to put it up on social media after not having used social media for 4 years.
So here they are some stuff I feel that you may or may not relate. If you did relate and like what you saw, don't forget to check my tiny little page on Instagram called procrastineeta.
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Expectations
My life has been sooo much better since I learned to do this. I have found that it also draws people to me. Especially those with emotional or mental difficulties. Which is its own set of issues and blessings
Yes that is true, it attracts people because nobody wants to be responsible. So if people around you don't expect anything from you, there aren't going to be any ramifications for your actions or lack there of
Load More Replies...I've always wanted people to change their expectations of me. As much as possible I don't want to create an expectation from anyone cause at the end It will disappoint the heck out of me.
Yep, hopefully I'll be able let go of a all expectations one day.
Load More Replies...Yes, not having any expectations does help lessen conflict
Load More Replies...Tired Of Staying Home
I have always stay inside as much as possible, but I miss the outside so much!
Chronic illness sufferers have no choice. Your lockdown is our permanent life.
I'm so sorry about that. On the bright side, hopefully people will be more empathetic towards you :)
Load More Replies...My Face Is Not Free Real Estate
They are all the acne marks left from previous breakouts on my face. They don't look as cute as freckles unfortunately . They are dark and uneven.
Load More Replies...Opportunities Gone
Death by fruit... Kinkajou of the RainWings would like that ;)
Not Alone. But Lonely.
I hope so too. Thank youu :)
Load More Replies..."I'm sorry sir, but we can't help you with that"
Load More Replies...Reach out anyway :) your vulnerability might open up a 3am friend to you.
Somewhere it's my level of discomfort and not being able to talk too
Load More Replies...English? Wut?
For me it always without fail is :')
Load More Replies...Some Things Haven't Changed
Hope we won't be lost and unhappy some day
Load More Replies...Bullies Are Dumb
You are literally the firsts person to have noticed that!
Load More Replies...Birthday Parties
My country too ! I find it unfair to go broke on my special day :p
Load More Replies...When I was a kid, birthdays were fun and party. Then I got into puberty/adolescence and the party was no more because I had no friends to invite. Spent my 18th with one close friend, figured I kinda liked it this way. My birthdays got kinda private ever since. Until I started working. Somehow, I managed to get friendly with more people than expected. But this year, with the coronavirus, I guess I'll need to go back to "private mode" and spend it only with the tiny circle of the closest people. We'll see.
Same ! my recent birthdays have also been with only one person. They are better must say.
Load More Replies...I Wish
You still don't have to worry about thigh gap. Only women who are too thin have it, and most thigh gap you see in the internet is carefully posed or photoshopped anyway.
Thanks ! Being a pear shape with a thinner upper body.. it kinna gets on my nerves sometimes :(
Load More Replies...Haha, what are your reasons?
Load More Replies...Nahhhh.... Your jeans last longer without the tights consuming the fabric by rubbing on one another as you walk.
Load More Replies...I don't worry about the tight gap, but I do wish to have it. Not for aesthetics, though, it's so I can wear skirts and dresses, and hot pants without leaving painful bruises between my legs. Okay, deodorant stick helps with skirts, but the hot pants are still a no-no, because the fabric rolls up as I walk and it leaves painful scratches....
Sameee ! I want to be able to wear short clothes too when it gets hot. I have never worn shorts outside in my life because I'm so conscious of my thighs rubbing.
Load More Replies...Weird Flex. But Ok
Thank you so much !! That means a lot ! You can check out my page on Instagram @procrastineeta for more such content
Load More Replies...I'm glad too! I feel a little less lone too because of this
Load More Replies...You forgot wicked sense of humor! And extraordinary ability to capture complex thoughts in a simple drawing.
I have been called lame and unfunny too many times. This compliment is going to take some time to sink in for me . Thank you so much !
Load More Replies...Don’t lie to yourself, you’re a great person who’s great at drawing!
I don't feel I'm good enough unfortunately, I try to reason with myself and stay positive but doesn't always work. Thanks for all your kind words Alexander :) they mean a lot
Load More Replies...Sad thing is, I agree with: #1, #3 (I have Asteatotic eczema), #4 (maybe), #5 (I'm shy). But if you're really having these thoughts, then here's a song I recommend: Remember by Riley Clemmons.
Hey thanks! Will definitely check it out and let you know !
Load More Replies...You have talent. You just may not have discovered it yet. Codependent...hmmm....well, overbites are still cute until you're in your 50s.... -retired teacher with an underbite, cellulite, lack of passion, and no real talents
I had a very dear friend in her 90s who had an overbite, she was so adorable. I think our 50s is the equivalent of pre teens in cuteness. We're learning just what we can get away with, but aren't quite cute enough to quite carry it off yet
Load More Replies...Reading everything you have written with your adorable drawings I have written and drew very similar in a sketch book journal of myself on and off over years. So weird reading and seeing your drawings. I have PCOS and thyroid problem. These 2 things combined makes it feel impossible to lose weight. I couldn't understand how in over 2yrs I had gained 80lbs. I was 130. Now currently 210 so I will most likely never achieve my thigh gap again. I had already had stretch marks from having 3 adorable kids. But now I have stretch marks on my under arms,thighs,calves,butt all from excesive rappid weight gain from PCOS and thyroid. I ate well and exercised and still weight poured on. Till finally the 5 doctor had diagnosed me. I am currently on meds. Still trying win the battle of the bulge lol But still rather be at home in back yard away from people just playing my kids. I do not care be around others. I am not and never have been social butterfly even before weight. So I can very much relate
You should also post what you've written and drawn ! I'm sure you'll be able to make more people feel less alone. I was very scared before I started a few weeks ago, I'm still scared to be honest. But comments like yours make me believe there are still a lot of good people out there who will accept your feelings with open arms ! If you do decide to do it , text me on Instagram @procrastineeta, I would love to follow your work !
Load More Replies...Can't Win Against Mom
lol I pull that card all the time, kinda an inside joke now in our house. So my oldest daughter (18) tells everyone "I loved her first!" hahaha that worked until a few weeks ago when my dad came to stay. They were joking around and I was brought into it and she said "Yea?! Well I loved you first." I looked at her and to my dad and went "are you sure about that?" She looked a him and in defeat she went "Dammit" then we all cracked up.
Being adopted, my parents couldn't say that....however, I heard "I brought you out of that foster home, and I can take you back..." *smh*
That's sweet. I try not to too , but our opinions are too conflicting
Load More Replies...That shouldn't matter. A mother and child's relationship is way beyond blood and DNA
Load More Replies...I wasn't thinking right and thought it meant that you hate it when mom gives birth to you T_T
Load More Replies...Thanks to you, Procrastineeta, we can now pull THIS card
Love For Instant Noodles
All kinds ! From Brooklyn 99 to The Midnight Gospel
Load More Replies...Haha me too! Hope our bosses don't find out !
Load More Replies...Love that "...lose my job." is way smaller than Maggi out of stock!
My priorities are a little unusual :')
Load More Replies...Mumbai, India! There was a shortage here because of the Lockdown
Load More Replies...Healthy Recipe
I can’t even do that. The last time I was trusted with a stove, my parents almost had to get a new one.
Hahahahaha been there, done that
Load More Replies...Those cold ramen & lettuce salads were big in the early 1980s, when Midwesterner boomers didn't really know what to do with them. Of course, they were cooked, and then refrigerated, and then tossed. Hmmmm...hungry now.....
Oooo I did not know that, sounds yummy. I love noodles and lettuce
Load More Replies...Kendall’s Lucky That I’m Lazy
I don't wanna take anything away from her. But she won't be able to compete :p (PS: I'm just being sarcastic and kidding)
Load More Replies...You Will Forget About It On The Day. Also, Is It Monday?
every since the whole quarantine shcplele, I've been way behind on my calendar... :P calander-5...d891c6.jpg
Hahahaha same ! I just can't resist 4 naps a day when my bed is right in front of me :') . Also i couldn't reply to your comment on my other picture. But thank you that you think I'm memorable. It means a lot ^_^
Load More Replies...Sensitive Skin, Sensitive Feelings
Yes I did check out the song. You were right lol. Her looking so gorgeous in the video didn't really help
Load More Replies...We’re All Going To Die Anyway
I understand where YOU are coming from. But when I hear people using this as an excuse for dangerous behavior, smoking, not wearing a mask, or for that matter a safety belt or helmet, and I just wanna smack'em. We do have at least some control of how and the likely hood of death.Grr
I completely agree with you Catlady6000. With corona. For me it's more about not being a carrier for immunodeficient people. My intention with this post was to calm people panicking about getting the virus and dying.
Load More Replies...Corona Virus is a full fledged Pandemic. Declared by the WHO
Load More Replies...Fun Fact : Indiana, USA Works In Two Times Zones—EST & CST. So If They’re Acting Distant, You’re Either In Indiana Or In Denial
I was going to argue this one, because I dated someone who often worked late. However, he would also get home, make dinner, watch something and then call me at 1am... even though I had to get up at 7... so maybe I should have caught on a little quicker that he was a jerk.
People make time, if they care... It takes time for the rosy glasses to fall off. But I'm glad you got it right !
Load More Replies...the time zone changed right in front of my grandparents house in Indiana and it was so annoying sometimes.
Wow. That sounds fascinating to me. I'm sure must be a nightmare for your grandparents though.
Load More Replies...Can I hug you? You are me 30 years ago and me some days now and my son, I suspect, some days these times ❤️ Keep doodling 🤗
Do you feel better now ? Did life get better?
Load More Replies...Made an account to comment on this. These actually made me smile because I identify. Great work and vulnerability! I will follow you on IG - though I don't go on much, I'll go on to follow
This genuinely means a lot to me, Thank youu so much !!
Load More Replies...Thank you so much <3 you can check out my Instagram @procrastineeta for more :)
Load More Replies...Thank you ! These comments are all so positive I can't resist!
Load More Replies...That's great ! Thank you so much :)
Load More Replies...Witty. Insightful. A tad dark (which I totally identify with and appreciate).... and another human who is awake at 3am. My body wakes up at 3am, on the dot.... every. damn. day. *eyeroll*. Overall : brilliant post. <3
Thank you so damn much ! I hope you get better sleep in the future. You should definitely see a doctor if this keeps up.
Load More Replies...Thank you for sharing a part of yourself! These are quite cute. The lemons got a laugh out of me ^_^
I did not know who they were before this comment. But I looked them up and this is the most anyone has ever believed in me. Thank you so much. This really means a lot
Load More Replies...Love reading and absorbing all your thoughts as I feel your struggles.. I see you are one good person who tries to avoid complicating things...
Thank you so much! But I think I do complicate things plenty of times
Load More Replies...Also procrastineeta, I won't lie I did tear up on some drawings what they said because hit so close to home,but just wanted to say no matter what anyone says just keep in mind your an amazing,smart,gorgeous,incredibly brave,confident,beautiful inside as well as out person with such brilliant talent,creativity. Your work is a complete reflection of you. Which is AWESOME😍❤💜💙💛 I love how real,honest,genuine raw emotion. You put all your true feelings out there for anyone to read,relate. Your even helping people such as me know their not alone feeling this way at times. Wish more people could just be real. Thank you so much. Your doing terrific beyond awesome job👍🙂❤
Thank you sooo much :') this really means a lot to me
Load More Replies...Can I hug you? You are me 30 years ago and me some days now and my son, I suspect, some days these times ❤️ Keep doodling 🤗
Do you feel better now ? Did life get better?
Load More Replies...Made an account to comment on this. These actually made me smile because I identify. Great work and vulnerability! I will follow you on IG - though I don't go on much, I'll go on to follow
This genuinely means a lot to me, Thank youu so much !!
Load More Replies...Thank you so much <3 you can check out my Instagram @procrastineeta for more :)
Load More Replies...Thank you ! These comments are all so positive I can't resist!
Load More Replies...That's great ! Thank you so much :)
Load More Replies...Witty. Insightful. A tad dark (which I totally identify with and appreciate).... and another human who is awake at 3am. My body wakes up at 3am, on the dot.... every. damn. day. *eyeroll*. Overall : brilliant post. <3
Thank you so damn much ! I hope you get better sleep in the future. You should definitely see a doctor if this keeps up.
Load More Replies...Thank you for sharing a part of yourself! These are quite cute. The lemons got a laugh out of me ^_^
I did not know who they were before this comment. But I looked them up and this is the most anyone has ever believed in me. Thank you so much. This really means a lot
Load More Replies...Love reading and absorbing all your thoughts as I feel your struggles.. I see you are one good person who tries to avoid complicating things...
Thank you so much! But I think I do complicate things plenty of times
Load More Replies...Also procrastineeta, I won't lie I did tear up on some drawings what they said because hit so close to home,but just wanted to say no matter what anyone says just keep in mind your an amazing,smart,gorgeous,incredibly brave,confident,beautiful inside as well as out person with such brilliant talent,creativity. Your work is a complete reflection of you. Which is AWESOME😍❤💜💙💛 I love how real,honest,genuine raw emotion. You put all your true feelings out there for anyone to read,relate. Your even helping people such as me know their not alone feeling this way at times. Wish more people could just be real. Thank you so much. Your doing terrific beyond awesome job👍🙂❤
Thank you sooo much :') this really means a lot to me
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