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Inktober is a relatively new month-long challenge for artists all over the world. It was created by Jake Parker, who came up with the idea to focus on improving skills and developing positive drawing habits. For 31 days of October, everyone who wants to participate creates an ink drawing and posts it online using the #inktober tag. Each year there's a new prompt list to be used for the pictures. Shawn Coss decided to ditch the guidelines and create within a sore theme, posting new mental illness ink depictions every day of the Inktober.

Shawn's mental illness art translates sicknesses of the mind in an eerily accurate way, and his ghoulish illustrations don't end with Inktober. The artist has worked for such clients as the horror king Stephen King himself, creates Cyanide & Happiness cartoons, and even has his own clothing line.

So if you're searching for support with your mental illness or are plainly into horror, check Shawn's art below. It surely gave us the chills!

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Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

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Wanni
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Since 5 years I've got this f... disease and I can not bring it on paper how it feels... you got it! Thank you!

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Borderline Personality Disorder

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I always find it fascinating how others see me, compared to how I see myself. While I understand the interpretation, and it is mesmerizing. I find, for me, it feels, like a perpetual black hole inside that nothing can fill, and, forever trying to decipher the reality of what is going on around me, as compared to how I feel is going on around me. People see BPD as instigatory and drama seeking, while, the few I have had the opportunity to talk to, agree, that it's actually reactionary, in a desperate attempt to keep up with the constantly shifting emotions. Chasing what can't be caught, reacting to what has already passed. Amazingly, I do see myself as naked in front of everyone. Like my emotions leave me perpetually ashamed and exposed.

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Autism Spectrum Disorder

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Traci Johnston
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I think it's beautiful and perfectly shows the sadness from not being heard or understood.

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Paranoid Schizophrenia

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Kayleigh Liddell
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My husband is schizophrenic and I must say mostof these images really show the torment of the disorders, but this one could be more so I think. It doesn't show how horrible and degrading schizophrenic delusions can be. It's like torture.. it's like having your entire being torn apart and eaten alive by demons that no one else can see. His voices torment him 24/7... Sometimes his hallucinations keep him from sleeping... Besides it always being like he's in a room full of people judging and putting him down, he also hears explosions and smashing noises that will keep him up all night. This disorder permeates every part of our lives. Of all the seriously mental health disorders I think this one is the most extreme and debilitating BY FAR. Now a days, 2 years into him being a full blown schizophrenic, caring for him is like taking care of an old person with dementia.. he doesn't cook for himself, he barely cleans.. and doesn't remember anthing we talk about.. lots of notes and alarms...

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OCD

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Loretta Lockhart
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My OCD is also not to do with cleaning, but it brings the point across. Have to do it else you can't get comfy and it destroys you. Mine's to do with routine, I have routines with routines, and timings. It's pretty bad and pretty much ruins my life.

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DPD

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I didn't even know this was a thing. I've never been able to be alone I have to have someone close by. I looked at this picture a very long time. I have never seen something describe me so clearly.

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Depersonalization Disorder

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Kimi Lewis
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Absolute 100% accurate depiction. Depersonalization is what triggers my panic attacks, particularly nocturnal panic attacks. I'm 34 and have dealt with pretty severe mental illness since 18. Although managed on meds, it's impossible to ever be 100% again. Thank you for your incredible drawings. I appreciate these so much. ❤️

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Dissociative Identity Disorder

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Anna Shields
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is an amazing illustration for the insidious disease that I have. Your work just surpasses words...keep up the good work

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Jana Fuentes
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Dissociative Identity Disorder; sounds pretty bad, I guess it is for some people. For me, I think it probably kept me alive for a long time. I just didn't have much control over it. Don't know if I can describe it or not, but when things got so terrible that I couldn't deal, instead of doing something to just end everything, I would slip into another part of me, and not have to deal with it for a period of time. Me and my other me and my other me and..... Did that make any sense, I wonder?

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David Verduzco
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

it did make sense..for me though...i couldn't express my feelings and I just laughed whenever i felt like crying so it caused issues with people thinking that I thought something sad was funny or they thought I was happy when I was not and made it really hard to show my true self...whatever that is because im not 100% yet...I am working on it..I am my own therapist though

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CJ Smith
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Formerly called Multiple Personality Disorder. The name was changed in the DSM-5 due to how the disorder manifests itself. Severe childhood trauma among other factors can cause mental "splits" or disassociation as a defense against the trauma, etc.I believe they found the disassociation to be a larger contributor to the disorder. The brain is one complex organism to say the least.

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Larissa Richelle
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

They also changed the name because it manifests differently in people- some do have pretty distinct alters, with distinct names, but others have ones that are more abstract or subtle and no name change. Not everyone blacks out either as the other takes over, rather they're watching themselves with no control while the alter is out, or in a dreamlike state. Closer to depersonalization but acting completely different while in that state. Sometimes they'll remember what happened, sometimes they won't. So the new name better fits this and acknowleges it manifests very differently in different people.

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Wendy Hutchison
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

have DID as a part of PTSD - no alters, but do dissociate. It's horrible having "monsters" in your head

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Dustin Skinner
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I don't have this, but as an autistic person (and a method actor) I've created alters that are kinda similar to having this. Coming out of a separate persona and back to myself is like viewing the past events in third person like they were a movie. My gf actually has DID and we've found it's pretty easy to understand each other. With me it was to cope with high amounts of stress and with her it was due to childhood trauma.

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Joe Messier
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

As many comments below share their on the testimonies I wish to share mine as well. Originally my did I feared to be schizophrenia until I realized that the separate voices as it were internalized we're separate inners. After much creative therapy they were distinguished one from another some took names some talk forms by using online avatars to external as himself and express themselves. Further down in the posts one mentioned DIO instead of DID once it was somewhat managed. This is subtle humor as I believe the Spanish word for God is Dio or Dios i believe. Nearly all of my inners would never consider me Godlike. When I best try to explain my own system 2 people who don't understand I usually use the analogy of a bus. The bus has a driver the bus has passengers the passengers can talk to each other the passengers can talk to the driver the driver can talk to the passengers and no one outside the bus can hear all the commotion going on. Now most of my innards are like a small family.

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1 year ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

people on tiktok fake this with their fave fictional characters as "alters". i don't have it, but i do know it isn't an uwu so quirky and psycho edgy disorder.

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Lara Haywood
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Wow! I guess I have this too on top of a few other mental issues. I've learned a lot from these drawings. And about myself! Thank you sooooo very, very much!

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Troy Miller
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

There arent words to describe the intense truth for many of us this reveals .

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Trish Williams
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I like the lines between the personalities. Because they don't communicate or accept each other even though they are all a part of you. They don't understand each other and barely know each other are there. Beautiful, absolutely incredible illustration

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Kassy Moore
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I hurts to think that that this is my reality, but it is a clear depiction of this mental illness.

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Robert Norton
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

This is great. i love the expression in the faces. I had DID, I now have DIO (Took away the 'Disorder' replaced it with 'Order', became Deity-In-Training.) and I see this image as representative because the person is not aware of the alters, and the alters are clearly delineated from one another, To me, the alters are real people, so the ethereal smoke-like lines made me thing "those are imaginary people" -- that having been said, my brain is heavily trained to throw away data points that might show me what DID is like, thereby dislocating me from the very idea, so my mind will sometimes cause me to interpret what I see and come away feeling one way when, in fact, if that investment in the idea of manipulating my sense of things were to be turned off, I sometimes wonder if the world I live in isn't utterly manufactured, and if now my mind is so scared to show me the truth because the shock would be too much to handle.

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Megan Case
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Just.. Wow. I would love to get this as a tattoo. It's like I'm looking at a drawing of myself, just inside out.

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Donna Houghton
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

My son has this, started 10 years ago at the age of 13. He has 6 different personalities, they all have different names, and his facial features even change, they sound slightly different and claim that they are all separate entities. They all smoke but my son doesn't, he has no recollection of anything that his others do, which is very hard especially when he switches back miles from home, not knowing how he got there, who he's been ,, what he's done, ect, one even speaks and writes in Norse.

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James H
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Just discovered I have this a year ago. I'm 28 now. For years I was chasing a disorder, that I knew I had, that was causing me a lot of pain, but I couldn't quite figure out what it was. When I finally found it, my whole life made sense. I'm still trying to understand myself. It's incredibly difficult. This is a fantastic illustration. It's very hard to share myself online, with strangers. I only share this part of me, with people I know. It's the strangest thing to have, in my opinion . It's like something out of a comic book, or sci-fi show. but I take it day by day, and each day is a learning process. I hope for integration one day. Most of all, because of the time I spent with my nieces and my family that I don't remember, that I'd like to remember.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

I'd like to add, for those who are reading this, that I have advanced computer skills that I don't comprehend, that I've been making repairs around my family's house for 10 years that I have no recollection of, that I helped raise my nieces for four years , that I would make meals for my family for years with no memory. all of this with no memory of it happening. Unfortunately, I also found out that I can think I'm saying one thing, and be saying another. I also can be thinking I'm hearing one thing, and be hearing another. As in someone saying one thing, and I'm hearing something that's completely and utterly false. It's very difficult.

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

These are all well and good these illustrations... But people really shouldn't identify with these disorders. It only makes them worse and you will attach them to your identity, yes sometimes they are valid... But it does no good attaching to any of this. I'm probbably depersonalized and disassociative for last 5 years, but the few moments I let my focus slide... Meditate, and chill the f**k out from focusing on myself. None of this b******t affects me. I'm sick of hearing about the victim mindset, from myself included. It's just another way to trap you in yourself and comfort zone. After all, all these disorders are derived from the EGO caving in for a last ditch effort to isolate and protect one self. I feel we all just need to let go of the labels and not focus on them.

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Faustina Faust
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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Not everyone is just like you!! How dare you say that people with mental illness who want to get help have victim mindsets. That kind of talk is why so many DON'T get help. It's fine if you're fine, but don't act like you know best for everyone else. Wtf.

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Capgras Syndrome

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Hadn't heard of this one either! Very interesting. "Capgras Syndrome, also known as Capgras Delusion, is the irrational belief that a familiar person or place has been replaced with an exact duplicate — an imposter (Ellis, 2001, Hirstein, and Ramachandran, 1997)."

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Cotard's Delusion

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7 years ago DotsCreated by potrace 1.15, written by Peter Selinger 2001-2017

Had to google this: It is a rare mental illness in which the affected person holds the delusional belief that he or she is already dead, does not exist, is putrefying, or has lost his or her blood or internal organs.

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Schizophrenia

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