September is National Suicide Prevention Month, and throughout the last few weeks, Instagram has become flooded by empowering survival stories, raising social awareness on the illness. A new hashtag, #faceofdepression, is adding an essential layer of depth to the public conversation about hidden depression symptoms, and it's one we just can't ignore.

What do depressed people look like? What does someone with suicidal thoughts appear? What does depression feels like? Many of us would probably picture a crumpled up, crying shell of a person on a bathroom floor. The reality that #faceofdepression is trying to explain, however, is that people who are struggling with feeling depressed often hide it in their everyday lives - meaning that they look like just about any other person you'd pass on the street.

One of the most touching contributions to the campaign was a video shared by Talinda Bentley, widow of Linkin Park singer Chester Bennington, showing him laughing and smiling just 36 hours before his tragic suicide. Don't take everything at 'face' value. If you think or know someone is showing the signs of depression, ask the hard questions before it's too late.

The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline is available 24/7 if you or someone you know needs urgent treatment of depression. Call 1-800-273-8255 or go to their official website to live chat with a counselor.

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Sam Shabadoo
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3 years ago

This is really powerful! I'm a nurse and I pinned this to my nursing board so I can show my fellow nurses. Thank you for sharing your story, just by ready this I know that the world would not be as bright without you in it ❤

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varwenea
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3 years ago

Chester Bennington's suicide hit me incredibly hard. Whenever I was going through dark phases or sad times, I've always turned to Linkin Park music to get me through it. His raw intensity made me feel like someone understands darkness, and that I have someone to turn to. For many of his fans, his suicide has left a void that will not be filled anytime soon. I thank his bandmates for their heartfelt tribute. Their message was spot-on.

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You can't tell can you? You can't tell by the look in my eyes or the sound of my voice even. You're thinking "You're smiling though!"

Yes. Yes, I am smiling. I smiled for you. I smiled so I don't make you feel bad. I don't want you to feel like I do. I also don't want you to feel like there is something you can do to make me "feel better".

There isn't anything anyone can do. I have to work through it on my own. The worst part is that this bout snuck up on me. I recognize the familiarity of it all though.

Empty
Lonely
Heavy
Tired
So tired
Everything is loud
Everything is annoying
I have no patience
I want to be left alone
I want to stay in bed
I don't want to work out
I want to eat everything without cooking anything

The best part is that I haven't felt like this in a very long time AND that I recognize it for what is. I'm the one who bakes and does crafts. You see that on the outside but you don't see the darkness inside.

For those that are also suffering....PLEASE SEEK HELP. Treatment is different for each person. Do what is best for you. I'm doing what works for me while I get back to Monique. So for now - I smile, and let people know I'm struggling.

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sh
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3 years ago

THIS! She describes it so well... "The worst part is that this bout snuck up on me. I recognize the familiarity of it all though. Empty Lonely Heavy Tired So tired Everything is loud Everything is annoying I have no patience I want to be left alone I want to stay in bed I don't want to work out I want to eat everything without cooking anything "

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#4

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My daughter as well. The night before she ended up in the hospital they went to the daddy daughter dance and had an amazing time. Thankfully she's still alive today and learning to beat her illness. She was 8 at the time

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Aurelia Grey
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3 years ago

Mercy. Hurts to look at her, hurts to learn how young she was, I hope things are better.

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Neb
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3 years ago

And this is why everyone needs to learn to listen. Appearance is not everything.

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#6

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This is my son , right before going to his computer to look up how to properly hang himself. Two days later he followed through.

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JillVille Child Care
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3 years ago

I am so sorry :( I could not imagine the loss of a child this way. I have 4 teenagers. My heart is breaking for your family.

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Lyn Limpert
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3 years ago

Nailed it. I was wondering why my behavior is so strange. Now I know.

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This is depression in our home. I tried to hang myself in my attic when the board broke and I broke thru the ceiling alerting my family. I fight every day. My husband tries his best but can't break through. I don't understand it. I don't know why I can't get rid of it. I have a wonderful family. I feel selfish, lost, sick and angry at myself. My brain has always been a little scrambled and I've fought just to make it thru school, I can't keep a job. I can't stay in task long enough or I take too long. I leave before I get fired. It's hard to feel worthless and I hate feeling like a burden to my family. I have so much pain inside. I'm in therapy I have meds. All I know is even though I feel like suicide would make life easier for my family, I also feel like if I could just get my head fixed and could be someone worthy, I really would like to stay around. I have been trying for so long I don't know if it's gonna happen for me. Today I am here. We will see how tomorrow goes tomorrow. I take it day for day and some times hour by hour. Sometimes i think If I can get through one more hour I'll go to bed and I'll sleep til tomorrow and see how it goes. Today has been ok. I'm trying to find something good today to give hope for tomorrow. Today I try.

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Caroline Huot
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3 years ago

Not just hour by hour honey... minute by minute, second by second!! I've been there... Take care xx

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My #faceofdepression and yes it is possible to be depressed with a child.

Hearing, "You don't have a reason to be depressed with her around" doesn't do shit but make me feel worse about myself

Being told, "All you need is exercise and a good diet" just makes me want to throat punch you even though you're coming from a good place

Depression keeps you from doing things you want to do because it's literally a chemical imbalance in your brain.

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Elaine Van Zon
Community Member
3 years ago

yes ,been there, well meaning people saying utterly stupid things. I hate " We've all been there" They are trying to make us feel they understand but succeed only in showing how little they understand. No you havn't been there - you have NO idea. Your daughter is adorable ,you are doing a great and brave job as her Mum. I pray you find something that will ease your pain and make your smile real on the inside too

Nicola Morley
Community Member
3 years ago

Amen to that. Even those closest to you think it's just a matter, of flipping that internal switch and getting over it is the best solution. The problem is, you need to find the switch first as it keeps changing location and the brain doesn't come with gps or 'find my switch' app

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Catlady6000
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3 years ago

My baby didn't make me less depressed, knowing I was all she had did keep me alive. You are a soldier in an emotional war. Fight on.

Jeni Leigh
Community Member
3 years ago

I’m battling depression & I have three wonderful children, a loving husband, a stable home... depression doesn’t make sense. I’ve heard the “you have no reason to be depressed” comments. Heck, I’ve said them to myself. I hope you’re able to overcome your depression.

Aunt Messy
Community Member
3 years ago

And no amount of talk therapy is going to help - because the one and only thing that CAN help is antidepressants. And yet, idiots say ignorant, ugly things, like, "The drugs don't work" - a LIE. Or, "All you need is exercise and a change of diet and you'll feel great!" - LIE. How about old faithful, "Just buck up and get out there." LIE. ..... Depression is paralysis. It's putting on a good show for the people around you because when they tell you the above garbage, all you want to do is hit them with something.

shigirl@live.com
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2 years ago

I suffer as well, and totally agree with wanting to throat punch the "think happy thoughts" people and the " get some fresh air and exercise" people. One thing I would add though...is that I am a child of a suicide. My father committed suicide when I was 13. I loved him with all my heart and soul. I have survived it but never gotten over it and it affects me everyday in my life...from abandonment issues to just plain loneliness. So far THIS is the only reason I have avoided my own suicide. I will not do this to my children. This is my mantra whenever the thought invades my brain.

Cathy Donkin
Community Member
3 years ago

My mother used to tell me “Clean your house, it will make you feel better”. Shoot, I couldn’t even get out of bed let alone clean my house. Then mom got depression and that’s when she understood what I was going through. On the hardest days take it one second at a time.

Barbara Bacigalupo
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2 years ago

every moment..counts..you can beat the monster in your head..

Kali Mohr
Community Member
2 years ago

The one I hate the most is “Just get over it” or “all you have to do is smile”. It doesn’t work like that. It’s a fight everyday. I wish people understood that. The fact that you are still here means that you are trying and fighting everyday. And that is enough.

James Brigham (Bigg) Bunyon
Community Member
3 years ago

I get it now; people hide their emotions. Who'd a thunk it? We're taught all our lives to hide them and we do a really good job. For instance, "If you don't have something good to say then don't say anything". My guess is if someone had stated the bad news out loud to the right set of ears some of these self-dead just might still be with us. But we're taught not to butt in and to "mind your own business". And ... we hide our emotions with "big girls don't cry", "real men don't cry", "get a grip", "get over it" and so forth and so on. Yep, people hide their emotions right up to the point where they tell you the truth about their real emotions by killing themselves. That's right, "Killing themselves". If you read all the posts here people can't even say the real words because that would be too insensitive so we hide it with softer sounding words. dead is dead and the sooner people get past fooling themselves will be the day we start correcting this killing situation.

endelbendel
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3 years ago

Or else you need to be able to curl your tongue like that.

Nikky Gorshen Moore
Community Member
3 years ago

What's worse is having to hide it because your ex will take the child away. It's so dangerous that this is not understood by society, medical professionals or the court system.

Éva Nemes
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4 months ago

Yes, childrens makes depression :D

Ang Seelen
Community Member
4 months ago

Totally understand this...... and having a chemical imbalance in my brain sucks big time.

Connie Muse
Community Member
4 months ago

Absolutely and all of those "helpful" things other people say just make you feel worse. I know I felt like I just needed to buck up and force myself to do things. That's not easy (or sometimes possible) when you're clinically depressed.

I I
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4 months ago

xx

Just Me
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6 months ago

Just told my sister ( we are both middle aged_ that i suffer from terrible self-esteem and depression and have my entire life due to the negative way we were raised and she said No YOU DONT.

Angela Schoenmakers
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1 year ago

This 🙌🏻

Kevin Goldman
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3 years ago

Yes. I'm here with you... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cNjUO8_Vuw

Kim Schaefer
Community Member
3 years ago

Shame on ANYONE else that tells you how you can or cannot feel. The Best you can do is to try and find ways to fight the urge to kill yourself. I DO KNOW it is sooo difficult, but it’s also SOOO VERY IMPORTANT. The last thing you would EVER want to do (I’m sure) would be is to hurt your BEAUTIFUL daughter. If that is what you have to use to keep you from hurting yourself, then DO IT!!! I have suffered from Major Depression for as long as I can remember. Until I was hospitalized when I was 18 and realized I was going to stick around. Told my doctor “I hated the way I felt”. When he said that people that had been through things like I had, tend to do through life waiting for the other shoe to drop. I thought OH NO WAY, If I’m going to be here, it’s NOT going to be SUPER Paranoid!!!! So I decided I had to “Give a Little” and be willing for the UNEXPECTED.

Mikey Michael
Community Member
3 years ago

Maybe suicide is ot always about depression. Could it be facing a reality that truly has no light at the end of the tunnel.

Kim Champion
Community Member
3 years ago

Yes it is a chemical imbalance

Jennifer Gorman
Community Member
3 years ago

I had severe depression, have, I should say. I can remember, barely, my daughter being two and three, (before my husband finally had enough of worrying and took me for help and meds), just lying in a puddle on the floor or in bed, and my daughter bringing her pile of matchboxes or plastic tigers and lions or a stack of picture books, and sitting beside me patting my hand as she watched herself. I get so upset even now, 20+ years later, when I think of the things that could have happened to her. On one hand, no having a child didn't cure my depression, but being a mom is what made me at least cooperate with my doctors and therapists.

Anna Thouvenin
Community Member
3 years ago

Diet and exercise can help. But this is definitely not ALL you need. Depression is complex and doctors also struggle to help their patient because it's not just "ok take this and go to job once a week and you'll be cured". I hope you can work one step at a time, even when it's difficult, remember the lovely face of your daughter and hopefully she will give you strength <3

Nina Pispala
Community Member
3 years ago

Having children and being depressed is terrible. You know you -should- be happy. This -should- be the happiest time of your life. And you constantly FAIL at parenting because you're so anxious, tired, cranky, can't consentrate etc. And you end up feeling even worse. AND are scared the kids will get the same sickness.

Julie Johnston
Community Member
3 years ago

O believe that there is a chemical imbalance in depression as well. I've always felt that there was "something" even from when I was a teenager. It wasn't till after my first child, when I developed PND that I first got medication . I have 3adult children now, one with learning disabilities and I used to think that I was coping ok, but I wasn't. Medication keeps me in a reasonable place.

Lira Mai
Community Member
3 years ago

please be strong for her.

Louise Brigance
Community Member
3 years ago

When I was younger I often thought of suicide. I had chosen to have a baby thinking it may make me feel better. I ended up with twins. And I continued to think about ending it all. It just always seem like something was missing in me. It wasn't something that being "in love" could cure. It wasn't something another person could help. Whatever is missing is just like a hole or not being able to see far enough ahead to find a reason or a hope. I still think about it from time to time and it feels like a comfort almost like a longing. It's strange but I don't feel it's necessary to act on it right now...maybe sometime.

Paul Barker
Community Member
3 years ago

Exactly, i've lost count of how many times friends and family have said 'what have you got to be depressed about"! Best way way to make a depressed person feel guilty about being depressed.

Kristi Lindley
Community Member
3 years ago

Yes. Thank you thank you. If one more person says 'Snap out of it, exercise more, change your diet' or - the WORST ONE: 'Happiness is a choice!' I will smack the sh** out of them

Bengu Taskesen
Community Member
3 years ago

Please don't listen to snug ignorant idiots who have no empathy, only advice. I hope you find friends you can talk to; a good listener might help by just being there, and you might feel a little lighter.

Kathy Dudley Youngs
Community Member
3 years ago

Could not agree more- and I seriously laughed out loud at the "punch you in the throat" comment-

Shana Domesticat
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3 years ago

I am in that place now.

Haider Zqr
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3 years ago

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3 years ago

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Brittany Coolican
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3 years ago

You should seriously try micro-dosing with psilocybin mushrooms or take a trip to mexico and take ibogaine. These natural psychedelic drugs have MASSIVE POTENTIAL TO CURE YOUR DEPRESSION. Do some research, keep an open mind. And try it. Go to a ceremony and your shaman will be there to guide you. People wouldn't be so into this if it weren't truly helpful. Good luck to you, I really hope you'll look into this. In the next several years, these plants are going to change medicine as long as we can keep the pharma companies out of the way. <3 <3 <3

Aunt Messy
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3 years ago

Spewing bullshit isn't going to help.

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Huzaifa Sufian
Community Member
3 years ago

"And if you will turn away from my remembrance, you will have a depressed life".. this is a verse of Quran said by the one who Created everything. He created you and this is the ultimate truth. Trust me th only emptiness that is in the heart is disobedience to the Creator. If you want to cure depression, nothing will work except remembring Allah. Ask for help, ask for guidance. He will help you. Only Allah can help you.. Iv been through your situation and i can guarantee you that this is the ONLY CURE..

Holly Bramhall
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3 years ago

I know you mean well, you’re just trying to give advice, but you can’t force a religion upon somebody! Everyone believes different things. You might think that none of them are true but yours, but if you asked me I’d say they’re all just stories made up because people decided humans are too cruel, and they need a reason to act kindly. Do things that are morally good. If you think about it, don’t most religions have the same principles? They just try to make us be better people. Lots of people from different religions have got through depression - asking Allah for help is not the only cure, even if it is the one that worked for you.

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Don Żuan
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3 years ago

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Aunt Messy
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3 years ago

Lie. Not even a good attempt.

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This is my boyfriend two weeks before hanging himself. Will never understand it...

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KK
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3 years ago

Posts like these can hit very close to home. Please reach out for help if you struggle with thoughts of suicide. It can be prevented. There is help available in your country, take a look: http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html

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This is what depression looked like not long before we lost our beloved Luke. Depression is a SERIOUS illness. Don't dismiss people who are hurting.

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Nini
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3 years ago

Depression is like a worm, crawling under your skin and eating your flesh without anybody noticing. Because no one cares about what's inside of you. And everybody overreacts when something's seeable. But when "something" is noticeable is when you need people not to see, then you smile, every time for no reason, so they won't ask what you don't want to talk about. Because no matter what, when and whoever pretends to be here for you, everything looks fake, sounds wrong, and it hurts to realize how much you suck at life. And someday, it becomes too painful, you want to run away but everything's the same wherever you go. This is at that point that "suicide", "silence" and "darkness" start to look sweet, inspiring, necessary. Depression is a worm that deforms reality and makes "freedom" and "peace" rhyme with "death". I feel sorry for y'all, I wish your beloveds could have found a better way to relieve themselves from this pain.

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Tasha Harris
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3 years ago

Thanks for sharing , it helps.

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Kim Lorton
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3 years ago

Glad you are alive!

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#14

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Bipolar disorder here,(with a heavy emphasis on the depression side)...I get up, put on a full face of makeup, wear a fun dress, all while struggling with depression, anxiety and sometimes suicidal thoughts..

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MonsterMash
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3 years ago

You're beautiful! Thank you for being strong .

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#15

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Currently at the doctor seeking help, most have no idea what I'm going through and that I cry in the shower or in the car on my way home from work or can't sleep at night because of panic attacks

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Dani Donovan
Community Member
3 years ago

So glad you are seeking help. You're not alone!

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Neb
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3 years ago

These are some crazy criteria - if you cannot get up from bed or do not brush hair, it is way too late. Also, there is functional depression, where everything looks OK from the surface. Only looks.

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Jade Lynn
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3 years ago

As someone who is going through depression, ptsd, and suidice attempts etc, i feel like i can see it in the eyes of others when they are hurting. Makeup or no make up. I wish the best for all of us. Thank you and everyone else for sharing

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Neb
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3 years ago

So true...

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Major Depression & PPD here. 3 weeks pp with #2 & going to the doctor is helping. Most times I feel like I'm drowning but last couple of days it's been easier. Sometimes just talking about it can be cathartic. PLEASE seek help if you need it. It's not failure. Sometimes you just need a little more time to get your shit together and that's ok, because being a functional parent is hard fucking work.

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Jenna Bois
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3 years ago

You need to take care of you to be the best parent you can. I'm glad you're finding talk therapy helping. You got this :)

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Duc Anh
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3 years ago

I dont know what happened to you, but whatever, you look beautiful

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Nicole Yates
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3 years ago

Yep I understand. Why is hair washing the hardest part?!

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Meagan Collette
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3 years ago

I get you; I struggle with feeling like a failure every time I need to go back on medication.

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#23

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The face of depression. Sometimes it looks optimistic. Sometimes it doesn't. And having a smart, beautiful child doesn't mean those feelings don't exist or that they're not valid. She loves me on my good days and my bad days.

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Jenna Bois
Community Member
3 years ago

I identify with this so much. Even on the bad days I find a reason to go on in my daughter. Because she just sees her mom, not the depression.

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#24

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JillVille Child Care
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3 years ago

You are so beautiful! Love your eyes, definitely a caring emotional person in there :)

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Sarah Laurent
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3 years ago

People need you, and love you, I promise. Even while crying, in bed, red wine or whatever ;)

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Alžběta Laurincová
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3 years ago

I know it won't help you, but you are a very beuatiful woman! I love your eyes.

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Emmajones
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3 years ago

Thank you for speaking out.

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Jan Benante
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3 years ago

You are stronger than you know. Just keep on keeping on.

#29

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When people think about depression, they tend to have a very specific idea of how it manifests itself. I'm in the middle of a very real depressive episode and here I am at work with my plants and headphones

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Lily Winterhart
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3 years ago

EnLyte might work for you like it did for me.

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I have been struggling with depression and anxiety for years and years. I started experiencing symptoms around 12 and wasn't diagnosed or treated until I was 25. (Early on docs told me I didn't seem depressed.) Once my kiddo was born, my postpartum depression fused with my everyday depression and I almost lost it. It was my dream to be a happy SAHP, and even though I stayed home for over a year, I felt worse and worse every day. It took all of my energy to make sure my baby was taken care of. I developed severe sleep apnea, gained a lot of weight, and couldn't function outside of my parental duties.

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Nadine
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3 years ago

Being a mom with or without depression takes so much inner strength. Bless you for fighting and starting so strong. Been there, know that feeling

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#31

Depressed Since High'school, Drop'out, One Suicide Attempt, Severely Agoraphobic. In My Country Having A Mental Illness Means That "Your Parents Didn't Beat You Enough", Or, "Your Husband Should Throw You Out Of The House, Maybe Then You'll Get A Job". So I Learned To Smile Even In My Worst Days.

Depressed since high'school, drop'out, one suicide attempt, severely agoraphobic. In my country having a mental illness means that "Your parents didn't beat you enough", or, "Your husband should throw you out of the house, maybe then you'll get a job". So I learned to smile even in my worst days.

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Réka Viczián
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3 years ago

It's not just your country, middle-and-east europe still has room for improvement in the field of mental illnesses. I hope you have more good days than bad and wish you strength to get to the good ones!

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Me, Two Days After A Failed Suicide Attempt. People Don't "Look" Depressed Because Depression Isn't A Facial Expression.

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3 years ago

Me, Two Days After A Failed Suicide Attempt. People Don’t “Look” Depressed, Because Depression Isn’t A Facial Expression.

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3 years ago

Stuck in a panic attack, yes, that's sweat running down my Face. Battling for 15 years now, the fearless good times in between two bad phases are the reason I'm still fighting. Nevertheless I'm tired to explain what a panic attack feels like or what the reasons are I'm suffering from this disease. It's not my fault and I don't want to feel guilty anymore.

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#34

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GAD and depression for probably two decades. My childhood nickname was "smiley". My positive attitude gets remarked on often. My brain still fires weird regardless.

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Tam-Tam
Community Member
3 years ago

I def relate. Sometimes the bigger my smile is in public, the more severe my depression is...and that is confusing understandably to a lot of people around me. Pls remember you are beautiful and worthy of happiness!

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I have suffered from depression for more than 2 thirds of my life. Think about that. Most of my life has been in pain and misery. Most of my life has been spent fighting my demons of suicidal ideation and convincing myself to stay, to keep fighting. There are days, even now, that I can draft my goodbye note in my head. There are days I can almost convince myself that my son and my family could be better off without me. Yet, this is no way makes me an unfit mother. One thing I never fail at for my son is loving him. Showing him he is loved. I know some of you say "you shouldn't have children if you are mentally ill" and to you I say: Eat a bag of dicks. My son saved my life. My son saves my life every day. I will not keep from him that I am sick when he is old enough to understand. I'd rather he see me battle my mind, than think even a fraction of my pain was caused by him.

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BoredBirgit
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3 years ago

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#36

I've Been Diagnosed With Borderline A Few Weeks Ago. My Head Needs Rest, My Puppy Needs A Hug

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3 years ago

Got diagnosed with borderline a few months ago. Hard to hear but all fell into place. The depressions are hard, very hard. Thankfully i've been diagnosed, got a great counselor and am attending group-therapy. Keep strong everyone and thank you all for sharing your stories.

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#37

Two Months After Attempting Suicide And While I Was Considering Trying Again Every Day. Every Person Who Meets Me And I Tell I Have Depression Say; 'You Just Don't Seem The Type!' There Is No Type.

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3 years ago

Two months after attempting suicide - while I was considering trying again daily. Everyone who meets me and who I tell I have depression say: 'You don't seem the type!' There is no type.

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#38

The Last Images We Have Of My Eldest Son's Father. Mother's Day 2012. We Felt He Was Making Improvements, But Jesse Completed Suicide June 12, 2012.

The last images we have of my eldest son's father. Mother's day 2012. We felt he was making improvements, but Jesse completed suicide June 12, 2012.

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Agnes Jekyll
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3 years ago

I'm so sorry.

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#39

About Three Hours Before A Massive Panic Attack That Ultimately Ended In Self Harm.

About three hours before a massive panic attack that ultimately ended in self harm.

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makki
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3 years ago

You're very pretty I love your smile!

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#40

When You Put On Your War Face But Inside Is Where The Battle Happens.

When you put on your war face but inside is where the battle happens.

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Karin Ahrenhold
Community Member
3 years ago

great picture, great words - how well I know that..

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#41

I Never Feel Normal, Accepted Or Accepted. I Struggle Always. I'm Thankful For My Support.

I never feel normal, accepted or accepted. I struggle always. I'm thankful for my support.

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Ivelina Gancheva
Community Member
3 years ago

Dude, you cool, you remind me of the singer Banks visually. Be strong!

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#42

The Guy In Red Was My Dad, Less Than 2 Months Before He Took His Life. He Was 60 Years Old. He Told Us As Kids That He Had To Talk Himself Out Of Suicide Every Day. He Succeeded, But Not Without Letting Every One Of His Loved Ones Know How Much He Loved Us. I Miss Him Terribly, He Will Never Get To Meet My Kids Or Walk Me Down The Isle.

The guy in red was my dad, less than 2 months before he took his life. He was 60 years old. He told us as kids that he had to talk himself out of suicide every day. He succeeded, but not without letting every one of his loved ones know how much he loved us. I miss him terribly, he will never get to meet my kids or walk me down the isle.

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Jade Lynn
Community Member
3 years ago

I'm so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry for his struggle.

#43

Face Of Depression

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Kevin Goldman
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3 years ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cNjUO8_Vuw

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#44

Taken Few Days Ago... Face Of Depression, Anxiety, Ednos, Bpd And Suicidal Thoughts. I'm Ashmed

Taken few days ago... Face of depression, anxiety, ednos, bpd and suicidal thoughts. I'm ashmed

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Neb
Community Member
3 years ago

You should not be ashamed. Would you be ashamed if you had cancer?

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#45

Depressed For Years, Nobody Noticed Till Last Year, It’s Amazing How Depression Can Hide

Depressed for years, nobody noticed till last year, it’s amazing how depression can hide.

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Anita Ghigi
Community Member
3 years ago

Such cool hair.

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#46

Decided To Get Out Of Bed For The First Time In Months To Look Nice For A Picture

Decided to get out of bed for the first time in months to look nice for a picture.

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Chantelle Dixie
Community Member
3 years ago

Scarlet Johannson is that you? (Don't know if I spelt her name correctly) you do remind me of her but I hope you can fight through this tough time I'm struggling atm

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#47

This Is What Depression And Anxiety Looks Like. I Was In A Bad Place. I Am Fine Now, But Sometimes It Comes Back, And I Hate It. Luckily I Have Got A Support System Around Me That Helps Me Through When Out Gets Bad. But Most People Would Never Have Guess When I Struggle!

This is what depression and anxiety looks like. I was in a bad place. I am fine now, but sometimes it comes back, and I hate it. Luckily I have got a support system around me that helps me through when out gets bad. But most people would never have guess when I struggle!

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#48

"You're Young And Smart" They Say. "Depression Don't Exist" They Say.

"Depression? But you're young and smart" they say. And here I am with 11 suicide attempts.

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awesome_sauce.71
Community Member
3 years ago

you are very pretty! I want to grow up and be as pretty as you and maybe my moms.It will all be okay

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#49

Anxiety And Depression For Many Years, I Put A Mask On I Guess At Times And Try To Make Out I'm The Fun, Smiling Happy One, But What Goes On Inside Is Darker At Times. Worry So Much About Things, Its Like The End Of The World When Changes Happen. I Get Paniced By Things, Angry And Distant Or I Breakdown And Cry. Its Not Only Mental But Physical Too, Ibs And Stress Symptoms That Make Me Feel Weak And Tired. My Artistic Part Of My Brain Does Help Break Things Up Time To Time, A Way Of Expressing Something That I Cant Feel. I Wish At Times I Could Eventually Feel More In Control, But Then I'd Be Scared Of That Feeling.

Anxiety and depression for many years, I put a mask on I guess at times and try to make out I'm the fun, smiling happy one, but what goes on inside is darker at times. Worry so much about things, its like the end of the world when changes happen. I get paniced by things, angry and distant or I breakdown and cry. Its not only mental but physical too, ibs and stress symptoms that make me feel weak and tired. My artistic part of my brain does help break things up time to time, a way of expressing something that I cant feel. I wish at times I could eventually feel more in control, but then I'd be scared of that feeling.

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Kevin Goldman
Community Member
3 years ago

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7cNjUO8_Vuw

#50

Depressed For 4 Years

Depressed for 4 years.

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