What's a secret that your parents would flip out if they heard?
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I enjoy blowing stuff up... and setting stuff on fire.
As well as...
mixing chemicals together
Not wearing a helmet while biking (sometimes when I'm in a hurry)
Eating Plastic and Metal
Figuring out how to get around the firewall in the app store (so I don't have to ask for permission if I want to download among us or whatever.)
Downloading 50+ games on my PERSONAL tablet
"USING BORED PANDA"
"USING ANY KIND OF SOCIAL MEDIA"
there were so many more but they wouldn't fit...
I am on my chromebook almost all night every day, sometimes I want to die, I suck at school, my teachers scare me, I cry almost every day.The only time I can truly be myself is when I'm with my boyfriend.
That I'm pansexual, and my best friend is a genderfluid lesbian.
Depression, self hate, body dysmorphia, self starvation, self harm, intrusive thoughts, OCD, spiritual faith and beliefs, bisexuality, sexual harassment, etc. I can't really tell anybody bc my best friend already knows bc she's going through the same s**t, but it's all inside of me and nowhere else. I'm afraid that they'll just pass it off as me being on the internet too much and trying to convince myself that I'm not okay bc it's cool. You know what, if anything the internet has helped me realize what this is and how it affects me in my daily life. Everyone at my school thinks I'm annoying because of my laugh (not joking) and everyone is really weirded out by how "happy" I am all the time. It's basically my entire identity now, everyone knows me as "the girl who laughs a lot" and it's really getting annoying. Everyone I know also thinks that I'm an empty headed weirdo who doesn't know anything else but how to laugh and be happy and that's all there is to me. It's irritating but I find a decent amount of pleasure in convincing people that I'm okay. I feel terrible for rambling on a space that wasn't meant for rambling but yeah lmfao thank you for coming to my TedTalk.
imma thing that likes humans! ;)
(im pansexual and non-binary)
edit probably more agender than non-binary...so yeah...oops
