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Neferpitou

Neferpitou

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Neferpitou

Neferpitou

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My real name is Lyra. Born February 4, 2001. I live in the USA. I am a trans woman. I want to get the surgery, but I cannot afford it atm and honestly I probably never will be able to afford it as I am poor as hell. I have no friends. I will never have any friends. My favorite thing in this whole world is Hunter x Hunter, specifically Hunter x Hunter 2011. You probably already knew that by my profile pic/name if you are a fan too. If you are not a fan of HxH then you are dead to me. I really love physics and math. I have always wanted to be a physicist, but I can not afford college or anything. I still study a little online, but honestly it is all kind of pointless now. I suffer from severe depression. I think of suicide at least once every 10 minutes. I never stop thinking about it. I really hate this world, but it does not matter. I doubt that I will still be here by the year 2020. I will probably be dead by then. I have actually been writing a story. It is a story that I have been working on since I was 14. I have never worked harder on anything in my life. All the characters are very dear to me. It is almost as if the characters are family because they are so close to my heart. I always wanted to show everyone the story that I am writing. I have not finished the story though and it is a secret until then. But, I am afraid that I will never finish it. I am probably gonna be dead soon. My biggest regret is that I have not finished it yet. The story will follow me to my grave.